Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

Addictions stopped me from being my true self. I wanted to do everything and anything for you. I thought I was the bag and it was you all along. I am so tired of the seperation and its just not fair. I have no clear thoughts when it comes to this. I wanted to be a Pearl for you. I wanted to protect you against evil and help you attract love, luck and be the calm in all your storms. Man I would have drank your waterfall, but you wanted fast money and fast cars. You bragged about how damaged you are and it never added to your worth. You treated me like an option and that was my final straw. I saw all the paths out there and came to you and you just walked away. I thought because our hearts seemed to beat as one that we was kismet. I did all I could to keep you hooked. I left bread crumbs for you to follow. I wanted us to need each other and want each other. I thought about asking your friends for help, but you have made your choices. Things just dont seem to come smoothly for me. I ...

Can we talk?? I fucked up bad and I am trying to cover my ass. In every language and sense of the word. I choose you and thats why I am still here, but I learned my lesson finally and I think I need to walk away. Ilost everything for you and you still don't want me? You won't change or me? Didn't I earn it? I've lost you haven't I? I lied and cheated and blew smoke up your ass and thought I was superior to you while you was thinking the same.. no you did me one better you acted like you was better then me in my face. All I wanted from you was candlelight and champagne vibes you know a romantic life. I wanted your soft heart but I never recieved it. I just wanted to love you. I crossed that thin line between love and hate. I feel fucked so I'm going to fuck you back. I don't care if we both go down at least you will be with me. I admired you for standing out I didn't realze you was standing on my kneck to do it. If I never see you again I ...

The little things you do make my heart smile. I love your fucking vibes. I love how your energy is soothing it eases my mind and I will always appreciate you for that. I see your spiritual health got you looking phenomenal. I know now after all is said and done I want to grow old with you. I see you and I know why so many people love you. You have this child like aura that draws people in. You have rich energy what ever you do flourishes. I don't have the spine to come and ask you for a date. I don't feel I have everything I need to come to you as a proper partner. I'm very insecure right now but,I am growing. I have put aside some of my addictions. I am not completely prepared to give it all up. I had hopes of making a family with you, but I see you got options and you might not be choosing them you aren't choosing me either. I totally get that seperation happens in connections, but I don't want this to be the end. I know I come across as a cu...

Pisces represents moksha, attained after countless deeds and lives. As the first sattvic dual water sign, it's unique among the zodiacs. It's also the fourth dual sign after Gemini, Virgo, and Sagittarius and the third water sign after Cancer and Scorpio, sharing similarities with its predecessors. Somone is craving your sexual energy. They feel you are all that and a buffet. They do not feel mature enough to step to you. This person looks to you to lead them. Your path is very uncertain, but you still are taking it one step at a time. You are winning life becuase you are confident people are frustrated because they cant get you to focus elsewhere. People want you to pour into them, but they do not recpricate that energy ever no wonder you running full tilt away from them. You gave your life to the Universe and you are being loved and healed and leveled up. Can't noone match that kind of parenting. You have been getting downloads that have lead you thru the Briar of y...

You don't want to let someone go. Yet, you refused to fight your demons. You did not want to stop stalking. You claim you are comfortable with who you are and yet you hide your face and actions. You was given advice and turned your head in disgust. You feel empty and like no one sees and you are in need of help. You are trying to keep your behavior on the up and up, but its all a web of lies to be armour. You had a lot of potential you squandered. You felt weak and acted accordingly. You thought you could change for a short time, but you couldn't repress your true nature and you continually keep getting found out. You wanted people to see you as a victim, but you truly knew it was only a matter of time. You knew soon your luck would run out and so you always had a plan B, C, D and E. You wish it was all just a misunderstanding, but you know that regardless of the situation you was the root of the issue. Your behavior and coices ws always the real cause of...

Your root chakra is blocked and you have been experiencing a lot of negativity and feeling cynical. You might be also having eating issues right now lack of appetite or binge eating. You may have money issues and your feeling insecure in all areas of your life. You look really good right now, You may be hiding some sexual secrets or your just not annoucing your sex life to the world which is fine either way what you do with your body is your business unless you are putting people in harms way. You may be walking away from someone you had a connection with because they never seemed to step up all they did was watch. You spent to much time waiting their fear of jumping in is their problem not yours. You are learning every day that co-dependacy is not the path you want to be on. Someone wants you to be thei example. You have a moral code and that is admirable You aren't flashy you are just a safe energy. People can feel it when your near. You also have this knack f...

