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Your inner thoughts about your person

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If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how. My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart. If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them. I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made ity impossible to fix things. It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them. I was in my negative masculine energy and ws so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm getting nothing. I...

Just give me a chance

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I want to rush in. I don't want be a slave to my excitement though. I want immerse myself in you. You know it when folks are coming in to mess with you. So I cant just be rushing into your life. To me you represent wisdom gined thru eperience. You embody safety in a evil world. You are a magnet for good luck and wealth. I want to drink your waterfall thts how bad I want you. I cant move towrds you. I want to come barreling in. You are star and I love you already. I know that doors are opening for you. I wish I had that example while I was growing up. I know I come across as closed off but im scared of you. You will break my heart and keep moving and call it healing. How do i protect myself from you leaving me??? I swear give me a chance and I'll show you I'm worth it. I wanted you to change but I see now I neede to change. Everyone sees you moving like a god\goddess. You create avenues for knowlege to be shared. You teach people to see their own gifts and talents. Yo...

virgo

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You want to be in charge so bad. Im sorry you aint noble, pure or even passionte about anything real. The things you need to grow you never had it instilled in you. You also choose to sty uninformed. You arent making a effort to improve yourself. You stalk folks with creepy uncle energy regardless your sex. You thrive being a monitoring spirit. You behave like child with no consequences. You might use things to tie people to you. Alcohol, weed, drugs, sex anything to get your hook in them. You analye to surprise. You try to pretend that you have much in common but you dont. You have nothing within. You epect to be catered to anddont deserve it. You havesome pedestal type mindset ehere you see yourself s better then your peers and its sad because you are lacking in so many areas. If you was to be analzyed I see #rabbit from the #hundredacrewoods type energy. Folks talking bout how fucked up you are and how your me first attitude hurts people. You got this idea your money makes yo...

Khepri, leo,virgo,sagittarius,cancer

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Someone in your family did all they could to ensure you would always put them first. This person either talks alot or they talk alot about you. This is someone who you trust to keep your secrets, but its coming out they used your secrets to sabotage your life. This person manipulated you to percieve everyone as the enemy except them. Its time you need to think about this connection from a distance because its been determental to your whole life. When you finlly wake up to this your whole life is going to change. They know you are going to walk away so they hve caused distrations to keep you close. They didnt want to be seen and understood not by you or anyone else. You want to move thru life like noone is watching but people are and you need to be more ccountable with your actions. You re to invested in your love life and have let your whole life go downhill. You want a lover to save you from your evil family member but you are assisting your kin in attacking your hero. Its tim...

Aquarius

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Stop worrying about what certain people think of you. The overall feeling is you are a delight. Your need to be in control is causing you to make some missteps. Slow down what is meant for you is coming. Just not on your time table. I know your like ive been waiting days, weeks, months or years for this where is it?? It hasnt came because you was surround by people who had no problem taking things from you by any means possible, ask for it steal it convince someone else to steal it, sabotage it anything so YOU dont have anything unless you kiss THEIR ass to get it. You are abnprmal because you dont fit their molds not because something was wrong with you. These people figured since they cut cornwrs, cheated, stole and lie to get the lives they had that of course you would do the same. You have been calling back your energy and those who tried to cloak themselves in tried to take your accomplishments and claim them as their own... No matter how much they wanted you to fit the mo...

Ophiuchus

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Ophiuchus is  a large constellation in the northern sky that's visible in both hemispheres . It's often depicted as a man holding a snake, and is also known as the Serpent Bearer.   Asclepius  Ophiuchus is associated with Asclepius, the Greek god of medicine and healing. In myth, Zeus struck Asclepius down with lightning and placed him in the sky as Ophiuchus.   Serpent  Ophiuchus' name comes from the Ancient Greek word ophioukhos, which means "serpent-bearer". The constellation Serpens represents the snake.   Ophiuchus has over 60 stars, including Alpha Ophiuchi, Epsilon Ophiuchi, and Delta Ophiuchi.The constellation is located in the equatorial region, between the constellations of Scutum and Hercules.   The Sun, Moon, and planets can sometimes be seen in Ophiuchus.   What's the myth behind Ophiuchus? In one version of the myth, Asclepius learned how to heal from a serpent that brought healing herbs to another injured snake. ...

