Heart Song The Hearts Truth

A contract is ending. Finances are stagnant and passion has dried up. You have been trying to clear out your family roots in order to nurture the healthy ones on your particular family tree. The chaos that is your family has left you in such despair that you felt like all your emotions have been poured out. Its time to go on adventures to leave the city. You and your children are a whole family don't ever feel like you are broken. You may not be ready for love, but you are not a loser. You just need a hug every now and then and you want it from someone who cares. You want someone in your life that sees the you the world doesnt see,someone who wants you head to toe. Drama is in the past. You are moving away from people who were the catalyst for the drama. Anyone who is trying to keep you wrapped up in their sauce is gonna be in for a rude awakening. If people do not have your back you are going to move on regardless and they can tell the Pope you hate

You are looking to the future and you are hoping someone is going to be in it. You might even pose as a client to talk to them. Their body is on 10 aand their head game is a thousand. You miss their touch. Your soul hurts. You are sorry you werent always devoted to them. You owe them money. You just want to love them. You have been waiting your whole life for them except when you had them cuz you didnt know what you had. You want to gas them up for life. You want to hep them elevate. You want to bring peace to their life. You are needy and think they can fix it. You aren't thnking clearly. Do you not see what is actually happening in their world? Yes you aren't a drug dealer but are you a drug user? I don't get how you have this ego with no deep confidence behind it? Are you scared someone will call your bluff? I am glad you recognize you hurt your person. What are you going to do? I see go to school and better yourself... nothing wrong with that. In life there

Sometimes you need to be careful what you wish for because felonious behaviour is on the rise. Someone wants that Romeo & Juliet love, but they seemed to forget Romeo was a fuck boy who literally was whining about Roslyn minutes before meeting Juliet. Fickle. No, I am not saying anything about love at first sight cuz I do believe in it but the whole point of the play was to teach about rushing into things and that is what you are being warned about. You wont be the Queen/King to a Karmic. This person is watching you.They know they have hurt you. You might be posting on a platform about it or maybe they just know. They are giving you the space to walk away or stay. Their throat chakra blocked jealousy, overly defensive, codependant, reclusive, you talk to much, tell lies, gossip, secretive, and shy. You need to get a amulet or ring or bracelet something you will never remove. Bless it and put it on. This person really wants to reconcile. They know that there is a

You are repeating a cycle. You are doubling down on trying to fuck someone over due to a family position. You are feeling delusional but you refuse to see it. You have no idea how your behavior is being percieved because you truly feel you are in the right about your behavior. You wake up everyday wondering how to make this one indiviual miserable. You try to keep them surrounded and at least one of them you expect to stab them in the back while the rest of you keep them distracted. All you have done has accumlulated into nothing. That person is still is a loving indiviual. That person still has the right to have a happy life just becuase you aren't is selfish as hell. In every walk of life you have tried to put poison in others ears about this indiviual and for every one person you turned aaginst them 5 more had their back. This battle will continue until you give up or die either choice is yours but your own ancestors are disgusted with you and don't under

Promises was all you gave me. I didn't check to see if anything you said held wait. I placed my faith in you and allowed myself to begin to fall in love but I didn't feel safe. You did't let me feel ok caring about you. It took some time but i figured out you had another motive. As I look at the future I fail to see you in it. I'm not going to fight you. I honestly have other things on my mind. I wish you would choose a life that i could fully be apart of all the time. Any magic you have been playing with to have me tied to you has been returned 10 fold. You wanted me to ride your toxic wave. You wanted me craving you at the cost of the peace of my mind. You wanted me to create a home for you in my heart. For what? Why should I provide a space for someoone whom doesnt appreciate their special space? Why should i be a safe space for a unsafe person? I admit them kisses is what got me in the first place, but we aren't in no kind of kissing status. I just can'

What are you doing with yourself? You got a lil bit of time to fix this mess. Your children need to see you being better. Be happy your feminine is connected to source. Not many are gifted that way. I messed up and made you feel unloved and it was wrong of me to not ever really fix it. I get why when I came to you the door of communication was shut. I gave you empty promises to stay connected not any effort and i apologize. You brought delight to my life i promise. You are my joy. I admit i was spying on yours and others connected ou you page like the grandkids and their mom(s) and your friends. Some of them blocked me but enough connected to give me more insight into your life. I still see you as a baby and that isnt fair. I really want a better relationship with you. I have proved fickle in the past but no longer. I was young when you was born and did not handle it well. I was scared I would hurt you and funny enough i managed to do just that. I want to fix this I just need you t

