Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You don't feel like you come across as impressive. You are learning about love and its from somone you see as worthy of being looked up to. You experienced heart break and watching this person is somehow healing you. They have been hitting a lot of nails on the head and its helping you see clearer. You feellike they know what is around the river bend. They are your Grandma Willow. They are a loving individual and you adore that in them. You feel lower then them for some reason. You know that you have some shadow work to do. You didn't realize you could work on healing yourself that it is not just a wake up one day and bam new perspective new out look on life. You want to reach out to them. You want to break bread with them. YOu know they can help you heal your inner child. You also know if they deny you its totally deserved. You want to learn to be the most genuine version of yourself and that is hard you want to learn how this person does it. They aren

You feel like someone is your whole world. You would give anything for them. You see no wrong in them. You was willing to pour out everything for them. This person gave you butterflies. They made you feel safe and lucky. They kept saving you. You hoped they wanted what you wanted or was at least willing to keep up a facade with you. Anything they wanted no matter how degading you was willing to do to keep them attached. You just was empty and you couldnt figure out how not to feel that way but at least they helped you forget for a while. You have no back up plan for all they gave youand did for you. NO one you know can fill that void. If only you stopped playing games. You just wanted them to make it official. You wanted them to save you, to mark you as theirs (marriage) to want to be affectionate with you. Its time to let go. No one is happy. NOthing is saving this. You could read every rlationship book and sex book and it still wouldnt matter. At the end of th