Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Imma stop smoking. Im checking out stock options I know something isn't right and I"m trying to prepare for it. I'm smart and I know that plans take time. I am making moves that is going to bless my legacy. Noone has done it like me so there is no lessson plans to study especially when it comes to love. You want long term love and it will come because people have no idea how lucky they are to know you and have you in there lives. A drug dealer in particular wants you and wants to know why cant they see the world as you do.They are trying to prove themselves to you. You see their indecisiveness and you are metting them where they are. If they want to wait then so be it they can wait tell hell freezes over and you wont be worried bout it because your not stuck this stagnacy you wont accept. This person whether the drug dealer or someone else they are sorry they hurt you. They want to haved some sexual healing. They know you have that je na sa qui. They a

#EldertheSeeker #Sagittarius #Capricorn You are dealing with one of the above signs and they want you to know this lifetime they want to keep their promise. This is a parental angel you was their last child. They had a knack for making things with their hands that others others wanted to buy. You didn't wonder how you felt about them. The connection was healthy. NO fighting. They took you to church alot. They got saved from a life on the streets. They didnt go to college, but they made good money and wasn't weak with financial boundaries. This person was driven. Single parent so you didn't get alot of time together. They did suffer from addictions. They did pass with a sound mind. Another group its a lover whom passed who wants you to know you was the best. So good they didnt need porn. They just watched the videos yall made instead. You guys spent a lot of quality time together. You had great convos together. You talked about so many things under the sun. Yal

I have such high expectations of you and its not fair because it doesnt allow you to trulybe yourself. Yet i expect you to be perfect and noone can be that way. I want tobe there for you and I really dont know how to do that. I want to cater to you but instead i attack and undermine. Its like I am posessed everytime I deal with you and the worst parts of me come out and then I have to act like I meant to do all that cuzotherwise Im crazy for apologizing for being a dick all the time, Right now I'm a dummy I want to marry you and I am the worst. I keep pushing you away when all I want to do is pull you close. You are my comfort and understanding & I want to protect you and yet I am your worst enemy. I keep lying to you just to keep you close even though I know you would definitly be better off with out me. I know we knew each other in a past life and I know it indicates we had a chance for a connection now, but with my behavior I ruined things and I dont see us connectiing

I want to please you for hours and hours. I want to show you that you got the love i want and the love i need. I know right now i can't give you what you want . Yoou cant call me to come thru and its killing me and i know its frustrating you. I know we arent attaxhed but we are and i can feel you need me. I can't wait to hear your moans and groans again. I cant wait to hear your whispers in my war. Are the zodaic freak Tyrese was sining about cuz he left a few out. I always figured he couln't pull those ones. I cna't wait to come thru. Someone will be having back pains after this. I need to tell you something it may affect our long term connection. I suffer from depression and i have never learned healthy methods to deal with it. I dont want to mess this up and I know my behavior is a lot for a bunch of people let alone just you. I promise if you give me a chance I will do everything i can to not sabotage this. I want to do life the legal way. I have some things I

  Someone is watching you. They want no distractions to bar them from seeing you. They may be depressed right now. They want a chance to reconnect with you. This person wants to drape you in elegance. If you had a connection they can’t deal your energy anymore. You have been on a pedestal in their mind but you want them to see you as down to earth you are not out of reach.  Someone hasn’t been generous in the past they was to busy being crafty and strong handed. This person is/was a hobo sexual using their body to have a home. Feeling empty because they was making deals w/theDevil. They admire your body, but they hate you. You manage to help this person be their best and they want that but not from You. You answer their life’s problems. If you are empathetic you Feel this persons energy so you catch  them before they even know where they are emotionally.  You may have walked away and this perso. Is a king for your energy. You look happier without them and they hate that. They want your

  What isn't adding up for you? In what way are things becoming hard to wrap your intent plus thoughts around? Even when you at your worse what keeps you striving to make one foot forward?  Those are the thoughts rattling around in your head.  You aren't alone there are many who are questioning their self image, reflecting on who they are and how that translates in their relationships both familial and personal. Some who have been bleeding on everyone unaware of their trauma are now beginning to tend those wounds.  You might be disconnecting from people you thought would be connected to you for a lifetime. You have recognized that if someone's energy doesn't match yours they are either a hinderance or  a assist to help you grow and you are taking the initiative to level yourself out by pursing the relationships that push you to grow.  You had connections in the past that sabotaged you, isolated you, kept you trying to prove yourself with no real promise that situations

  You are smart, have good energy, and you present it in a willful way but you are also impulsive. Your sincerity is apparent to all after talking to you because when you walk into a room folks feel like you are flexing on them. Tchue/Tlaciache(hero who brought fire to mankind) risked his life to bring a tool of change to man and I feel you are very much like him in you see a need and you want to figure out how to fulfill it. So keep on doing whatever you are doing in the world to be a part of the light and keep on passing out tools I feel that is your calling.

