Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

You might be constipated or maybe you are just acting shitty. You definitely got folks lusting after you. You have decided its in God's hands and you just aren't engaging. You especially have pulled back from connections by proxy you know his mom, her sister, their cousin... you have been getting bad vibes and moving accordingly. You have established that if your people don't have your backs they are the enemy. You have made your boundaries so clear that folks want to fight you and others to get to you. You have endured to much sabotage in your life. You don't have to take risk to just thrive. You have options it is time to start utlizing them. You are no longer in this paradigm of over giving to someone comfortable with only taking. You have found happiness and have grown and in that growing you have found joy. You are enjoying your new connections and striving to be the bright light you have always wanted to be. You are attracting blessings and ab...

The Egyptians believed that the sphinx was a representation of their solar deity, Sun God, Horemakhet or Horus of the Horizon. Historical records from the New Kingdom show that in Egyptian culture the sphinx symbolized  royalty and sacred status . The Sphinx is an Egyptian zodiac sign for people born between December 27 and January 25. The Sphinx is associated with the Egyptian goddess of the Nile and protection. People with this zodiac sign are said to be adaptable, serious, and discerning. In Egyptian mythology, the Sphinx is a solar deity and a half-man, half-lion creature that represents power, protection, and sacred life.  *Especially Sagittarius,Capricorn Whoever you was coming for has won the war regardless of how many battles you think you had under your belt. You have been left behind when you thought you was chosen. All those secret dates and online conversations are coming to the light. You thought you had love and success just around the corner but ...

Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

Aries is the first sign of the zodiac, and is associated with the period from about March 21 to April 19. The symbol for Aries is ♈, and it is represented as a ram. Aries is a fire sign, along with Leo and Sagittarius. People born under the sign of Aries are said to be bold, ambitious, and passionate leaders. The Aries constellation is located in the northern sky, between Pisces and Taurus. It contains over 60 stars, including Hamal, Teegarden's Star, and 41 Arietis. The constellation is also known as the Ram.  You are looking good and feeling good. Your head is becoming clearer.You have your eye on somoene who makes you want to risk it all. You crave a blanced life and you believe you can have it with this individual. You are prepared to wine and dine this individual. You cannot give them everything they need, but you are game to try. You have been broken hearted for a long time but you finally feel healed enough to approach and you are so trepidous it is ok you g...

I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

In astrology, the first house is the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self. It's also known as the house of self. The first house is defined by the rising sign, or ascendant, and is ruled by Mars, the planet of action, energy, and anger. The first house can provide insight into a person's outward In astrology, the first house is  the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self . It's also known as the house of self.   The first house can provide insight into a person's outward appearance, traits, characteristics, outlook, and sense of expression.   The first house can provide clues to how a person's personality may evolve in the future. When planets in the sky transit into the first house, goals are manifested, and new projects, ideas, or perspectives take form. The rising sign is the sign whose characteristics a person adopts at birth and expresses naturally. For example, a Capricorn rising person is thought...

So many options, but I follow others opinions. I never developed the ability to hold my boundaries and now I am floundering. Mental illness is pausing my momentum. The world doesnt owe me shit, but I still want to put my hands out. I know I need to stop seeing things thru a slanted view. For so long it was like so many people were talking to you and their voices were coming thru a filter so very distorted, but now its all crystal clear. Its time for you to follow your intuiton and trust it. If you would just trust yourself you would know that all you need is within. Stop talking so much and just listen. You will hear the truth in the silence. After learning the truth you will be able to say one final good bye and bounce right on out of their lives and into the future. It may not move smoothly, but its still going to move forward. There will be times that folks you thought you had on your side were really your opposition. They are recognizing that they can't do life without yo...

In astrology, the olive tree is  associated with the zodiac sign Aquarius . The olive tree is a symbol of peace, friendship, and forgiveness, which are values that Aquarians are said to hold dear.   The olive tree is a symbol of abundance, as it produces an abundance of fruit, oil, and leaves.   Olive trees can live for over a thousand years, making them some of the oldest botanical specimens in the world.   The olive tree is considered sacred in many cultures and traditions.   The olive tree is considered lucky in many cultures.    Hippocrates, the father of medicine, used olive oil to heal ailments.   Romans used olive oil to wash their hair and beautify their skin.   olive tree has a deep historical significance in Greek mythology and tradition. In Greek mythology, the goddess Athena created the olive tree after winning a contest with Poseidon to control Athens.  My heart is fragile.I have finally learned hw to...