Your job feels like a illusion. It looks great on the outside but on the inside its chaos and back bititng. You are trying to do your lifes work and you keep getting blocked. Don't worry there is co-workers or even supervisors who see the merit of your work and will be supporting you as you continue to press on. You will be blessed due to your hard work and preserverance. Your energy makes people feel like they have always known you. Those who have known you and lost connection with you are willing to do anything to get back in your life. To have the privilige of looking you in the eyes and not being shunned from your presence again. You are a blessing to all who work with you. Your presence is minimal and that causes discontent. You take people from their comfort zone and they want you to meet them in their safe space instead of making them come to you. The days of people using you are over. You might be applying other places or looking for other avenues to make finances. T

 Dear you, I don’t have a deity, but if I could claim I believe in one it would be you. I know I missed my last chance but the time didn’t seem right. I’ve been selling myself to have the things I need. I am ashamed of how you will judge what I have done.  I haven’t had faith in myself like you seem to have. I don’t understand you keep standing back up after all the set backs.  I know I e betrayed you to much for you to trust me. I’ve taken so long to set it all right. You are heading somewhere I don’t think I can follow, but I want to try. Your so free in being yourself. You found the sunshine in yourself. You are so far from who you used to be. You’re not even in the ball park of your old self.  You made me feel whole, but I didn’t understand that so I ran from you. You are a miracle and because my crown chakra was blocked. I couldn’t understand what I was missing.  If you will just suspend your disbelief and let me prove my agenda is everything and that I deserve a chance…well anoth

 It’s time to recognize your enemies because they will be the ones undermining your growth. You won’t always see their behavior, but getting in tuned with yourself you will be able to use your intuition to protect your manifesting. As you move forward during this tower energy of mercury retrograde, just breathe and take one step at a time. You end goal ain’t going nowhere. As long as you keep moving forward you find depth within yourself. 

  You are shining in the midst of this forest of emptiness. Someone is coming to help pull you out, but only to tie you to them. They have tattoos and long hair. This person has their heart blocked against any potential love. They see how powerful you are and that your light comes from within. You are a mermaid torn between land and water or a better way to say it is you are torn between your 3d self and your 5d.  Where do you want to live? 

  Someone doesn’t admit their day starts with you. They are fighting their feelings wanting you to just listen to what they want to say to you. They are broken hearted and feel broken inside. They want to be like you, but their confidence is actually shakey. They know you have a light soul and theirs are dark. They may have used their body to survive, but they want to make a new way. They also wish they could start over with you. They know your connection was shaped by ptsd. They don’t know how they can be better, but they would like to try, not a lot though trying is hard work. If you accept this connection back in your life they will come back and make you miserable. No love, reciprocating nothing. You will pour in and get nothing in return but manipulation because they feel they deserve what you have.  They tried to study you and still couldn’t figure it out. They have accepted they can’t change , but they hope you will reconnect with them. It’s not your looks it’s your gifts they a

  You are smart, have good energy, and you present it in a willful way but you are also impulsive. Your sincerity is apparent to all after talking to you because when you walk into a room folks feel like you are flexing on them. Tchue/Tlaciache(hero who brought fire to mankind) risked his life to bring a tool of change to man and I feel you are very much like him in you see a need and you want to figure out how to fulfill it. So keep on doing whatever you are doing in the world to be a part of the light and keep on passing out tools I feel that is your calling.

  Someone or several some ones are watching a person through social media or literally stalking them and because they feel this is how they will learn enough to decide to make a move. Problem is them posts aren't about you ( they just recognize a lot of folks go thru a lot of shit to and somebody might need that message) or they are just living they life. As far as the following goes they aren't ever gonna go anywhere that will show you their motives. Dude or dudette or bud you gotta reach out that literally is the only way otherwise you are a creep and need to go down a different path. Even if you get rejected at least then you can move on to healthier behavior.