Heart Song The Hearts Truth

My mom saw how much you loved me and how pure and devoted that love was and she hated you because of that. You always put me before you and your needs she used me to gain popularity and materialism. You gave me comfort, understanding, wisdom and love. She made me a trophy and a target. I am truly grateful for you. I kept trying to gain her love not her adoration and it always was tarnished and pushed me away. I didn't fight back I kept trying to find new ways to get the love I craved. I didn't know what I was doing with you and she kept telling me you was the worse of the worse for me, but she kept you around she wanted you for herself. She saw abundance in you and wanted it for her self. She is good at seeing peoples gifts and trying to steal them. You are such a loving person that you couldn't help but give and try to heal the dysfunction in our family, but there is so many family secrets. You inspired me to change to find the real me in all of the faca

I hear Russ singing " babay you are the one the one for me,". Someone wants to get married to you. You are what a wife or husband is to them. This is a past life partner or a ex from this life, but regardless they are coming from what you left nehind to walk into the promise of tomorrow with you. There will be no rushing in this connection. Each action will be planned and excuted in love. This coming connection will bring you love that won't shatter your heart. You will think and be thoughtful in your actions. You do not want to lead anyone towards the wrong way. You will not undermine anyone whom you deem needs your assistance and thats so much more then many's egos will prevent them from doing. Those with ill intentions for you have been shown to the world and will be cast out from any community they go towards. You have stalkers because you know where you are going and others have no direction so they follow you trying to overtake y

Another day is done and your still all alone and the reason for this because you tried to curse somebodies kids. You cast some spells around and thought your karma would be bound. The dynasty you could have created will be burnt to the ground your seed scattered to the different corners of the world. Your biggest and most powerful weapon is your tongue. You are learning to stop yourself from voicing things that will inevitably lead to your destruction. You do not want to be stuck in this energy of missing out on blessings. You want to be in healthier connections and you are trying to avoid liabilites. If someone is trying to fuck you over they are in for a rude awakening. You are trying to heal so you can be the total package but you unhealed natue keeps rising up. You are needing to end your unequally yoked connections. Having friends based of what you can do for them vs just being their in conncetion with each other. So you are realeasing and moving on. Something

In astrology, a rising sign, also known as an ascendant, is the planetary influence that was rising on the eastern horizon when someone was born. It's said to describe how others see someone, their first impressions, and their initial reactions to situations. Some astrologers call the rising sign a "mask" that people wear.Some suggest that reading both your Sun and Rising sign horoscopes can help you get a better picture of what's ahead for you. Someone misses you so much. They truly spend all day thinking of you. If you arent the immediate thought you are the connecting thought.Right now they are worried the last time was the last time. The last fight was the last fight. You was hurt by this person repeatedly. This individual kept you in the energy of breakups and depression. Now they are sitting there crying over your photos wishing hoping and praying that you will allow them to come back in to create new memories happy for them and hopefully emoti

In astrology, the fourth house is associated with family, home, and heritage. It is located at the base of the chart and is associated with the nurturing energy of Cancer. The fourth house can represent: Relationships: The fourth house can represent relationships with family, either blood or chosen, as well as pets. Home: The fourth house can represent home residence and other property. Parents: The fourth house can represent parents and early home memories. Domesticity: The fourth house can represent an individual's outlook on domesticity. Infrastructure: Planets moving across the fourth house can encourage creating more private, nurturing spaces. The moon is the planet associated with the fourth house, but some say the Earth is a better representation because it is our home. You in particular have been fighting the good fight for a long time. 9 yrs or more is a long time to be trying to keepyour head above water likeits normal. No one has room to talk about

The hour of the snake is 9:00 to 11:00 a.m., the time when the  Sun  warms up the Earth, and snakes are said to slither out of their holes. The month of the snake is the 4th month of the Chinese lunar calendar and it usually falls within the months of May through June depending on the Chinese to Gregorian calendar conversion.  I keep hearing this old church song... Trouble don't last always and it doesn't even the most miserable person can have a glimmer moment. You may have been experiencing a troublesome time but it is about to change. You are about to experience more joy and happiness the you anticipated. You will meet others who will not be glad for you although you have done nothing to incite their wrath they are prepared to project your way all the negativity they can musteer. You having new connections is the last thing anyone wants for you and you can't keep living in the world they think they run. You are just feeding their delusions of granduer an