8th House

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In astrology, the eighth house is the house of transformation and rebirth. It's also associated with death, legacies, and estate planning. The eighth house represents rebirth, regeneration, and new life chapters. The eighth house is associated with death, wills, and legacies.The eighth house is associated with surgery, where a surgeon removes an afflicted part of the body to transform it.The eighth house is one of two houses associated with psychic or mystical experiences.The eighth house is co-ruled by Pluto, the planet of rejuvenation. The eighth house is co-ruled by the sign Scorpio. Sometimes it takes a dreeam to rebind your reality. You have learned how to turn fantasy into reality. You know that you cant build a foundation for a home with spit and farts. You had to get away from folks with diabolical behavior. They used to take advantage of you but you figure out that your gifts was meant for you to utlize not just give away. Someone was trying to con you f...

Virgo/Artha

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Virgo Artha" likely refers to the connection between the zodiac sign Virgo and the Hindu concept of Artha. In the context of Vedic astrology, Artha is one of the four Purusharthas (aims of life), representing material prosperity, success, and worldly achievements. When applied to Virgo, it suggests that individuals born under this sign, known for their practicality, analytical skills, and desire for order, are often drawn to and excel in pursuits that align with Artha. Here's a more detailed breakdown: Virgo's Earthly Nature: Virgo is an earth sign, emphasizing practicality, logic, and a focus on the tangible world. Artha and Success: Artha, as a Purushartha, encompasses the pursuit of wealth, career, and worldly success. It's about achieving a comfortable and prosperous life. Virgo's Strengths: Virgos are naturally inclined towards organization, efficiency, and problem-solving, which are all valuable assets in the pursuit of Artha. Potential for Success: Virgo...

virgo

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What are the characteristics of the Virgo astrological sign? Virgo is the sixth sign of the zodiac and is associated with people born between August 23 and September 22.  Here are some things to know about Virgo: Symbol: The Maiden or Virgin  Element: Earth, along with Capricorn and Taurus  Ruling planet: Mercury, the planet of communication  Ruling house: Sixth House of Health and Daily Routine  They are  Logical, practical, perfectionist, hardworking, grounded, and analytical. Associated with Astraea, a figure from Greek mythology who was the last immortal to leave Earth. Analyst in market research, finance, stock, or any of the sciences . Virgos are motivated to be reliable and good friends, and are known for giving excellent advice. Virgos enjoy organizational jobs, and are reliable, loyal, and innovative.  If you was experiencing tooth isues they are healing or you finally made a dentist appt. Random you make think but some thinks i...

9th House

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Players are gonna hate even while the play. You arent going to show up and disappear like one hit wonder. You have learned to ignore the many of voices that all seem to want you to give up. Even in family you have lerned to not fight for a position. Either you are acepted or not. You are paying attention to the vibes and moving accordingly. Folks are miserable because you have chosen to find happiness and to have soulmates around that feed your spirit not trying to eat your soul. You arent staying in connectons to just not be alone. If it doesnt make you feel good it doesnt matter. No more using crutches to survive people you got this. You have it all mapped out take the path. You are even leaving behind childhood connections that hold you back. You may love them, but you know within its time to fall back. You will not allow a few good memories make you forget the plethora of bad experiences. You may have been the best thing that happened to many people but...

Neith

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Neith is associated with the zodiac signs  Leo and Scorpio .   Neith is an ancient Egyptian goddess of war, hunting, creation, and wisdom. She is also known as the patron of weaving and the protector of women. Neith is often depicted as a fierce woman wearing the Red Crown of Lower Egypt. She is also sometimes shown holding a bow and arrow or a harpoon. Her symbol is two crossed arrows over a shield. Neith is said to have many powers, including the ability to create the universe by weaving her dreams on a magical loom. She is also said to have given birth to several children, who were also deities, without a mate. Neith is sometimes thought to be the mother of the sun god Re. She is also associated with Thoth, the god of learning and intelligence.  Ae you being sexually wise? Go get tested now because you will have your sex life attacked. There are people determined to paint you as a succubus/incubus energy when really...

