Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You always wanted a balanced connection where you was seen and appreciated. You wanted love that emcompassed your whole world and yet you never found someone who wanted more then your heart. You sure as hell threw it around enough. Whats funny is you gained connections where the oppurtunity you desired was there, but you sabotaged it with your insecurity. You never took a chance because you thought there was always a better offer out there. The risk was losing your right now while looking for forever. You was strategic, but not with the right motives. Now you see you missed out on some good connections and that there isnt a chance for rebuilding those connections.You have learned that 3ed parties connections only lead to narissitic paradigms so you have gotten to a point you aren't looking for a healer in any connection no more bandaid relationships to keep your bleeding heart together. The time is now to heal alone to finally remove the rot fom your life.The cy

Are you as flexible as you think? Can you bend the knee and apologize? Can you tell the truth? Can you walk away if you dont get your way? Whatever was going on wasnt that innocent. Now you are kinda naked in the wind while changes occur. Stopping while you still have the ability to stop is the only way to halt this from going further. Things could have been prevented but being a menance was your goal. Right now you are vreating fake pages and troling the people you feel have left you out or left you behind while they moved on in life. You tried to keep these connections due to what you got by being linked. You cannot trick or bribe your way into their energy. You are willing to kiss ass to get these "piviliges". You want these connections badly. If you had good intentions I would encourage this pursuit, but you are in your ego. You see these connections severing their ties with you as a challange, but people do not have to stayed tied to you to be happy.

In astrology, the 11th house is associated with friendships, social groups, and the pursuit of harmony with others. It's ruled by the planets Uranus and Saturn, and the sign Aquarius. The 11th house can indicate the types of social groups, clubs, and organizations you are drawn to. The 11th house can indicate how you form friendships and find harmony with others. It can also indicate unconventional friendships with people who share your ideologies and desire for personal freedom. The 11th house can indicate the financial condition of your employer, or if you are self-employed, the profits you made over the previous 12–18 months. Environmental efforts. The 11th house can indicate efforts to improve the environment or prevent animal cruelty.Things you may do to work with your 11th house like joining groups and working to help others. Increasing your income by getting a second job or starting a small business.Making a new friend each week and reaching out to your exist

Your heart has been set free. Your abuser/s can no longer axcess you. They can try to apply their version of pressure but it aint gonna work. They have no idea the bloodline they fucking with. They been praying to God asking HIM to curse you like a whole ass weirdo. This/ese abuser/s has/ve the nerve to cry about the lost of this connection. They will say they have been abused and thats why they behave as they do. Anything they can do to get back in your good graces they will do. They are willing to let you attack them. They know they would have been safe with you. You gave them wings and made them feel special. They are a trickster/s don't believe them.They are going to come back saying the sweetest things. They will tell you they are fighting their demons. That they want to finally deleve into who you are. They will proclaim they want your happiness above all else while behind the scenes they are undermining you. You being in a happy relationship made them sick with jealousy.

Everyone is counting your pockets becuase they know you are moving up in the world. You are smarter than a lot of people give you credit for including me. I'm thankful that you encourage me to be myself. You allowed me to see the sky is the limit for my dreams. You are to intent on moving forward whether its across the country, state, or even the city wherever its not far enough. I see you and now I'm choosing to not give you a cold shoulder i am just fearful of being hurt. I have experienced a lot of pain and i do not want to come even close to it again. I don't want to be shackled to another session of healing. Its a bunch of bs. Noone should experience such pain in the first place, Relationships should not be up hill battles. Also allowing interferances leaves a hole in the heart that is hard to mend. The lies and misinformation i enjoyed was becuase it was wrapped in gentleness. If you was aware I was a predator you would have never gave me a chance but im not tha