Heart Song The Hearts Truth

 The family is broken and you cant fix it.  Some of you swear you aren't perfect, but you are trying to act innocent. You are sabotaging something that would be in your best interest to fix. You are pretending to thrive, but in reality you are frustrated. You can't figure out how someone knows so much about what  you do in the dark. You wonder is it in your eyes? If you have caused harm you want your victim to come back. As much as you dislike them you miss them because they had good energy. You might have even promised the universe you would change for them, but it is too late. You are going to have to lose them.  You can give them all they deserve now, but all you took is why you are being punished.  Time, energy, money, materials... it all needs to be paid back because you stole them. You allowed your shadow self to run things and have to suffer because it all will come to light.  If you feel like the sky is falling it is. The love you squandered was unique and you will neve

Masculine to Feminine Fine!!!! I ain't gonna wait till the time is perfect. Your rushing me. I'm just trying to get shit stable. Life is hitting me hard and your trying to leave me! You may not see it, but your mine. I don't want to mess up with you anymore. I get it maybe my last chance, but please  wait!!  I'm gonna show you, but dammit you trigger me. You get to me with the way you talk. The way you make me feel like you see me, hear me, understand me. Cliche as fuck, but I need you to love me.  Next time I see you... wear a dress and I got something I wanna ask you...

 Hey You, I dream about you. Worrying about if you really will be mine. I dream of our next time together. God I want you. I don't even want to do anything fancy just look in your eyes and show you I want to be close to you again. Your so beautiful inside and out. I want to make new dreams with you. I honestly am not trying to hurt you. I gave you the bare minimum, but I don't want to do that anymore. I don't want to have this relationship thru texts. I need to see you. I know I'm going to be shouting it to the roof tops, but your mine. I know we still have to wait, but its driving me crazy. WHEN CAN I HAVE YOU??????????? 

 First of all, I want everyone to know your mine. If you will call me I will tell you that everyday I  remind myself how much you use to love me and that keeps me going now because my days are not bright anymore.. I think about everything babe. I don't just think about you. I dream of you. I didn't do right by you, but you made me weak and I didn't know what else to do so I ran away. I see you and I want to show you the real love you deserve.  You make me weak and I didn't know what else to do so I ran. I see you and I want to show the real love you need.  I want to start a new cycle. I want to know everything about you. Every layer and while I am getting to know you do I get to know again physically too? You know me like you can read my mind. You are so confidant. 

XXX~ Hot Gyal Nikki Minaj~ Anaconda There's no growth without you. When you was with me I felt like I could do anything. I could soar because you gave me wings, but like Icarus I took that gift and got cocky and flew too close to the sun of my own ego. You just always seemed to know the right way to go. Everyone can see how special you are. Will you take another risk with me and let me have you again? You get me in a way no one else does. I want you now and no-one else can touch you again. Without your love I'll drown. I know your not using your intuition about us and that makes me happy. As long as you don't see my hidden motives and bad intentions I can keep you. If you get back in alignment I'm in trouble, but regardless I have to try. You're mine did you forget?