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No one can touch my life like you do. I could search for all eternity long and still find none like you

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You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

F@ck Dat Dude and choose me I am healing for us

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Someone keeps a part of themselves hidden from the world, but they would like to share it with you. They actually want to put in work to show you they just want your happiness. Marriage is not an off the plate question as a matter of fact if they had the option marriage tonight to you definitely lets do it. This person wants to go on adventures with you. This person is aware life will have good moments and bad, but now is the time to finally enjoy some good for you and they are determined to make sure it happens. They see you and they love it they actually might fight you over how you treat and down talk yourself. This person use to be a cheater and may have just had a child, but the connection with the co-parent is non existant. They may not get into detail about the shenegains that occured they hope that won't be a problem becuase they dont look like cherry pie in the scenario either. They want you to be okay with half the story. They do not want to repress t...

Not my first but definitely my last

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I let them go. It wsn't pretty or easy but I stopped that connection. I will get rid of all signs of the connectio if that will reassure you. I don't want any reminders either. Divorice, break up whatever I will make sure its crystal clear I mean this. I dont really want to talk about my next steps but I know its necessary. I want to talk to you. I am waiting to hear from you. I miss you so very much. My soul hurts and I can't help, but cry at the pain that misssing you is causing me right now. I will admit I have messed up so bad I feel like will never get back to you healthy and a addition to your life not a burden. You don't just see your worth in this individual you see where you lack as well, but instead of shame you feel a rush to get to work. No hiding your flaws its gonna be about embracing and reshapeing. That pain I caused I am gong to do my damndest to heal, that grief to abate. I should have never allowed myself to get to a point of hurti...

Year of the Dog

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Someone in your life is a nig goofy. They really thought God hated you becuase why would they be allowed toharmyou. They didn't understand they was a tool to shape you. They tried to ruin your life with sex and disease. This individual tried to move like you in order to steal credit for your life. THis individual is a whole codependant bitch but they feel they have the right to pressure you tbend to their will but they have no direction or ambition they just know they want what they dont have. There is rarely anyway way to gain knowledge without seeking it. Time and effort is how most knowledge is gained. Pillow talking and passion will not get you to a place in life where rubbing backs is how the big decisions are made. Wishing to be somewhere else won't wash away the sins of the past. You have got to learn to stand on your own. Codependacy is not healing. It might be time to be celebate and to work on some self love. You have to learn how to find happiness within.

oh so you want to fight??

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Really you want to come at me on some bullshit? You want my person so bad you think fighting me is going to get their love? You feel that you money, sex or looks are what they truly want??? If that was he case why are they chasing me? You are all up in arms about some bull shit that you started. I am not chasing, anynone not even you. I got money to make and a legacy to make great. Baby you still on that bully shit that is played out. Its community or solo dolo living my dude. You are so insistant on giving the right answers you havent bothered to do the right thing You won't let anyone help you. You won't even accept compliments. You are to busy working hard and ignoring the obstacles others are trying to toss in your path. You are some peoples ideals and you have no idea because you rarely look up. Thankfully the universe know and they are going to send you love that is als power. You will thrive in this connection as you shed those that are false or weaki...

Bes

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Bes was a minor Egyptian god who was the protector of children, pregnant women, and mothers. He was also associated with music, fertility, and war. Bes was often depicted as a short, muscular man with a large belly, a lion's tail and mane, and a cat-like nose and ears. He was thought to drive away evil spirits with his unruly beard, lion's mask, loud instruments, and wild dancing. Bes is a dwarf-like being with long arms. He is sometimes shown naked, and sometimes wearing a kilt or leonine skin and a feathered crown. Bes is known for his protective nature, and in some myths, he is associated with Horus, the falcon-headed god of kingship and the sky.   Big D energy coming thru load and clear. We gonna fix this and we gonna be a family!!! I don't know who you dealing with but they want you to know they want to get the right note with you and create a life that is the most beautifuly symphony. You are over arguements, you are over being held responsible for t...

8th house

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In astrology, the 8th house is associated with themes of deep connections, finances, and psychology. It can also indicate how someone navigates intimate unions and in-depth interactions. Some topics covered by the 8th house include: Finances: Joint financial matters, such as bank loans, mortgages, inheritances, and tax payments. This sector can also indicate how well a partner will do financially. Sex: The 8th house can describe a person's sexual energy, style, and needs. Divorce: An astrologer may look to the 8th house to understand how a couple will divide property in a divorce settlement. The number 8 in astrology is associated with the planet Saturn and the sign Capricorn. Saturn is the planet of karma and lessons, and Capricorn symbolizes hard work and determination. Have some faith. Love is coming, some surprises are about to show up and others are gonna make you want to show out. Be receptive to new energies you might just meet your new business...