I spent so much money! I did some weird and nasty shit! I just wanteed to beat you. I joined a group that promised me so much if I gave them you and I couldn't. I thought I was going to beat you with these new gifts I discovered. I thought you wasn't as informed and wise as I thought you was " pretending to be". I held you to standards I could never meet and I even encouraged others to ostrasize you or I refused to shield you. I see you are stronger, wiser and more powerful then I could even believe. All I have done has continually backfired on me. I wanted to be so needed by you that everyone could see I was the strong one but yor need never exeded my need to be seen. I couldn't ever be happy for you. I see the rain and think about you feeling cleansed by it, refreshed by it and yet your the sun the sunrise the promise of safety after the storm. I wanted to take your forever love. I wanted to be loved just as deeply as you are. I wanted someone to make...

Addictions stopped me from being my true self. I wanted to do everything and anything for you. I thought I was the bag and it was you all along. I am so tired of the seperation and its just not fair. I have no clear thoughts when it comes to this. I wanted to be a Pearl for you. I wanted to protect you against evil and help you attract love, luck and be the calm in all your storms. Man I would have drank your waterfall, but you wanted fast money and fast cars. You bragged about how damaged you are and it never added to your worth. You treated me like an option and that was my final straw. I saw all the paths out there and came to you and you just walked away. I thought because our hearts seemed to beat as one that we was kismet. I did all I could to keep you hooked. I left bread crumbs for you to follow. I wanted us to need each other and want each other. I thought about asking your friends for help, but you have made your choices. Things just dont seem to come smoothly for me. I ...

Family ain't shit sometimes and sometimes you are the ain't shit person. You have been lying, cheating, deceiving and it is going to cause a lot of heart break.  Someone you thought was loving and kind has shown you their true colors and you cannot unsee it. They tried to turn you against someone who never meant you any harm. They wanted you stick to their side and fight their fights.  This person tried to keep their foot on your kneck with guilt. You really thought you knew them and you are pissed because you see you was lied to.  Who ever you kept your eyes on has proven time and time again to not give up. You tried to post them and learnt they wasn't the one nor the two. You tried to paint them as demon and your false halo fell off.  Now you are sitting there listening to music trying to drown out he voices in your head. Your root chakra is blocked. You have been negative, cynical, possibly not eating, bouts of greed and you are definitely insecure....

People with a Sagittarius moon are said to have many personality traits, They love to travel, explore, and embrace the unknown. They are naturally optimistic and have a sense of idealism. They are full of spontaneity and have a thirst for adventure. They are known for their brazen curiosity and intellectual expansion. They are fun to be around and can get away with almost anything. They need a lot of freedom in their relationships and may feel caged by jealous or needy partners. They may have a weakness for commitment and may find it difficult to settle down or focus on one thing for too long. Sagittarius is the last fire sign, represented by the archer. People with a Sagittarius moon are said to be most compatible with other fire signs (Aries and Leo) and air signs (Gemini, Libra, and Aquarius). Trolling got you nowhere. If anything you are in more trouble. You really thought you was above getting caught, above being punished, above being judged. Nowyou have no wheret...

Can we talk?? I fucked up bad and I am trying to cover my ass. In every language and sense of the word. I choose you and thats why I am still here, but I learned my lesson finally and I think I need to walk away. Ilost everything for you and you still don't want me? You won't change or me? Didn't I earn it? I've lost you haven't I? I lied and cheated and blew smoke up your ass and thought I was superior to you while you was thinking the same.. no you did me one better you acted like you was better then me in my face. All I wanted from you was candlelight and champagne vibes you know a romantic life. I wanted your soft heart but I never recieved it. I just wanted to love you. I crossed that thin line between love and hate. I feel fucked so I'm going to fuck you back. I don't care if we both go down at least you will be with me. I admired you for standing out I didn't realze you was standing on my kneck to do it. If I never see you again I ...