  You are being tormented by memories from the past, but it’s not to hurt you it’s to reopen your heart chakra. You are being readied by the Universe to meet your Love.  This person is not someone you will hide from you will want to be open with them and they with you. Right now you are all up in your head about who, what, and when.  All you need to do is get your self ready for Union. Lt go of outdated thoughts and rewinding hurtful memories. It’s time to stop running from intimacy and listening to Ego. You deserve love, love from yourself and others. 

Karmic Uncle- A uncle is trying to get in touch with his emotion. Trying to find the truth within. They are distant from you. A Pisces or Leo could could indirectly part of the connection. This Uncle is sending you messages, but you might be busy trying to balance something’s out you may feel he’s feel blind to. This Uncle is aware things aren’t perfect for you. They don’t truly care. They don’t want to see you happy. They can’t come to you though. They don’t know where you are, but they know you are seeking a deep connection with them or family but now you sense something off about them. 

  You want to be alone cuz your in your crafty stage.  Someone wants you to call them. They want to hear your voice. They want to get to know you, because they think you might just be the one. Whatever is happening they miss you. While they are waiting to connect with you they are leveling up.They feel like you have that It Factor. They want to indulge a little drink and smoke and pick your brain. They are hoping that convo will let them know if your capable of being the One who they can level up continuously with. They want to be be able to heal together not at odds forever.  They want to dream with you and make them a reality. They want to show you over and over they are focused. They see the right kind of the changes in life start and end with you. They want to be the prescription to your pain.  Angel Number: 2021,012,920,250

 You might be about to start a relationship. In life or business partnership that will bring a new level of contentment.  New beginnings and strong bonds.  You may be in your head trying to figure out whether or not this meant for you. Regardless of your circumstances stability and satisfaction.  You might be struggling to get your point across to people, and no one seems to get where you are coming from, but they know you believe what your saying they just aren't understanding. The right person will hear you, but until you feel heard and understood you are going to be walking around hostile and lacking compassion . Searching for answers and feeling lost. Aching because you feel lack, with no direction to turn to. It is frustrating you. You want friends & companions that support you on your spiritual journey. You desire adventure and dignity. Unique combo, but its energy is perfectly you.

 I thought you was meant to be mine, but I am no longer sure. If there was a moment where I was going to give you my heart that urge is gone. I want us to fix this. Can we go to therapy to fix this? I lie, cheat, and steal, but the few moments I saw clearly was because of you. I fear I will never hold you again. I know I’ll have to stop calling you mine. I have to find my own light. I can’t expect you to always be there for me. I don’t know how to do better. You don’t love me anymore do you? You no longer look at me and see a hero. I just want to make you laugh. I want you to desire to be in my arms. I have no idea how to change this dynamic. Even coming to you and asking how do we fix this ? It scares me because you have every right to laugh at me, yell at me, cuss me out… I can’t handle any of that. I have no more confidence. I broke my own heart. I know your my other half and that is what hurts the most. I hated being separated. I hate missing you. I wish I could go back in time. I

 You feel like you have been over-whelmed by your past. Shadows, sorrows and self destructive behaviors that feed attitudes and hand out doubt like it was Halloween candy. Guess what you and only you can wipe the slate clean. You are the director of your life. Whatever the question you have been asking the answer is Yes!!! Its ok to be optimistic when you are heart is more open to optimism and Love Shadows are easier to push away. You have healed and its ok to wear scars proudly. You have gained them thru war and you survived. If you need to forgive and forget do it for you. Trust yourself, there is no limit to where you can go if you just imagine it. Do not block your emotions. The world you are destined to help create for your lineage cannot be sown in fear. If you step back you will see you don't have to control the world to change the world. Your greatest triumph isn't what you have done its that you keep trying.  Go you!! 

