Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Several someones called themselves coming back to you to see where your head was. Do you still not trust them? Do you know what their plans are for you? Do you know what they did behind your back? Do you know how much they hate you? They will come back in groups and as individuals trying all kinds of ways to tempt you back into connections withthem. Why wouldn't you want to be around them they just mad you fucking miserable for years of course you want to rekindle those connections. They lied to you constantly and made you feel less them but hey they are sory. Who cares about your years of therapy trying to figure out what was wrong with you. You walked around feeling incomplete and they rejoiced that you wasnt as perfect as you were. Whatever you did better then them your one or two " bad sides" had them chortling with joy believing you deserved to deal with what ever occured. Someone is going to ask if they can take you out to eat and talk. Your ablitiy to keep cre...

You have beef with a sibling who doesn't know they are a sibling. You came for them and they had no idea why. You was out there getting yours and lying left and right, but wanted them to wear your lies like it was the definition of their life. So what if someone you was dealing with wanted them that doesn't mean turn on family especially if they aren't that type of person character wise before this incident. That you was told in private, but wanted to make it a public battle is ridiculous and shows the level of immaturity you are still dealing with. You could have risen above your jealousy, but you chose not to. You stalked and chased but never was adult enough to say hey I feel intimidated by your light. Who knows you might have healed things before it got to the point you are at now. You made so many efforts to battle, but now you need to make just as many apologies to rectify your connection. Noone is going to blame you for wanting to fix your mistak...

Life is changing and you are being asked if you can stand the rain. Will these changes overshadow you or will you rise to the occasion in a way you never have before. You have been living a life that was unfufilled and emotionally empty. You will not be do in that anylonger. No more broken hearted lifestyle. You have learned to not only go with the flow, but to find the deeper meaning in emotions in order to be your most authentic self. Get it boo!! There is no great mysteries for you to figure out you are just taking each lesson in life as a blessing in order to stablize the foundation you are laying down for the fuure.