Year of the Rabbit

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Someone is messing with your money honey because you aren't doing life how others deem you should and the universe is not here or their rules so you are being taken care of regardless of your circumstances. You are working on breaking generational curses and you are busting butt in the 5d and 3d. You have been researching and studying to learn you and place healthy boundaries in your life and connections. You have stepped into your royalty status. You have accepted that you make shit happen and that you are a catalyst for many lives around you. You are learning to ground and you are learning to enjoy your own company. You have leared to create your own joy. You are even showing others the way. Your methods are unique but they work. People may not give you credit, but they are learning from you. Some of them know they can only learn from a distance because they betrayed you when they was close to you. When they had axcess to you they denied your woth but now the...

Just cuz you daddy left doesn't mean I will.

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There is no shame in feeling abandonded. You cannot let that stop you in life. This isn't a sell your soul for a better life moment either. You are so much more than your circumstances. You have had enough instances to prove to you that what is meant for you will come. It has seemed quite often n life that you did not have God's favor yet time and time again the come thru has always been lethal and last minute, but it always came. Your kindness is inherent and noone or circumstance can take that from you. In the past you abused and ran from love and that is because others did not want you to focus on the good that poured from you like a fountain. Life may fuck people but your ambitionis the flavored condom make life strap up your about to ride it to the bank. You will find fufilment. Get that chakra life back in alignment. Your sacral chakra especially because we need you to not just experience joyful moments, but engage in them as well. In career as well ...

The Nile River

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OOh you coming together with your counterpart or finding balance in yourself. You have figured out how to use your masculine energy towards working hard and your feminine energy towards creativity and its is blossoming right before your eyes. You aren't letting folks know what your next move is. You see your choices and you are anyalzing all paths before moving forward. You are moving like a football player zigging and zagging out of the way of the enemies. You aren't getting left behind because you are the leader. Congratulations for overcoming the resentments and triggers of the past. The intensity of the pain is no longer so big you can't focus on anything else. You are deading connections in your life getting rid of unecessary clutter if you wanna be colorful about it.

2nd House

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In astrology, the second house is a key component of a birth chart that represents a person's finances, material possessions, and values. It's also associated with a person's emotions, fears, beliefs, and self-respect. How a person earns, spends, saves, and invests their money. A person's most valuable possessions. A person's sense of financial security. A person's changing priorities. A person's values, beliefs, and virtues. A person's self-respect and boundaries. What a person enjoys and wants more of in their life. The second house is associated with the planet Venus and the zodiac sign Taurus. Venus is associated with love, beauty, and finances. To find your second house, you can assume it's the zodiac sign that comes after your rising sign, or use a birth chart calculator. The opposite of the second house is the eighth house, which is associated with partnership property, inheritances, and a partner's money. You have been...

10th house

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In astrology, the 10th house is the top of the birth chart and is associated with career, reputation, and public image. It's also known as the House of Social Status.The 10th house can show your professional aspirations, career achievements, and leadership style. The sign on the cusp of the 10th house can indicate the type of work you're suited for.The 10th house can indicate your reputation, the praise you receive from your company, and your status in the community. The 10th house can indicate the type of career appearance and outward image you give to the world. Planets in the 10th house can indicate an ambitious individual. The 10th house can indicate the recognition you begin to receive in your profession, which typically occurs after 40 years of age. The 10th house is ruled by Saturn and the sign Capricorn. The number 10 is associated with Saturn and emphasizes leadership, karmic fulfillment, and career success. You have been investing in the wrong things...

Leo

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Your my lil secret and that how we should keep it... You know people always have your name in their mouth. Well this time they are only going to be guessing. You plan to keep everyone out your business so you can focus on your love. You want to see if it can flourish with no input from outside people. Right now you have some things you have to get in order. You aen't trying to trick anyone into giving you what you want. You are willing to step back if that is waht your lover desires. You love their uniqueness and refuse to be the one who drowns that light. If things arent equal you dont want it not with them it doesnt work any other way. All cards on the table or no game is how you need this connection to be. As far as you are concened this is the only way to be really happy and you are willing to put in the work to make it so. Until you get it all figured out though you aren saying anything beacuse you don't want it sabotaged. If their lover found out or y...

Be careful

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Someones baby dad wants them dead. This person has tried to have them attacked, raped, has tried to pin crimes and spread lies just because they can live a independant life without them. They have conspired to keep you struggling. They had you under surverillance. They thought you was so in love you would never suspect that they was after you. Karma is coming good and bad. This individual always feared you seeing that you could do better. Now they see their fears actually coming thru they have done a 180 now they want to be on this path with you. They are brokenhearted because if only they knew you was this capable... They are crying now... They see shaking your foundation was futile youare the builder so you always rose again stronger. Addictions may be a factor in this situation. They fear your touch yet they crave it. They dont understand the signals their body sending them but they know they don't like it. You know things you have ideas you can help them. Its not like they...

