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Gasp with me as I surpass the boundary set by those in fear I'd succeed. Letting go of those who refused to let me see how much I blossomed that now flutter around like moths starving for light around me.  Giving in to the love coming with only the desire to adore me and show me real love.  Prompted to listen to the air to find answers since tongues speak only the language serpents speak Angel Number:222 Lucky Number : 2,3

Nextlifetime???

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You to them:  Dude, I have no secrets. I just am tired of waiting around. Love just isn't enough. I'm not perfect, but I am trying to be spiritual and pray about this situation. I am trying to be objective in this situation. I know I need to let go of the past and heal. I know you don't want to change you are happy with how things are going.  I am in a battle within trying to heal myself I don't have the energy to fight you. You had me and lost me and now you want me back, but I can't be your black sheep anymore.  When I was with you there was so many worries, but I couldn't be my best around you. I felt insecure instead. Let's not lie I was insecure, and our connection made it worse. I didn't know how to be happy with you and I don't want to mess up now. I just wish you wasn't so unique. I have a habit of comparing and that holds me back. I can't be around someone I want to beat. I 'm trying to teach myself to dance like no one is watchi

I guess I'll see you next lifetime but not if I can help it!!

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You to Them: Hey, I don't want to demean you ever. I'm not your enemy, but I am over it! No more do I want " happily ever after " with you. You are part of my past that needs to heal. I am trying to get my head right mediating and exercising getting closer to my higher self,  I know I have to focus on my legacy, so I am taking better care of myself in all areas of my life if its toxic it HAS to go. I know there are haters, i don't choose to focus on that. No one can stop what the Divine has for me. Folks are acting like getting to me is easy as crossing the Serengeti. Just as hard as you use try to get to me, they have to work twice as hard. I learned a lot from dealing with you.  I want to go to Mexico. I just want to be far away from y'all drama. When I disappear it's cuz I/m trying to conserve my energy.  If I don't see any of you again in this lifetime, I wouldn't mind. I'm trying to have more than a average existence. Angel Numbers: 1212,2

Dear you

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To: them From you: Hey, I don't want to demean you, I'm not your enemy, but I am over it. No more do I want "happy ever after" with you. You are part of past that needs to heal. I am trying to get my head right meditating and exercising, getting closer to my higher self. I know i have to focus on my legacy taking better care of myself in all areas of my life. If it is toxic it has to go. I know there are haters in your life and mine, but I don't chose to focus on that. No one can stop what Divine has for me. Folks are acting like getting to me is as easy as crossing the Serengeti. Just as hard as you have to work they have to double that effort and many will still fall short.  I learned a lot from dealing with you. I want to go to Mexico as far away as i can get from you and your drama.  When I disappear it's because I am conserving my energy. if I don't see you or anyone we know again tell the maybe next life time. For you at least I wouldn't mind tha