Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Don't you see me? I am waiting here for your love. I am not trying to push, but I want it bad! I am willing to do so much just give me the oppurtunity. If you give me the oppurtunity I would be so happy. If I was so honest with myself I want to marry you. I know being with you would be a new adventure everyday. I've done some things and I am facing the consequences. Good or bad I am facing all my karma and I am ok with it because I deserve it. It doesn't matter I am coming back to you with my heart in my hands hoping you take it back and hold it safe for me. I can't change my past but my future is set and I'm moving toward it. I have a confession that might make you turn away fromme. I had a baby(babies) I don't know yet if I am responsible but until I do I am owning my responsiblity and Ihope it wont push you away. I have a lot to tell you and yet I still won't be able to divulge my full truth. My truth wil set me free but it might ma...

In Vedic astrology, Artha is a concept that refers to the material security and economic prosperity of a person and those they are responsible for. Artha is associated with three houses in a birth chart: the second, sixth, and tenth houses. The sixth house is ruled by Virgo, which is the sign of health and routines. You miss the way someone effected your life. Your in pain now and there is no way to reconnect.You thought copying someone else would gain you the happiness you saw in them. You saw love as a attack or gloating and it was just how someone is. You felt alone and thought copying someone who you percieved was happier was going to get you the same joy. You are unable to check on them to see if you are winning finally.It bothers you more because you know they are not checking for you. They have seperated from you and they are moving forward as one who doesn't want to be attached to karmic energy does. You was meant to build a legacy instead you have splinter...

You are working on solidifiying yiur foundation. You want things to grow faster and bigger but in this instance patience is important. Knowing that you are more than what you present in the flesh means you bring the house not just the table to all your connections. You are chosing to work alone but its becuse that is how you manifest best. Do not take on people just because of guilt. You dont owe anyone anything. You have released pain and trauma so you can move forward in life. Why hold on to what stagnates and suffacted your dreams, goals and ambition. You have someone on there way ready to manifest with you. This person is coming to pour into you, support you and protect you as you go along this journey. This connection is unexpected, but oh boy when it happens you gonna have that royalty energy on lock.

Are you as flexible as you think? Can you bend the knee and apologize? Can you tell the truth? Can you walk away if you dont get your way? Whatever was going on wasnt that innocent. Now you are kinda naked in the wind while changes occur. Stopping while you still have the ability to stop is the only way to halt this from going further. Things could have been prevented but being a menance was your goal. Right now you are vreating fake pages and troling the people you feel have left you out or left you behind while they moved on in life. You tried to keep these connections due to what you got by being linked. You cannot trick or bribe your way into their energy. You are willing to kiss ass to get these "piviliges". You want these connections badly. If you had good intentions I would encourage this pursuit, but you are in your ego. You see these connections severing their ties with you as a challange, but people do not have to stayed tied to you to be happy. ...

In astrology, the 10th house is the top of the birth chart and is associated with career, reputation, and public image. It's also known as the House of Social Status.The 10th house can show your professional aspirations, career achievements, and leadership style. The sign on the cusp of the 10th house can indicate the type of work you're suited for.The 10th house can indicate your reputation, the praise you receive from your company, and your status in the community. The 10th house can indicate the type of career appearance and outward image you give to the world. Planets in the 10th house can indicate an ambitious individual. The 10th house can indicate the recognition you begin to receive in your profession, which typically occurs after 40 years of age. The 10th house is ruled by Saturn and the sign Capricorn. The number 10 is associated with Saturn and emphasizes leadership, karmic fulfillment, and career success. You have been investing in the wrong things...

Someone see's you are dangerous. You was out to get them and they got away from you. You acted unjust towards them and they finally figured out it was you.For a long while they had it in their heart to defend you and mend your circumstances pourling love and understanding into you and you used their naiveity against them repeatedly. You caused ending in their life with no remorse. You wanted them to rely on you and see you as a savior. You saw this person as a healing little shit and you couldn't have them changing peoples perseption of you. They might not put ypu on a pedastal if they see you as undeserving and less then stellar to be around. You was exposed to be a fraud and you blame this person with other worldly energy. You now see that you could have done things differently you needed this person and if you hadn't set out to cloak this person in negativity things would have turned out differently. You and your legacy had the chance to level up and...

Someone does not want you tosee your self as a Star. You stand out unadorned and vulnerable and still powerful. You have the ability to see beyond the norm. For a longtime people gathered to talk about you. Alot of time they would talk all thru the evening,but they werent talking about you in glowing terms. Any time you overcame you got pulled right back dowb by individuals you believed to have your best intentions at heart. Any blessings these people did all they could to overturn your blessings. You are about to be blessed by your ancestors and all your money issues very soon will be rectified. If these people were standing between what you believed to be yours and actuality its nolonger feasible for them to do so. Court cases are at play. Do not let yourself get so caught up in thinking about what was done to you and instead focus on your next steps. the past cant be changedbut the future is still fluid. Its no longer a matter of survinging now its about conqueroing...