1,2,3...

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I keep hearing one, two, three, the devils after me... You already know how to defend yourself so your not worried about attacks from behind. You are so much more focused on the future and enjoying life. So much lost has already occured. Not just the things you cherished, but it seems to all just fall to the wayside. You are avoiding connections that lead you into compromising yourself. You have a path you want to be on and noone is going to discourage you. You have some connections coming your way that will be your suppoort and your encouragement. Do not think that these connetions aren't protected. These people have been sent towards you as gifts from the divine. All the obstacles that used to be barriers to your movement are falling to the wayside. Money, career, family, friends, whatever the hump you have to get over is literally dissappering like its never been a issue. Money is comijng in , family is healing, friends are supporting your world is changing f...

You told Harpo to hit me cuz i hit him first???

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Someone is in a connection with a abusive woman and this person won't admit to themselves they are a victiom. They think fighting back solidifies their man hood. This person is coming after you for teaching others to fight back because now they are battling everyone not just this woman. This man feels like you are blowing off his concerns because you are seemingly indifferent to them and the chaos they are drowning in. You pulling awah has them thinking you acting funny. They just want to wake up to you everymorning and yet they want to fight. The confliction is real. You always are surrounded by their entourage of false friends and now they are realzing you getting attacked is a ttack on them and that is what stirred them up. This man has found out that nothing in their life means much without you conected to it. Its like God gave you a hand book on them and noone else can comprehend it no matter how he trys to translate it for them this masculine can't ge...

A convo with Pop pop

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Always ask for the truth. Never date friends, If there is confusion walk away. Always have a back up plan. Do not allow somone to stop your shine. Accept praise it is not vanity. Do not feel alone you always have me. Allow me to help you step up to your highest self. You may not be the first doing something but I have faith you can be the best. Its time for you to love yourself more. Its ok to heal hurts you thought was already healed. Sometimes to reconnect withyourself and nature. You can change your ways. You will have people flocking to follow your lead. You are not only good to look at you are intelligent I am so proud of you. I mis hugging you too. I am still learning lessons even where I am but you being happy makes me joyful. I love knowing you are growing into such a wonderful person. Don't keep secrets they will be your downfall. Be your own standard. No more crying because of others. I wasn't planning on leaving as soon as I did but you m...

Aquarius

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Something is coming and you arent expecting it. You are prepared like a Queen or King on a chessboard. You are dominating someone who thought they had a upper hand. Your love for self saved you from being dragged down to the level emed by your opps. Someone will use love to rebind you to their downfall. They will say all the right things. You know their games though. This is still a checker game to them. You have changed and therefore the rules no longer apply. If you are mirrors of each other they need to clean theirs because you refuse to reflect back the same image they want to project. What thry want to hide you show with pride because those wounds are scars now healed with hard work and tears. What is missing for them you cannot replace. You cannot use your tools they wont fit their pieces.Like inventors of old they must design tools inique to their need. You have learned to stand on your own. It is time for them as well. Your love is not enough to save anyone ...

Who admires you

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This person feels no worries when they are with you. This person may have been your enemy in the past, but now they want to prove themselves to you. They have recognized that with you they can find healing. They fear looking you in the eyes you might catch the lies still floating in there. This person is aware you may never fully trust them, but that doesnt change that they want to be apart of your life. This person is looking for signs and syncronicity to come and make your life better. This person chooses to redeem themselves by being a true friend to you. This person is ok with not being in your life if that is your choice. They will not persue you if honoring your boundaries is all they can do then that is how they will honor you. Your friendship would be the icing on the cake, but this person is truly turning over a new leaf. So the change up will be apparent in all aspects of their lives. They dont have 100 percent confidence just yet but they are growing. This friend wil...

Who is jealous??

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Someone is looking at your photos and hating. You are so beautiiful to them and you draw attention from others. They miss you and want to make memories with you. They are upset that others are getting what they feel is promised to them from you. This person knows their time with you is over. They know the lack of progress towards a healthy future is their fault. They feel like the passion is gone and you are sharing yourself with another. They are in so much pain they have turned inward and they are sad and don't want sepration. You were not recieving your needs in this connection and now that you have walked away this person is seething. They are telling every one they can how you left them, how you hurt them, but in all these tales nowhere are they telling people your accomplishments made them feel like crap, made them feel insecure and realization is forcing them to talk to their freinds. They are telling people you are moving on. You are not out there for them to reach out. Th...