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oh so you want to fight??

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Really you want to come at me on some bullshit? You want my person so bad you think fighting me is going to get their love? You feel that you money, sex or looks are what they truly want??? If that was he case why are they chasing me? You are all up in arms about some bull shit that you started. I am not chasing, anynone not even you. I got money to make and a legacy to make great. Baby you still on that bully shit that is played out. Its community or solo dolo living my dude. You are so insistant on giving the right answers you havent bothered to do the right thing You won't let anyone help you. You won't even accept compliments. You are to busy working hard and ignoring the obstacles others are trying to toss in your path. You are some peoples ideals and you have no idea because you rarely look up. Thankfully the universe know and they are going to send you love that is als power. You will thrive in this connection as you shed those that are false or weaki...

jupiter

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In astrology, Jupiter's placement in a person's natal chart can indicate where they are likely to experience success, growth, and good fortune. The house and sign where Jupiter is located can also reveal unique characteristics about a person's influence. Here are some of the meanings associated with Jupiter in different houses: 1st house: A strong sense of self, optimism, and generosity 2nd house: Financial abundance, a talent for accumulating wealth, and a natural knack for investments 3rd house: Enhanced communication skills, intellectual pursuits, and an ability to excel in writing and teaching 4th house: A nurturing and supportive domestic environment, and blessings to the home and family 5th house: Creativity, self-expression, pleasure, and joy 9th house: A drive towards higher education, travel, and philosophical exploration 10th house: Favorable for achieving prominence, gaining respect in one's profession, and attaining ambitious career goals 11th house:...

You are more perceptive than you think

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Someone wanted to be out there in the streets. They thought you was gonna be so head over heels in love that no matter they did you would just keep on being forgiving and letting them back into your life. They shoved others in your face, bragged about how they never did for you, demeaned and bullied you and they have the nerve to be mad that you want nothing to do with them. You was supposed to be the ride or die. You was supposed to be crying, weeping and begging for the crumbs of their attention. You was supposed to be weak, permissive and loyal. Now they see you as a liar. You can't just walk away unless you never cared. You never really cared because you can't put real emotions aside the way you are doing so easily. They are literally having withdrawals without axcess to your energy. Some maybe sick, some might be experiencing mental breakdowns just really emotionally imbalanced. Which is exactly what they wanted for you to experience. All the pain you experienced in thi...

ophiuchus

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I wanna swoop you up. I am ready for love and I feel that I can have love with you. I dream of being held by you. I want to be together forever with you. I want to build a home. I wish we could create a new bloodline. Unfourtunately, I have been living a reckless life and I am in trouble. It wont take long for me to figure life out I just need resources. I just hate when I seek help and I dont recieve help, but the person I sought it from gets what they need from me. I always know when I am about to get used and I still gave people the benefit of the doubt just to be hurt. No longer! I got burnt from that mess and I aint going back. My health and wellness are important and yours as well if you are going to be with me. I know after all this time I am lost without you, but I am also a tad angry that you thrive without me. I am not impressive. I see your love and and I believe it can save me. There have been so many people in my life who let me down. I do not want to be...

Sun Sign

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OOOH you are about to meet someone who is going to change your life. During a moment where you are totally not looking to be meeting someone boom they will be there. This connection will bring value to your life. You will not have to worry about this being a fleeting connection. You will have the give and take ou desire. You will see the growth between yall. Do't freak out if they are charming you have instincts start to trust them a tad more please. You also have boundaries enforce them. You know its not all about sparks its about feeling safe vs wanting to run. That old adage about "the spark" won't hold you hostage to the past and its expectations of connections. Change is on the horizon and its on you to not allow others to sour your vibe or harsh your mellow. You truly do got this stop doubting yourself and just keep putting one foot in front of the other.

Virgo

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You have lodt faithin yourself. You fell for someone who used you. You thoughtthat you could fuck them out of being a hoe and a trick. They pretended to be a leader but was a predator. They cheated and flaunted it in your face. You have had to go on a self healing journey. You feel as if noone will really want you for you. Your wondering if if you pretned to be something else like its been done to you maybe yyou will finally get chosen for forever not just right now. You just want tohave that forever typ love that makes people glow whenthey talk about their person even when mad their energy just gets bigger thatkind of love can move mountains. That kind of love need no valadation it just is. You thought you finally had you happily ever after. You found out after a sti scare that wsnt the case. Instead you had some beaitifully toxic love. You thought you was toroughbut this person snuck a whole other relationship ( not a randome person ) under your nose. This person may even h...