I just want to chill with you. Watch some comfort shows with you. I'm dying but I will fix this for my kids. I will be a guardian angel. I will make up for it all. I will find joy in being a protector. Stepping away from the mortal coil is getting easier day by day. I actually am happier knowing my time is near. I am tired . I can't keep on this path. I want out. When it rains I think of you and i feel regret. As if God is showing me you crying. I owe you especially. I shouldn't have gathered people to be against you. I am not surprised you turned your back on me but it still hurt me because you dig yur heels in. I guess you see pass face value connections that played on your inexperience in life. I came for you and you was nowhere near prepared. Right now I am fighting my demons. Im shrinking within. Could we just sit and talk I have so many questions. No matter how old you were you always had answers for me. Insightful and witty. I utilized as many of your talents a...

You are my heart. I still worry about you even with circumstances as they are. I use to rub your back when we woul have serious convos. I thought i would have more time with you. I have been trying to connect with you but you wont sit still long enough to hear me. You want to feel more love just sit still im right with you. Anytime you need to talk I am still here. I won't judge you or interrupt. I won't ask intrusive questions. I want you to accept your soul famuly because they will echo the love I have for you. I know there was times in the past where you needed a break from me well no pressure now lol. You may not be feeling seen right now but please be reassured you are seen and cherished. Noone is talking negatively or bringing up up all your bad deeds waiting to pounce. You have Shea butter baby vibes and im so happy that you feel that energy deep inside. Do not be surprised if your next child reminds you of me. When it rains think of me. Im sorry love c...

Yes! Karma is passing out rewards to you and all debt is paid. You was demoted by those in the 3d so Spirit exhaluted you in the 5d. All that humuliation happened for a reason. The days of finding solace in a bottle is over. You have found the delights in life are worth working for and you no longer are afraid to stand out. You have taken all the pieces of your life and sewed them up into a masterpiece. You are enjoying the fruits of your labor and you are learning that some of the joy is in the surprise. NO addiction is hoing to keep you bound!

Always ask for the truth. Never date friends, If there is confusion walk away. Always have a back up plan. Do not allow somone to stop your shine. Accept praise it is not vanity. Do not feel alone you always have me. Allow me to help you step up to your highest self. You may not be the first doing something but I have faith you can be the best. Its time for you to love yourself more. Its ok to heal hurts you thought was already healed. Sometimes to reconnect withyourself and nature. You can change your ways. You will have people flocking to follow your lead. You are not only good to look at you are intelligent I am so proud of you. I mis hugging you too. I am still learning lessons even where I am but you being happy makes me joyful. I love knowing you are growing into such a wonderful person. Don't keep secrets they will be your downfall. Be your own standard. No more crying because of others. I wasn't planning on leaving as soon as I did but you m...

Move toward your higher purpose. Your thoughts are manifesting quickly and thru reality you are seeing your 5d dreams come true. Reassurance that the Universe understands your fears and concerns. It's ok to let go and release it to your guides so you can heal. You have been paying attention to your relationships. 'Walking away should be hard, but your making it easier day by day," is your mindset when it comes to certain relationships. You are accepting you haven't always stood up for yourself for a long time and didn't always walk away from circumstances that didn't serve you. You may have gotten swept up by the vibe back in the day, but now you are not letting anyone redirect your flow. Your learning to laugh as you walk away from relationships that no longer serve you. You are not giving out retries. You are ready for love and the Universe hears. The Universe is aware you haven't been smiling down to your soul for a while and that won't do. You a...

Something is coming and you arent expecting it. You are prepared like a Queen or King on a chessboard. You are dominating someone who thought they had a upper hand. Your love for self saved you from being dragged down to the level emed by your opps. Someone will use love to rebind you to their downfall. They will say all the right things. You know their games though. This is still a checker game to them. You have changed and therefore the rules no longer apply. If you are mirrors of each other they need to clean theirs because you refuse to reflect back the same image they want to project. What thry want to hide you show with pride because those wounds are scars now healed with hard work and tears. What is missing for them you cannot replace. You cannot use your tools they wont fit their pieces.Like inventors of old they must design tools inique to their need. You have learned to stand on your own. It is time for them as well. Your love is not enough to save anyone ...

