Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You to them: NO matter where I am I feel you. I am trying to figure out what went wrong. You are protected fromme and Icant just pop upon you. I am jealous of you, defensive about my behavior , codependant on your good enery, I'm hiding stalking and plotting on you all cuz my throat chakra is closed. I want to force you to make a choice. I want you to choose me and I had no idea I had made it nearly impossible for you to do so. I hurt you because I was busy watching others hurt you. I hate sitting back knowing I'm just destined to watch you. I should have took youout more. I should have wined and dined you. I should have changed a long time ago. I should have kept my promises to you. I know there will be no more oppurtunities. I know you are tired of my games. You are going to have the decadant life you deserve I just know it. I am surprised that you hid so much in you. If I would have just taken the time instead of playing stupid games I would have gaine

A contract is ending. Finances are stagnant and passion has dried up. You have been trying to clear out your family roots in order to nurture the healthy ones on your particular family tree. The chaos that is your family has left you in such despair that you felt like all your emotions have been poured out. Its time to go on adventures to leave the city. You and your children are a whole family don't ever feel like you are broken. You may not be ready for love, but you are not a loser. You just need a hug every now and then and you want it from someone who cares. You want someone in your life that sees the you the world doesnt see,someone who wants you head to toe. Drama is in the past. You are moving away from people who were the catalyst for the drama. Anyone who is trying to keep you wrapped up in their sauce is gonna be in for a rude awakening. If people do not have your back you are going to move on regardless and they can tell the Pope you hate

Ooooh you met someone. You aren't getting the usual signals of desire so you are confused. Since they aren't up under your butt you don't feel comfortable. They are just trying to take things slow. I know you are used to someone trying to get in your mix fast but this is probaby your first time falling in love not lust.This isn't something quick. You are holding back and keeping secrets. Just be honest tell them you would like to be more in what ever it is you require to feel more deired. Its not bad luck to be honest regardless of the outcome. You might misunderstand them alot. So what they don't mind explaining what they mean. Have more faith in them. Have more faith in yourself. If you feel like you are being fake then work on yourself. Traveling wont fill any voids if you arent working on yourself lovey. Drinks and dro won't fill the hole within baby shadow work will. If you haven't let your self dream please do. All your dreams are a sign you are