You are my heart. I still worry about you even with circumstances as they are. I use to rub your back when we woul have serious convos. I thought i would have more time with you. I have been trying to connect with you but you wont sit still long enough to hear me. You want to feel more love just sit still im right with you. Anytime you need to talk I am still here. I won't judge you or interrupt. I won't ask intrusive questions. I want you to accept your soul famuly because they will echo the love I have for you. I know there was times in the past where you needed a break from me well no pressure now lol. You may not be feeling seen right now but please be reassured you are seen and cherished. Noone is talking negatively or bringing up up all your bad deeds waiting to pounce. You have Shea butter baby vibes and im so happy that you feel that energy deep inside. Do not be surprised if your next child reminds you of me. When it rains think of me. Im sorry love c

I don't enjoy the way I feel. My fucking soul hurts. I don't feel unique in this situation. I feel like I have always been like this and there is no changing, but come to find out it was spell work. I have learned to protect myself. No longer will I accept interferace in my connections. There is one person I want to talk to and it hurts its been so long I almost forget what its like to kiss them. I want to be the shoulder they lean on and that's a issue when others are relentless with their watered down evil eye. I have been working on my soloar plexus chakra. I am no longer controlling, obsessive, and lacking in direction. I had to walk away from things that didn't sit well in my heart. Thats why I can't walk away from you. You are the best thing for me. You are my ideal mate. If you hadn't noticed I've been flirting with you. I suck at it but I want you to know i'm interested. I'm sorry I ghosted. I am coming back. I want to make a movie wi

I'm coming for you. I am upset because I was counting on you to come to me. I see you over there being happier. I will step back if you dont want me. I am hoping that you do not ask that, but instead ask me to join you.I can't tell which way the tide is going to go in this connection. I know the way I have behaved in the past has shown me to be untrue, but can I just say give me a chance to prove that isnt me anymore? I won't let you be hurt by my pain anymore. I underestimated your intelligence and your need for knowledge and your connection to the divine that superseceds it all. Right now I am gearing up to kiss your ass literally and figuritively to pay you back for my ill will and false behavior. I promise I wont be fake about what I want out of this connection. I am having faith that I can have trust in you. I know deep in my soul that I want you to be mine. I want to help you raise kids whether that is mine, yours or ours i just want t ablood line legacy with yo

Tell me how am I supposed to breath with no air? You are the air I breath. You are my soulmate my heart. You are a boss in your own arena. You created a lane and I want to get into it with you. Everything is always fresh and new with you. You inspire me to change on the outside and inside. You are my sunrise and sunset. Right now nothing feels real without you.You look like a god/goddess and I in awe of you. You are my sun and moon and everything between. If none of that existed you would still be my king/queen. I pray for you daily though. I want you to be happy even if its not with me. IN the past I was definitely a toxic lover and things were never smooth sailing for us. I want to change your perspective so that you will give us another chance. Right now I'm trying to get my health right mentally and physically. I owe myself that before anything else but ypu are never far from my mind. I want you to think of my words and believe in me I do not want to cause pai

You are in the middle of a war of those who want you to succeed and those who are praying daily that God show you that you are not all that. You arent seeing exactly what is going to end this, but you are so tired. Someone wants to know if you still want to have a relationship with them. This person doesn't have time for you at the moment and they are aware it bothers you. They know that time with you is the most important to them. They try to come to you with their truths because they have nothing else to hand you aside from their lies. This person questions why you provide a space for them in your life. The harder life is the more they feel they can trust you to support them. They have trouble sleeping because you are on their mind nightly. During the day while making money its their focus, but you stay in their thoughts never very far. This person wants to tell you that if you chose not to deal with them thats fine, but be prepared for them to be enraged because the thou

No more triggered relationships. No more turmoil or feelings of resentment. You have finally let go and and turning your love toward yourself.  How do you know it's over? You know it's over because you stop looking back. You stop giving more chances. You have grown and transformed.  You have made your spirit team so proud embracing that self love journey. Your happier, letting go of codependent relationships and controlling behavior.  Now it's time to spend time with friends and enjoy your single life.  Live in the moment and have some fun it's not your job to be stationary just because your joy makes them feel some kind of way.  The time is now old cycles have ended and new ones are beginning.

You may need to work on your base and sacral chakra.  You have been busting your butt, not having the time to be lazy, bored, confused, experiencing doubt in self and tiredness there just doesn’t seem to be enough hrs in the day.  The Sun is washing away your sorrow and shadows. Your self destructive attitude and doubts are fading with the quickness. You are creating. You have created a who new life and world your going to have to walk confidently into this new world. Your creativity might feel like it’s ebbing and flowing sporadically with Carnelian in your corner. Carnelian will breath new life into you so you can breathe new life into your projects.