Heart Song The Hearts Truth

You don't feel like you come across as impressive. You are learning about love and its from somone you see as worthy of being looked up to. You experienced heart break and watching this person is somehow healing you. They have been hitting a lot of nails on the head and its helping you see clearer. You feellike they know what is around the river bend. They are your Grandma Willow. They are a loving individual and you adore that in them. You feel lower then them for some reason. You know that you have some shadow work to do. You didn't realize you could work on healing yourself that it is not just a wake up one day and bam new perspective new out look on life. You want to reach out to them. You want to break bread with them. YOu know they can help you heal your inner child. You also know if they deny you its totally deserved. You want to learn to be the most genuine version of yourself and that is hard you want to learn how this person does it. They aren

I played games. I took chances. I had options. I gambled and I've lost. I hurt myself. I hurt you. I didn't think a seperation was going to happen. I didn't think our love couldnt handle anything. I din't think it was me. I really believed all this timeit ws your fault cuz all the people around me hated you and agreed with me that it ws your fault. There was no way i was going to acknowledge loving you. Tolet people know i saw you in a different light then they did. To let them know i admired you and wanted to be just like you would have made me lose my place in there heartrs i figured. Making a healthy choice in connection wsn't as important as the right fancial choice one that would benefit the whole family. My choices were limited into who would empty their pockets and comlain the least. For a time it was you. Various reasons made you stop but while i had you you made it work out. Now you won't even talk to me. I think you have me blocked too. I don

Angel Number:145 When you see Angel Number 145 repeatedly, it indicates that you are on the right path towards fulfilling your life purpose. Your angels and spirit guides are supporting and guiding you towards success. This angel number also signifies that it is time for you to take action and make positive changes in your life. Its time to reflect. Its time to kiss some ass. Whatever you did in the fall is coming to bite you in the bottom. You have been pretending like you have it and you don't. You and a few other are about to get found out. You caused some to lose faith in you. The pormise of more is not going to be kept. This is as far as you go. Whatever you tried to hold on to that is slipping out of your fingers. No amount of meditation will fix this. Everytime you look at people you feel like they know your dirty secrets. You are not as healed as you pretend to be. You chose to team up against those better suited as your allies. You made up reasons to be a

Someone told us to watch you. What made you change up? Was it really Divine Feminine? You don't need that nerd. All you need to do is grind a little harder. Kiss some ass and you might get aead faster. You don't need her. If you set your sight higher you could get it. Stop telling her everything! She knows way to much without your assistance. Everything we have done to stop her from reconnecting with you and everything doesn't stop either of you. We know that its a pointless battle but we still try. We just wont be happy seeing you two together. We don't like that she encourages you to be yourself. You lost is you mallable and we need you that way to control your money, your addictions, your connections.

Don't be scared to be different. You are a delight and all that meet youate blessed.  You say so much and no one can say you talk to much it's actually not enough ever but who is going to tell you that?  Your childlike joy in sharing  information catches folks off guard. You haven't been meditating a d it's showing in your behavior. Go ground yourself. You aren't being watched and no one is copying you. So go live out loud for a bit it's safe you are being covered by your angels. You have spent so much of your life living in the shadow of others expectations and mistakes.  It is time you trusted your self and the gifts bestowed upon you and use them for your wtll being as well as for the world.