This person feels no worries when they are with you. This person may have been your enemy in the past, but now they want to prove themselves to you. They have recognized that with you they can find healing. They fear looking you in the eyes you might catch the lies still floating in there. This person is aware you may never fully trust them, but that doesnt change that they want to be apart of your life. This person is looking for signs and syncronicity to come and make your life better. This person chooses to redeem themselves by being a true friend to you. This person is ok with not being in your life if that is your choice. They will not persue you if honoring your boundaries is all they can do then that is how they will honor you. Your friendship would be the icing on the cake, but this person is truly turning over a new leaf. So the change up will be apparent in all aspects of their lives. They dont have 100 percent confidence just yet but they are growing. This friend wil...

We lied on you. We told your lovers and friends any and all negative things possible. From calling you for the streets to accusing you of being on drugs or an alcholic. We wanted the world to see us as your Savior. We wanted everyone to disregard how awesome you are and blessed you make us. Your knowledge and gifts were for us to hoard. If you had a blessing it was ours as well. Leaving you out made you work harder for our attention and love. We need you to let us back in your life. Like a crack head feenin for his next hit we crave you. Who is going to educate us. Who is going to give us free everything? You didn't even to learn things you just decided that is what you wanted to do and then did it. We hated it when you was happy. You look prettier, your energy is addictive and you thrive. You have walked away and you are so powerful that we know better to come at you disrepectully anymore. Your intution protects you from us. We did a lot of thing beind your back and had no sh...

You are repeating a cycle. You are doubling down on trying to fuck someone over due to a family position. You are feeling delusional but you refuse to see it. You have no idea how your behavior is being percieved because you truly feel you are in the right about your behavior. You wake up everyday wondering how to make this one indiviual miserable. You try to keep them surrounded and at least one of them you expect to stab them in the back while the rest of you keep them distracted. All you have done has accumlulated into nothing. That person is still is a loving indiviual. That person still has the right to have a happy life just becuase you aren't is selfish as hell. In every walk of life you have tried to put poison in others ears about this indiviual and for every one person you turned aaginst them 5 more had their back. This battle will continue until you give up or die either choice is yours but your own ancestors are disgusted with you and don't under...

Everyone is counting your pockets becuase they know you are moving up in the world. You are smarter than a lot of people give you credit for including me. I'm thankful that you encourage me to be myself. You allowed me to see the sky is the limit for my dreams. You are to intent on moving forward whether its across the country, state, or even the city wherever its not far enough. I see you and now I'm choosing to not give you a cold shoulder i am just fearful of being hurt. I have experienced a lot of pain and i do not want to come even close to it again. I don't want to be shackled to another session of healing. Its a bunch of bs. Noone should experience such pain in the first place, Relationships should not be up hill battles. Also allowing interferances leaves a hole in the heart that is hard to mend. The lies and misinformation i enjoyed was becuase it was wrapped in gentleness. If you was aware I was a predator you would have never gave me a chance but im not tha...

We don't talk we dont even kiss. I miss kissing you, your lips are so soft.  I tried to stop thinking about you because you scared me. I also figured leave you before you saw the real me and left. I made such a mistake walking away. I realize I can't do this life thing without you.  Your body is a wonderland. You thighs are thick, you have a great sense of humor, your smart as fuck and still have a dirty mouth, your heart puts the best parts of you to shame it's so beautiful 😍😊. I didn't confess my love for you because of fear of you leaving me.  Oh my God that day you cried and screamed at me still haunts me. That day I tried to love on you and you pulled away like I disgusted you makes me shrudder. How could I treat you so bad my touch makes you shy away? You used to cling to me finding every reason in the world to touch me.  I hear you have some spiritual gifts that let you know when I'm heading your way. So I'm stumped on how to get to you now.  I don'...

I used to let the way other people saw you color how I saw you. I made bad choices to please those people. I admit I tried to find you in other people.  I can't sleep. I miss you so much. These feelings won't go away and I've done to realize I don't want them to.  Folks sending you negt energy hating on how much I want you and not them. I should have been treating you right from the start.  When I come to you will you turn me away?  You knew it would come to this when we was children.  How did you have that insight?  Who taught you to see what is unseen and know what is unknown? 

Your light intrigues my shadow side. You make me feel powerful and "connected" even though we are just being us.  I am no longer conflicted about you and I. I know what I have to do for you. All I can do is walk away.  The fighting is done.  I quit.  I see you on this self love journey and I know I can't join you.  My boundaries are bad and I always fail to acknowledge yours.  I hide the parts of me that you want to see in favor of the parts of me that drive you further away. It's like there is a war going on within me and at this moment I don't know who is winning.  I even taking from work; so I'm just messing up every where. I went back to a ex or two.  I just want to be numb and not feel anything because I can't feel you.  I'm tired of using people to have what I need. I don't want to be addicted to things in my life or even people. Especially people who hated on you for just loving me.  Right now if I have to be alone so be it. ...