Let them Judge me all they want I am always gonna be ROYAL

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I want real relatonships. I want a real connection. I am not confident the world will give me a real chance, but I am going to snatch if I have to. I am trying to look at the storms of change as coming regardless, but with me I am finally happy I have found the safe space in myself. I know I cannot come back to some past connections due to all I have done. I have no right to have hope and yet I do It bubbles in me like a fountain. I am grasping at straws, but I know there is better in this world for me. The universe made me a promise and I am holding it to it. I have spent to much time messing things up and I have to fix it. All my efforts noone needs to know it, but me. I have learned to not define myself by others opinions. Change is coming are you as prepared as you appear cuz I know I am not. I want to come in and cause safety for as many as I can. I want to help as many I can prepare for healthier futures. Learning to think for myself in an enviroment that wa...

Virgo

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Boom now you are gone!! I don't know what you thought was ging to happen after you showed your ass. You wanted people to leave individuals in the dust so you could be the hero. You made threats and now you can't back step. You wrote checks your ass couldn't back up. You tried to make someone insecure and it flipped on you. You are the one depressed and wishing you was just like this person you have chosen as your nemisis. You are a liar and you wanted to have the swag of this person. You tried to claim a god touched individual and thought you was gonna be telling tales. All this is based on root chakra imbalance. Lust is your reasoning and guess what its not a good reason. Other peroples lust or your own I don't care you are so gluttonus you wanted to have what they had plus what you have been gifted by the UNIVERSE. That greed is gonna kick your butt. Trying to mess with the Chosen doesn't end well. You could have chose to be a miracle. You at...

Leo

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You are working on yourself. You want to be better not just for yourself but for your partner when you come together. You can't wait to pull them into your arms. They lift your spirits. Your grandparent Angel that total has your back in this connection. This change you are going thru is going to elevate you. People will want to fight you aout this change. They will declare its fake thatit wont last. They don't understand this is the mature version that has always been there. You are not walking but running away from people who always had their damn hands out, but when your back was turned they was pulling your coatails to pull you down not alert you to danger. These folks definitely had a hand in you burying the real you in a iron mask. Preventing you from being your genuine self by making you feel like that person was embrassing and undesired. You was always a desireable energy and anyone who hurt you so bad you put on a new identity needs to stay the HELL away from you. ...

Virgo

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Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

No one can touch my life like you do. I could search for all eternity long and still find none like you

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You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

Sphinx

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The Egyptians believed that the sphinx was a representation of their solar deity, Sun God, Horemakhet or Horus of the Horizon. Historical records from the New Kingdom show that in Egyptian culture the sphinx symbolized  royalty and sacred status . The Sphinx is an Egyptian zodiac sign for people born between December 27 and January 25. The Sphinx is associated with the Egyptian goddess of the Nile and protection. People with this zodiac sign are said to be adaptable, serious, and discerning. In Egyptian mythology, the Sphinx is a solar deity and a half-man, half-lion creature that represents power, protection, and sacred life.  *Especially Sagittarius,Capricorn Whoever you was coming for has won the war regardless of how many battles you think you had under your belt. You have been left behind when you thought you was chosen. All those secret dates and online conversations are coming to the light. You thought you had love and success just around the corner but ...

Holly the Ruler

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Ugh You have gone thru so much that your heart fears less then it used to. You have learned that all relationsips have lessons so the pain they cause is no longer so devestating. Different levels of love different expectations so less emotional crap to deal with. Your awakening has given you a course to follow. You know that there is many ways you can view life and your way of doing so is your right and no one can take it from you. Your uniqueness makes you sought after even when you feel your creativtiy has run dry. Just you being you is enough. Stop being afraid of sabotage things happen its not always ill wishes and magic. Get your gifts in check and start showing them to the world. Noone can steal your gifts if YOU are using them. They can learn about them, but can't take em. You may even had people who felt that spying on you was going to give them the edge over you and your endeavors. The worse folks trying to undermine you was friends and famil...

I owe you..

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Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

F@ck Dat Dude and choose me I am healing for us

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Someone keeps a part of themselves hidden from the world, but they would like to share it with you. They actually want to put in work to show you they just want your happiness. Marriage is not an off the plate question as a matter of fact if they had the option marriage tonight to you definitely lets do it. This person wants to go on adventures with you. This person is aware life will have good moments and bad, but now is the time to finally enjoy some good for you and they are determined to make sure it happens. They see you and they love it they actually might fight you over how you treat and down talk yourself. This person use to be a cheater and may have just had a child, but the connection with the co-parent is non existant. They may not get into detail about the shenegains that occured they hope that won't be a problem becuase they dont look like cherry pie in the scenario either. They want you to be okay with half the story. They do not want to repress t...