In astrology, the 11th house is associated with friendships, social groups, and the pursuit of harmony with others. It's ruled by the planets Uranus and Saturn, and the sign Aquarius. The 11th house can indicate the types of social groups, clubs, and organizations you are drawn to. The 11th house can indicate how you form friendships and find harmony with others. It can also indicate unconventional friendships with people who share your ideologies and desire for personal freedom. The 11th house can indicate the financial condition of your employer, or if you are self-employed, the profits you made over the previous 12–18 months. Environmental efforts. The 11th house can indicate efforts to improve the environment or prevent animal cruelty.Things you may do to work with your 11th house like joining groups and working to help others. Increasing your income by getting a second job or starting a small business.Making a new friend each week and reaching out to your exist...

In astrology, the South Node is a point in a person's birth chart that represents their past life, the lessons they learned, and the baggage they carry into this life: The South Node represents what a person is leaving behind and moving away from. It can also represent a person's natural talents, and where they tend to get tunnel vision. The North and South Nodes are always opposite each other on the zodiac wheel. The North Node represents a person's future path and the energy they need to fulfill their soul's mission. To work with the South Node, a person can open up their mind to South Node topics and be less rigid about their beliefs in that area.The lunar nodes travel backward through the zodiac, and spend 18 months in each axis. They sweep the whole zodiac every 18.5 years. You have over came so much on this journey it wasn't aslways simple, but it never had you wanting to give up. Your internal honesty is what carries you in a lie strewn worl...

You feel that you are losing something like if you lose a connection you cannot let yourself give up. YOu have plenty of time to figure out life stop measuring your life according to other people. You keep trying to walk down other peoples paths and finding yourself lost and unprepared and that is beacuse those paths werent mean for you to be on. Its time to stop drinking and hiding from the world. Your behavior cannot be blamed on the liquor you are to grown for that excuse to get you far. This behavior has been continuous and malicious. The time for you to have learned your lessonisover. You knew what you needed to change and your refusal is why things are going to go down as it does. If you are unfufilled ge a hobby not lie and attack others. That is some major weirdo behavior. To be sticking to your guns to attack someone, but not to being a better person is not rational but do you boo. Just remeber no amount of stones or prayers is going to solve the prob...

You make me weak. You and I will drip with finesse cuz we are gods. You'are my island baby and i will sacrifice for you. You maybe older than me but you make me feel young. Your path was hard and I thought you was stupid for walking it but now I see it was others putting the blocks in your way. You have unlimited retries because the Universe knows you are earnest in your endeavours. We didn't understand that noone we knew loved their partner like that . I just ask that as I take this leap of faith that you don't let me fall. I'm terrified. I turn to you in a crisis I might as well roll over instead of calling or texting. You are anything but childish. I see you and I love all that i see. I always have. I am as bad as you imagine actually probably worse but I have beeen doing my best to keep that from you. I dont know how to merge the two so I am not someone you fear. I cant believe you fear me now and don't trust me. It hurts to know when once...

Someone is not feeling confident. They do not feel like you will allow them to getto know you. They are all in their feelings completely unsure how to come to you. They are begginning to have hope. The bad in their life is starting to dissapate. With this change in their emotional weather they are trying to not let their world go topsy turvey. In being more in tune with their emotions they are acknowledging they will always be Royal. If there is a masculine involved someone is upset with them. You had no more hope and then they came along and lifted you. ooooh. This masculine wants to know are you still down? They want to give you all their time. They have taken the time to get to know them selves so they will not lose themselves in you or anybody else. They see how much they are like you and they want to embrace you but at this moment they know there is no forward movement is the postion they are involved in. This masculine is striving to kearn to wear their heart on their slee...

You have someone coming who feels you take their breath away. As much as they are physically attaracted to you they feel there is to much drama in your connection. Thisb person is learning to keep your name out your mouth. You speak and the cosmos listens. Your light causes this person shadow side to rage and disturbs their spirit. Something you do makes them hot in the pants. Right now you may not be talking to this King energy. They are on your mind all day every day. They wish you would confess how you feel about them to them, but I feel like they just havent been listening. So for some of you they are throwing in the towel on fixing this connection. This person likes to put their all into love, but in the past they made promises to others and was dissapointed with the lack of reciprocity. Now its important you both have faith that this connection not onlly will happen but will flourish. No more misunderstandings no more smoke and mirrors. The person was in their Zeus/ Aproho...

I am noble, pure and passionate. I am a Ruby. I amprotective, aligned and full of vitality. I will not sabotage myself. I will no longer live a life to just survive I will just thrive. I am not just a blck sheep I am Royalty. I am learning to please myself first. I am learning to not let my outside circumstances affec me. I am not a sum of spellwork. I am a overcomer. I am paying attention to my situations and learning where i should utlize my energy and where it will be wasted. I am learning to love myself. When i said i would never fallin love i didnt know thati was preventing myself from loving me as well. Now i welcome love in all forms. I desere love. I made a choice to be helpful in life i just want a partner as i go along my path. I am learning to love myself as a mother and counselor to others in the world and teach them that jealousy isn't beneficial especially when it comes to getting messages from spirit. I am learning hat even if i keep my word it wont matter i...