Fast life isn't the only speed. Taking your time is how you make history. Rushing it will only lead to disaster. When you are right in front of the things that matter you miss because you are looking too far ahead. You are missing alignment and that is why every thing feels dull. Sometimes it takes taking care of your outside to notice the inside needs work as well. That is not a bad thing. Work on healing. Do not look out ward for the ok. Its in you. When you mess up you ae given an oppurtunity to look back and make better choices. Regret is par for the course stop beaating yourself up and do something different. No one should have to protect themselves from your pain or insecurities. Yes, you owe people apologies and some connections you just need to release. You burnt the bridge and there is no going back. You are just going to have to watch them flourish from afar. Your fear of showing the real you maybe justified but shutting people out is how their perspective of you...

Your finances are safe. Whatever drama has been coming your way is about to cease. Your opps are giving up, getting caught or already recieving their karma. A lot of word magic and candles were utlized to mess with your money. You may have been been in 7yr drought where your money was funny, but now that is not going to happen. Someone with earth heavy in their chart has been behind alot of the setbacks you have dealt with. Whatever they was doing to you they are experiencing 5 times worse. They wanted you crying and dying and and instead you are flourishing and thriving. You are healing in ways you didn't know you was capable of doing. You are even creating new avenues of revenue and that is protected by the Universe. You don't have to fight any more mon ami. You are destined to be happy and blessed. You are destined to connect with those who speak your language and provide their own vibes so you aren't getting drained, but replenished. You are going to have a sta...

Someone wanted to be out there in the streets. They thought you was gonna be so head over heels in love that no matter they did you would just keep on being forgiving and letting them back into your life. They shoved others in your face, bragged about how they never did for you, demeaned and bullied you and they have the nerve to be mad that you want nothing to do with them. You was supposed to be the ride or die. You was supposed to be crying, weeping and begging for the crumbs of their attention. You was supposed to be weak, permissive and loyal. Now they see you as a liar. You can't just walk away unless you never cared. You never really cared because you can't put real emotions aside the way you are doing so easily. They are literally having withdrawals without axcess to your energy. Some maybe sick, some might be experiencing mental breakdowns just really emotionally imbalanced. Which is exactly what they wanted for you to experience. All the pain you experienced in thi...

The little things you do make my heart smile. I love your fucking vibes. I love how your energy is soothing it eases my mind and I will always appreciate you for that. I see your spiritual health got you looking phenomenal. I know now after all is said and done I want to grow old with you. I see you and I know why so many people love you. You have this child like aura that draws people in. You have rich energy what ever you do flourishes. I don't have the spine to come and ask you for a date. I don't feel I have everything I need to come to you as a proper partner. I'm very insecure right now but,I am growing. I have put aside some of my addictions. I am not completely prepared to give it all up. I had hopes of making a family with you, but I see you got options and you might not be choosing them you aren't choosing me either. I totally get that seperation happens in connections, but I don't want this to be the end. I know I come across as a cu...

Bes was a minor Egyptian god who was the protector of children, pregnant women, and mothers. He was also associated with music, fertility, and war. Bes was often depicted as a short, muscular man with a large belly, a lion's tail and mane, and a cat-like nose and ears. He was thought to drive away evil spirits with his unruly beard, lion's mask, loud instruments, and wild dancing. Bes is a dwarf-like being with long arms. He is sometimes shown naked, and sometimes wearing a kilt or leonine skin and a feathered crown. Bes is known for his protective nature, and in some myths, he is associated with Horus, the falcon-headed god of kingship and the sky.   Big D energy coming thru load and clear. We gonna fix this and we gonna be a family!!! I don't know who you dealing with but they want you to know they want to get the right note with you and create a life that is the most beautifuly symphony. You are over arguements, you are over being held responsible for t...

You are so brave my love. You have stood when many would have failed. You crawled when you couldn't walk, but you still kept going. You never gave in or gave up. You do not have to cry anymore. Those pains of the past are healed and you have a new beginning. You do not have to keep beating yourself up over things you cannot go back and change. Those people who triggered you are no longer allowed in your energy. You have the superstar within and you are now your own number one fan!! People tried to count you out and now they are seeing that you was the pot of gold at the end of your rainbow. You have folks listening to music reminisicing about the good ole days with you. You have so many songs you have no idea are dedicated to you. These peope who refuse to let your energy go arent healing right now they see you as the bandaid for their life. They are experiencing upheavals in life and you are sitting pretty and they don'tund...