Gemini/ Karma

According to astrology, Geminis are linked to karmic lessons related to communication, learning, and emotional depth. Geminis are known for being curious and adaptable, but they may struggle to develop clarity in their communication. Their karmic lesson is to learn to share their knowledge and educate others, while also knowing when to stop. Geminis are intelligent and fast-thinking, but they may need to learn to slow down and receive information at a pace that can be digested. Geminis may need to develop emotional depth and consistency. They may be drawn to karmic relationships that challenge their communication and emotional understanding, which can help them learn about love and genuine connection

You thought you had marked someone for dead and its like they are living just to spite you. They are happy, healthy and soon to be wealthy. They have a beautiful heart and many love them. You tried to make them jealous, tried to make them chase you for affection and attention. They are building a leagacy. You sought to ruin their life. You wanted everyone to leave them alonse so they would come crawling back to you. You wanted to them to see how harsh it is to not have you in their life. Instead they flocked to this indiviual shring up their heart as they moved on in life struggling or not. Now they have shut the doors to you. Vague and little to no communication is all you can wish for because you have to crossed so many lines reapeatedly. They had to move uniquely to avoid the pitfalls you kept putting up. The fact you resent their happiness is sad. If only you was honest and just said hey I need you. Instead of just being honest you tried to put them in a subservient role to perserve your dignigty. Trying to hide your sexual demons is not a good enough reason. You needed a stable individual in your life and you received in them. Now you are seeing signss and syncronicites pointing out all the wrong you did. Little nudges to remind you that YOUR choices made this a no win situation. You cnanot go back to the beginning. This was not even a ordinanry love it was envy and contempt. You are in a storm and you cannot rely on them to save you. You messed up and wont admit it so you are stuck feeling sad.