The world is scary but I thought kowing you was in this world with me would always make me feel safe and sane, but your the one i feel danger coming from you are the one i feel like is driving me crazy. Your damaging behaviors causes me to have to pull back from you. I am at the point i am questioning if you are even meant to be in my life. So now I'm asking you to step up or step the fuck off. I will fight for love but nah I aint fighting nobody for a partner. Ialways knew that love was meant for me I just didn'tknow whenit was going to come. I am changing up the vibe. New friends, new boos, new life. No more being trapped in a unjust situations. You gonna have to damn near give me a reference letter now adays to be in my energy.Intelligence is a requirement I am not going to dumb myself down for the benefit of having friends. I am being kind to myself. I am embracing all my creativity. When I show you all of me I expect to be accepted like family anything less I...

Hey Love, Sit on my lap and let me hold you. I won't hold anything but my body against you. I don't have any plans but to have you. I surrender my heart to you. My only job is to show you repeatedly that I love you and make up for all I have done in the 3d. I know in the 3d I come at your mind and make you doubt our connection, but I am still not healed. I want to make excuses, I want to explain, but I am not stupid I know I am in the wrong. I didn't want to change and now you don't want to be around me. You told me to never talk to you... now I have to figure out how to come back to you. I ain't right and I now that. I am working on being a better version of myself. I want to be a miracle for you. I feel like i need to speed up, but I know that I have you right here with me I just want all me to have all of you. I study you to learn your quirks. I am failing the class that is you. I know if I had forever I still wouldn't know all there is to know about...

Its over over ain't it? You should've cheated on me. You was faithful to a ideal. I wasn't honest with you. I even had a baby on you but you don't know yet. I did't know you was meant to be my kingdom mate. I tore you down for no reason. If you give me a chance I would dig deep for you. I will give you the sex life you deserve. I was selfish. I felt safe but never made you feel safe. I have nothing to offer you but struggle love becuase I dont want to work hard. I have so many bad things happening I hope you are still covering me. I tried to destroy the joy you had. I wanted to have you clingy on me. I didnt understand not all women are like that. I can't pop up on you. I can't be intimate with you. I just want you to love me. I really want to prove my love thru sex. I just know you will fall back in love if i pull out my tricks. I will do and say anything to get you back to me. I need you. My life is in shambles and noone wants to save me. I ain'...

I never let up on you. There was no safe happy place for you with me. I did everything but put my hands on you. I pretended to work harder than I was to carry on my relationships. I want to take credit for how you turned out although I am not fully sure if i have anything to do with who you are. I can't stand to be around you. You maybe blood, but I'd switch you for someone else. You may have walked away, but noone knows that so I will tell them I walked away due to disrespect. How can you prove what I let few witness and fewer understood what was actually occuring. I act like a masculine being emaculated instead of just a sad jealous woman. I should have appreciated the gift of having you in my life instead I resentated you. I was so trapped in my personal illusions that i couldnt feel sympathy for you. I even practice magic against you. I dont see you as a extension of me your alien. Did i ever tell you i hate it when you touch me? I mean i know you know, but I want to...

All the things you said running thru my head has me feeling I am not enough. You deserve more than I can give emotionally, finanancially,mentally and even physically. I have been sexually unwise and I have a STD/STI( sexually transmitted demon or incubus). I am connected to too many people sexually and I do not how to release those bonds. I like having so many people wanting me. I feel loved having so many people fighting for my attention. I didn't regonize real love. I feel if you love me you will keep doing for me. When you stop you don't love me. I know you have to live your life and being up my ass isn't part of your whole day. I promise you I am not closed off. I am just scared of you seeing to much or figuring out I am a fraud. I ran away in November because its just to much emotions to handle. I thought kepping things sexual was going to protect my heart, but I just fell even harder for you. I feel if I come forward to fast you will lose sight of what you are ...

I've put in so much work and have nothing to show for it. At least with a job your 401k will pay out eventually. I 've been trying to stay low key but i want to play for keeps with you. Noone knows how I feel about you about us because i refuse to discuss you. I want to contact you but you have me blocked. I thought by now you would unblock me and be forgiving. I see you for who you really are when before i thought you was a totally different person. I thought walking away would make both our lives happier. I know time is up. I messed up a lot and you should've left me long ago. We were promised a lifetime ago that we werent to be togther. I want to dedicate my heart to you. I want a fufilling life you. I want to create a healthier legacay for both of our families. As frustrated I am i am so focused on you and making life what you always deserved. I want to see you soon. I want to protect you from getting hurt anymore. I know i want to dream with you and create a new...