You feel like you invested in relationships that weren't fulfilling and you are walking away from them. You are ready to make connections with people who uplift you and allow you to be you. You felt like you was lying to yourself and lost yourself trying to be yourself in with these lies. You have been praying to the Divine asking to see the real you. You recently made a decision that is starting you on this enlightened path you might feel unprepared, but you have all the tools you need to make it.  Don't worry so much. You have wisdom gained thru experience. You are also protected against evil and attracting good luck. Your insides are starting to match your outsides its beautiful.  Your boundaries are strong and the old ones have been restored. Don't feel like you are wasting your time. By Springtime you will see such a difference in yourself. Just don't lie to yourself about what you want, like and desire and you will get to your destination. Be the unique you that t

Jeremih~ Birthday Sex Keyshia Cole~ Incapable Have faith cuz your mine. You want to express to your person. You're tired of distant communication, you want to see them. They don't know, but your getting your priorities straight. You don't want them to know that you wanted to show them how much you loved them.  Your spirit is screaming just hold me down and I'll hold you down. If you got a phone call from them you would tell them your working on aligning. Then you would tell them that you see they are noble, pure and they create passion within you and all that inspires you to be a better person. You want to show them you won't take their love for granted by the storm and all alone.  I am sorry, but now is the time to be alone. You have a few more things to heal so that when you come back to union. You will be able to focus on what you are called to do together. Take this opportunity of aloneness to meditate, pray, walk, dance, sing, write, etc. Anything to ground an

 Mya~ If you died I wouldn't Cry  Jennifer Lopez~ I'm Real Drake~ Laugh Now, Cry Later  Warren G.~ Roulette  Summer Walker~ Easy Well, You sure want to show someone whose boss. You want to mark them. You have been talking to your friends or family about this person. You want to talk to them everyday. You think they are so Spiritual. You aren't unsure anymore you want them. You see where they are in life and you want to save them not because they need you, but because they deserve to no longer have the burdens on their shoulders. You have figured out that you weren't honest enough and want to do better. They might be what you want, but sometimes you want a break to miss them. You want to to tell them you see the miracle they are to you.  Some of you have a sexual secret you are sacred to share with this person. I feel like it won't matter to them in the grand scheme of things and if you had been honest with them in the first place you might have avoided some of your

 Melvoni~ Chrome Meg Meyers~ The Underground Mariah Carey~ Always Be My Baby Clint Black~ A Better Man Kehlani & Kyle~ Playin Wit Me  Ty Dolla~ Or Nah Sex is the biggest energy in the message. You want someone head to toe, and telling them you are ready for love.  You want to tell them your not the enemy and you didn't do them right.   You want them to know they are on your mind at night. You want them to know you admire their confidence. You think you are one and the same. You wish they knew how beautiful you think their spirit is.

 If you been seeing 222 get ready change is coming!!! You feel magical, but someone promised you this life time and they can't keep this promise. You drown them in your intensity but at the end of the day its only about the sex. On the other hand there is someone who has their eye on you and they want to love you the right way. Their love is going to heal you. They think your built like a God/Goddess/Powerful Energy. If you aren't sexually active be prepared they wanna break your back. They just want you to be the real you, no matter what that idea of you doesn't compare to the real you. Your old person knows you have every reason to hate them , but they didnt intend for things to go this way. This new person though  lives for your kisses. Nobody kisses are like yours. They want you to walk fully away from your past because as far as they are concerned you are theirs.

 Your person is you other half. They think you need more confidence in yourself though. At night you are the main thing they think of. No more games no more rociness. you are beautiful to them in and out.  You might be seeing 11:11 alot and its just reminding you to embrace life and its promises. Your person want you to know your voice is like every love song wrapped up in sex and hugs. Its just yummy, but they want you to know they want more. They want partnership. They are ashamed of their behavior and want you to know they should've known better. They just want you to stop your tears. They just want  to heal your past to  move on to your future together.

  You feel like someone is playing games and your tired and you want to say" banana". They claim they are changing for the better ,but they aren't. The world is serious enough without you trying to figure out if you want to walk on eggshells for them.  Can I suggest dance on them damn eggshells instead?  If you are walking on eggshells so they don't notice you might as well dance like noone is watching.  222 might be popping out at you alot.  Choices need to be made. You feel a connection to a energy that is saying to you "let's risk it all," but "let's do it carefully." You see your person in a way that no one else does.  It heals a part of them.  They look in your eyes and want to create with you, but they don't want this to go any deeper.