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F@ck Dat Dude and choose me I am healing for us

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Someone keeps a part of themselves hidden from the world, but they would like to share it with you. They actually want to put in work to show you they just want your happiness. Marriage is not an off the plate question as a matter of fact if they had the option marriage tonight to you definitely lets do it. This person wants to go on adventures with you. This person is aware life will have good moments and bad, but now is the time to finally enjoy some good for you and they are determined to make sure it happens. They see you and they love it they actually might fight you over how you treat and down talk yourself. This person use to be a cheater and may have just had a child, but the connection with the co-parent is non existant. They may not get into detail about the shenegains that occured they hope that won't be a problem becuase they dont look like cherry pie in the scenario either. They want you to be okay with half the story. They do not want to repress t...

Not my first but definitely my last

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I let them go. It wsn't pretty or easy but I stopped that connection. I will get rid of all signs of the connectio if that will reassure you. I don't want any reminders either. Divorice, break up whatever I will make sure its crystal clear I mean this. I dont really want to talk about my next steps but I know its necessary. I want to talk to you. I am waiting to hear from you. I miss you so very much. My soul hurts and I can't help, but cry at the pain that misssing you is causing me right now. I will admit I have messed up so bad I feel like will never get back to you healthy and a addition to your life not a burden. You don't just see your worth in this individual you see where you lack as well, but instead of shame you feel a rush to get to work. No hiding your flaws its gonna be about embracing and reshapeing. That pain I caused I am gong to do my damndest to heal, that grief to abate. I should have never allowed myself to get to a point of hurti...

Saturn

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Saturn's placement in a person's birth chart can have a significant impact on their personality, life experiences, and challenges. The sign in which Saturn is placed can influence a person's personality and life experiences. For example, Saturn in Capricorn can make a person ambitious, hardworking, and responsible.  The element in which Saturn is placed can indicate the nature of the challenges and achievements it brings. For example, Saturn in water signs can bring emotional challenges and achievements, while Saturn in air signs can bring social and intellectual challenges and achievements.  The house in which Saturn is placed can indicate the area of life where its energy is most felt. For example, Saturn in the 10th house can bring perseverance, responsibility, and practicality to a person's career and public life. When Saturn returns to the sign it was in when a person was born, it's often considered a coming-of-age moment, usually around...

Bes

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Bes was a minor Egyptian god who was the protector of children, pregnant women, and mothers. He was also associated with music, fertility, and war. Bes was often depicted as a short, muscular man with a large belly, a lion's tail and mane, and a cat-like nose and ears. He was thought to drive away evil spirits with his unruly beard, lion's mask, loud instruments, and wild dancing. Bes is a dwarf-like being with long arms. He is sometimes shown naked, and sometimes wearing a kilt or leonine skin and a feathered crown. Bes is known for his protective nature, and in some myths, he is associated with Horus, the falcon-headed god of kingship and the sky.   Big D energy coming thru load and clear. We gonna fix this and we gonna be a family!!! I don't know who you dealing with but they want you to know they want to get the right note with you and create a life that is the most beautifuly symphony. You are over arguements, you are over being held responsible for t...

8th house

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In astrology, the 8th house is associated with themes of deep connections, finances, and psychology. It can also indicate how someone navigates intimate unions and in-depth interactions. Some topics covered by the 8th house include: Finances: Joint financial matters, such as bank loans, mortgages, inheritances, and tax payments. This sector can also indicate how well a partner will do financially. Sex: The 8th house can describe a person's sexual energy, style, and needs. Divorce: An astrologer may look to the 8th house to understand how a couple will divide property in a divorce settlement. The number 8 in astrology is associated with the planet Saturn and the sign Capricorn. Saturn is the planet of karma and lessons, and Capricorn symbolizes hard work and determination. Have some faith. Love is coming, some surprises are about to show up and others are gonna make you want to show out. Be receptive to new energies you might just meet your new business...

Year of the Rabbit

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Someone is messing with your money honey because you aren't doing life how others deem you should and the universe is not here or their rules so you are being taken care of regardless of your circumstances. You are working on breaking generational curses and you are busting butt in the 5d and 3d. You have been researching and studying to learn you and place healthy boundaries in your life and connections. You have stepped into your royalty status. You have accepted that you make shit happen and that you are a catalyst for many lives around you. You are learning to ground and you are learning to enjoy your own company. You have leared to create your own joy. You are even showing others the way. Your methods are unique but they work. People may not give you credit, but they are learning from you. Some of them know they can only learn from a distance because they betrayed you when they was close to you. When they had axcess to you they denied your woth but now the...

Dharma/Leo

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In Vedic astrology, the Dharma of Leo is the pursuit of self-awareness, empowerment, and a healthy relationship with advice.    Leos are a fire sign that are known for being loud, proud, and dramatic. They thrive on validation and admiration, and can become attention-seeking or resort to dramatic outbursts if they feel their spirit has been upstaged. Leos can learn to build stronger connections with others by cultivating a sense of self that isn't solely based on external validation.    Some say that Leos carry karma from past lives where pride and ego ruled. To clear their karmic debts, Leos need to balance self-confidence with humility and learn to recognize others' contributions.  Pressure. You are about to bring that Big D energy someones way. You are angry and your emotions are all over the place. You want this thing/connection so bad, but did you ask the person you desire if they wanted you ? It feels like someone is running away from you. ...