Leo

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I played games. I took chances. I had options. I gambled and I've lost. I hurt myself. I hurt you. I didn't think a seperation was going to happen. I didn't think our love couldnt handle anything. I din't think it was me. I really believed all this timeit ws your fault cuz all the people around me hated you and agreed with me that it ws your fault. There was no way i was going to acknowledge loving you. Tolet people know i saw you in a different light then they did. To let them know i admired you and wanted to be just like you would have made me lose my place in there heartrs i figured. Making a healthy choice in connection wsn't as important as the right fancial choice one that would benefit the whole family. My choices were limited into who would empty their pockets and comlain the least. For a time it was you. Various reasons made you stop but while i had you you made it work out. Now you won't even talk to me. I think you have me blocked too. I don...

Leo

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Someone is thinking of things in the past. Rewriting their memories to be happier. Trying to rewrite the story so it has a happier ending. All you desire is to go on adventures and to stop missing out on life. Possibly feeling like happy and you were just not meant to be together. Quick connections with no substance are no longer desired. Not knowing when to say no but claiming awaeness in connectiomns is your new self talk. Declaring to yourself there is a best friend, true love, adventure partner, sweetheart, partner in crime out there just waitung fir the first steps to be taken. This person might have numerous piercings. This person when you hug then you do not like to release them. When you are with them you feel fertile. You are freeing yourself from darkness and toxicness. Your throat chakra has been blocked preventing the truth from coming out but now your free and you can find a safe place embraced by harmony to thrive in. Learning to stand alone is ha...

Divine Feminines Younger sibling to Divine Feminine

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Fuck It! Your tired of feeling a certain type of way? Well we are tired of you lording over us. You aren't the Queen. This is what we think about. You wont meet us where we are we won't fight you. We have nothing in common and maybe that is for the best. In a few weeks your going to see how we really feel. Who cares if you love us. You still aren't giving enough. You want a love story well we know your going to get it no matter how we interfer. Somehow you keep over coming no matter the obstacle. You are so creative. We chose to ignore those gifts and make you feel shame for enjoying what you loved because we didnt love anything but materlisim. We didnt want you to overcome. You have no idea who any of us really are except we are your oops. We can't go back and fix whats been so severly damaged and i dont think its possible to start brand new. WE would love to wipe the slate clean now that we see you arent so bad after all. You are so unique we should have celeb...

You are a bright light

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All the things you said running thru my head has me feeling I am not enough. You deserve more than I can give emotionally, finanancially,mentally and even physically. I have been sexually unwise and I have a STD/STI( sexually transmitted demon or incubus). I am connected to too many people sexually and I do not how to release those bonds. I like having so many people wanting me. I feel loved having so many people fighting for my attention. I didn't regonize real love. I feel if you love me you will keep doing for me. When you stop you don't love me. I know you have to live your life and being up my ass isn't part of your whole day. I promise you I am not closed off. I am just scared of you seeing to much or figuring out I am a fraud. I ran away in November because its just to much emotions to handle. I thought kepping things sexual was going to protect my heart, but I just fell even harder for you. I feel if I come forward to fast you will lose sight of what you are ...

you are my bestie

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People have no idea how lucky they are to have you in their lives. I'm quitting the street life just to keep you in my life. You are my childhood sweetheaart and I can't imagine a world without you in it especially mine. If we have soul ties then call me bound. Everyone is so quick to shit on what we have, but they dont understand what we have I can't disrespect you like I do everyone else cuz your me thats why its so effortless to love you loving you is loving me. Lots of people break up and cant come back years later there is to much pain and and dead issues that there just isnt energy to unbury. Yet for us it comes down to action. Communicating is our strongest glue and I have learned to love it. 444. You don't beat around the bush with me and you rarely lie. Yeah you with hold a lot, but in your mind what is the point in telling me if I cant help why worry me and I want to say to you I want to learn to help.I appreciate you trying to keep the weight off my shoulde...

answers are coming

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That one connection that dragged you thru the mud is over. That situation that had you wondering about your worth and if you deserved all that had happened to you and was it your fault is over. You got away. You survived. You overcame something no one that you would walk away from. 

I don't want to close my eyes...

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Someone misses you. They recount your memories like someone going thru their comic book collection.  I keep hearing that song by Areosmith and it's just the beginning of the chorus." I don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep cuz I miss you babe and I don't want to miss a thang..."  Abundance of love is all this person dreams of when it comes to you, but they feel they have nothing worthwhile to offer. Inspire of their lack this person is willing to bust their butt to bring you happiness.  This person has watched your growth as you have triumphed over situations that would have caused others to go down a dark path.  You took a leap of faith on yourself and your glowing so beautifully and they can't help but admire you in all ways.  To know that they can lift you from where you are and set you among the stars is not just a wish, but a reality they are manifesting. They want to upend your world in a good way.