The Nile River

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OOh you coming together with your counterpart or finding balance in yourself. You have figured out how to use your masculine energy towards working hard and your feminine energy towards creativity and its is blossoming right before your eyes. You aren't letting folks know what your next move is. You see your choices and you are anyalzing all paths before moving forward. You are moving like a football player zigging and zagging out of the way of the enemies. You aren't getting left behind because you are the leader. Congratulations for overcoming the resentments and triggers of the past. The intensity of the pain is no longer so big you can't focus on anything else. You are deading connections in your life getting rid of unecessary clutter if you wanna be colorful about it.

6th house

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In astrology, the 6th House represents a person's daily routines, wellness, and health. It can also indicate how a person feels about navigating their daily life. The choices a person makes throughout their life create the body they have in their 6th House. The 6th House can represent odd jobs and other daily routines. People with planets in the 6th House may be organized and structured, and focus on managing their time and calendar. Planets transiting the 6th House can help people form habits and redefine their schedules. The 6th House can represent work.The 6th House can represent lifestyle. The 6th House is ruled by the planet Mercury and the sign Virgo. The planet Mars, which represents motivation and drive, can also provide insights into navigating a person's schedule. No Soulties over here. You made a really hard choice and and while you are struggling to maintain you rather do the running man ( either version ) naked in the rain then go back to that connec...

Mid Haven

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In astrology, the Midheaven, or Medium Coeli (MC), is the highest point in a birth chart that represents a person's public persona, career, and reputation: The Midheaven is the zodiac sign at the top of a birth chart, where the cusp of the tenth house is located. It's also the southernmost high point in the sky at the time of birth. The Midheaven sign indicates how others see you, your career goals, and your public achievements. It can also reveal how you show up when taking on new responsibilities or leading a major project. The Midheaven is different from the rising sign, or ascendant, which represents how others first perceive you. The Midheaven is more directly related to your career, public life, and reputation. You can use an app like TimePassages or a website like Cafe Astrology to find your Midheaven if you know your exact birth time, date, and place.The Imum Coeli (IC) is the point in space that's exactly opposite the Midheaven. Someone is no longer...

sagittarius

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I just want to chill with you. Watch some comfort shows with you. I'm dying but I will fix this for my kids. I will be a guardian angel. I will make up for it all. I will find joy in being a protector. Stepping away from the mortal coil is getting easier day by day. I actually am happier knowing my time is near. I am tired . I can't keep on this path. I want out. When it rains I think of you and i feel regret. As if God is showing me you crying. I owe you especially. I shouldn't have gathered people to be against you. I am not surprised you turned your back on me but it still hurt me because you dig yur heels in. I guess you see pass face value connections that played on your inexperience in life. I came for you and you was nowhere near prepared. Right now I am fighting my demons. Im shrinking within. Could we just sit and talk I have so many questions. No matter how old you were you always had answers for me. Insightful and witty. I utilized as many of your talents a...

Should I move ???

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You are safe first and foremost. Anyone who is triggered by your peace and happiness cant have axcess to you.They cant piss on your dreams. Start speaking your truth. The syncrincites is speaking to you. The hurdles are almost all gone. You have one person whose loyalty is divided and will try to stop you. They will try to introduce negativities ( negative activities) into your life to distract you but you have survived all these karmic lessons you won't fall in the trap. You might need a lawyer for whatever decisions your making. Its ok o talk to those you truat about your situation. Whomever is trying to cause destruction in your life is about to recieve their just desserts. They're actually watching you hoping all goes bad. Their spiritual protection is gone and folks is wanting to know why you arent around. This person or people they can't understand how you got out of all the traps they set for you. This person has projected so much negativity to...

kicked the habit that is you

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Normally I am the hunter prepared for any type of prey. Usually I come after people becuase of what they have. I set my eyes on them and i always hit my shot. Yet, lately I just want to make my own. I want to be able to say I did it myself. I want to know that you know that means my money will be slower. I want to evolve and in my present circumstances I don't see the possiblity of healing. I spent a lot of time chasing our connection. I was so codependant terrified that if I didnt fix our connection there would be no connection to have. I knew i couldnt turn to my friends to find solace. Living in the moment wasnt going to save me when i was drowning in our connection. I needed time to be my best self and i allowed societies pressures to dictate how i made that happened. Progress was more important than growth and refuse to embrace the idea that the paradigm of our connection was always wrong. The lack of healthy choices in our connection trickled to other conne...

A conversation with Granny

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Oh you will always be her baby. They have had your back even though they have been lonegr then you knew them. Its time to finish out your dreams. You do not need to cry anymore she says the tough times are almost over. If you need a sign look to the sky and the first thing you see that is white is from her. You may sat at night and talk to her looking towards the moon and she says she sees you. You have been rushing forward and she says enjoy the ride. Their will be those who can catch your vibe that is who you can lean on. Focus on your intrests. Stick to your standards. Make them come to uou she says. No text are enough effort needs to be present. If they really care they will make you aware. Do not allow them to turn you into their therapist to the point you need one as well. Every question you have you already know the asnwer from their sexuality to the thefts. Trust your instinct more moore often.

I can find the beat in everything but my heart. Without you im dead.

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You are a miracle. You are so impressive. Can you just sit on my lap and never leave? If you dont want to be with me I totally get it I have spent to much time hurting you why would you believe i want to make it up to you? You make me so happy with your cheerful disposition. Your quirkiness is beautiful. . Even when changes occur and something just aint right you manage to keep educating folks. You are doing what you was called to do. I surrender my heart to you. Iknow its beat up and tarnished but its all yours. I dont have any strategy to bring you back excet open my heart and maybe you will step into it. My struggles will not keep me from coming back to you. I will even assist you with work drama. If they are coming against you they are coming against us i get that. The longer we are apart the more bleak life seems. I see you out there making moves though. You are totally #Wifeygoals #youaremyangel you are the reason i dont need a drink. I am looking at your social media c...

Sometimes I feel like somebodies watching me

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You have some one or somebodies watching you. These folks or this person doesn't want to face rejection from you. They aren't being accountable for things they have done to you in the past. These people maybe upset with how you are making money and how intelligent you are. You was someones back up plan and they are seeing that their plan for youis falling to pieces you are to intelligent to repeatedly falling for their trickery. These peoplle refuse to learn from their mistakes. Instead of admitting defeat they shift the blame to you saying your just to dumb to even fall into the trap rather then giving you credit for being too smart and avoiding it. You are intelligent and they refuse to acknowledge that in their plans they focus on your emotions and attack. These people want to beat you at a game they are the only ones playing. You dont want to know what the rules are because you honestly just don't care. Congratulations you have given up drinking. You also have ...

Finito

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No more retries. #Gameover There is literally no way to win this battle. Your mental healthy is a concern, but it is your concern I cannot an will not make it my priority. I have to focus on me eventually and I choose now. Your the kind of person drunk at work. Just dangerous for no other reason then selfishness. The messed up part is I used to think you was the only person in the world who understands me. We used to hold hands, look at the stars, and dream. I left because I felt like you didn't appreciate my gifts or even your own. For a moment though I was swept up in your vibe. I want your heart, but not as tainted as it as right now. Go fucking heal. Walking away should be hard but your making it easier day by day. The happiness of my soul as this connection dies is uplifting and saddening as well. I shouldn't feel lighter and happier, but that is how I feel. I shoould be sad, and mourning, but the death of this connection is destined. I am meant to be manuevoring li...

Gotta take it one step at a tiime

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Shits been rough. You need to change how you are looking at life. If you do not want to be stuck in depression then you need to be active about it. Pay attention to the mess around you . Stop walking blindly into situations. Someone wishes they could be with you tonight ( this is timeless dont worry). The man reason is healing from a STI but they still got you in the forefront of their mind. When they heal they want to come forward and apologize. They also want to know what makes your heart so big. This masculine/feminine knows someone is using magic on you. Theu know it might take therapy to heal from these betrayls and they hope you are willing to heal with them. They see that together especially healed yall can make mountains dance. You might feel that your the source of entertainment for your family, but they know they are the butt of many jokes. They never wanted to grow up. So anything that resembled responsiblity was a no. They know that their healing is their own responsib...

Karmic Masculine to Divine Masculine

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I dont want to tell you this but I look up to you. I eny you. She really loves ypu like die for you loves you. I have secrets I don't want the Divine Feminine to know, but you tell her all your secrets. I'm trying to copy your energy so I can get her back before you manage to step to the plate. I made a lot of mistakes. I thought how she felt about me was funny. Nobody saw how i broke her down but i did what no one but you could before. Why can't I have her? You can find others who are close to her I can't attract similiar energies. I stumbled upon the gift she is. I thought she was like me. Shes better. I want personal connections that feel like what I had with her. I wish you would just leave her so I can come in and pick up the pieces. I lied so much so I figured if i dropped all my truths on her now she will be so happy she will forgive me but she wont even glance at me if you are coming. I won't even blame you I will praise you to her tell her how lu...

Divine feminines male elder (father, uncle, brother, grandfather ) got something to say to Divine Masculine

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Man stop messing with her and wife her. Stop partying your getting to old for that mess anyways. We grown and grown folks choose up or die alone. I never had what yall got but if I did i would fight for it. Divine feminie is a special person. She would make anyone proud to be with.She not the type to cheat so why are you being so stupid? I want to fall in love over and over again with the same person. I want to get that first date jittters for the same person over and your just throwing it away. Do you see what living in your shadow has done? I hope you are hearing me. This can be fixed. If you love her show her. Tell her she makes you weak, but she makes you strong and able to stand in the world. Hurry up and get to her. Steal her heart before she notices. Be the man she belives you to be. Stop stalking and walk up to her door with some flowers and a gift and beg your ass off. Do not disappear again. Take her out on dates. Get her shit she likes. Stay away from friends who encora...