Heart Song The Hearts Truth

I want real relatonships. I want a real connection. I am not confident the world will give me a real chance, but I am going to snatch if I have to. I am trying to look at the storms of change as coming regardless, but with me I am finally happy I have found the safe space in myself. I know I cannot come back to some past connections due to all I have done. I have no right to have hope and yet I do It bubbles in me like a fountain. I am grasping at straws, but I know there is better in this world for me. The universe made me a promise and I am holding it to it. I have spent to much time messing things up and I have to fix it. All my efforts noone needs to know it, but me. I have learned to not define myself by others opinions. Change is coming are you as prepared as you appear cuz I know I am not. I want to come in and cause safety for as many as I can. I want to help as many I can prepare for healthier futures. Learning to think for myself in an enviroment that wa...

Boom now you are gone!! I don't know what you thought was ging to happen after you showed your ass. You wanted people to leave individuals in the dust so you could be the hero. You made threats and now you can't back step. You wrote checks your ass couldn't back up. You tried to make someone insecure and it flipped on you. You are the one depressed and wishing you was just like this person you have chosen as your nemisis. You are a liar and you wanted to have the swag of this person. You tried to claim a god touched individual and thought you was gonna be telling tales. All this is based on root chakra imbalance. Lust is your reasoning and guess what its not a good reason. Other peroples lust or your own I don't care you are so gluttonus you wanted to have what they had plus what you have been gifted by the UNIVERSE. That greed is gonna kick your butt. Trying to mess with the Chosen doesn't end well. You could have chose to be a miracle. You at...

You are working on yourself. You want to be better not just for yourself but for your partner when you come together. You can't wait to pull them into your arms. They lift your spirits. Your grandparent Angel that total has your back in this connection. This change you are going thru is going to elevate you. People will want to fight you aout this change. They will declare its fake thatit wont last. They don't understand this is the mature version that has always been there. You are not walking but running away from people who always had their damn hands out, but when your back was turned they was pulling your coatails to pull you down not alert you to danger. These folks definitely had a hand in you burying the real you in a iron mask. Preventing you from being your genuine self by making you feel like that person was embrassing and undesired. You was always a desireable energy and anyone who hurt you so bad you put on a new identity needs to stay the HELL away from you. ...

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

The Egyptians believed that the sphinx was a representation of their solar deity, Sun God, Horemakhet or Horus of the Horizon. Historical records from the New Kingdom show that in Egyptian culture the sphinx symbolized  royalty and sacred status . The Sphinx is an Egyptian zodiac sign for people born between December 27 and January 25. The Sphinx is associated with the Egyptian goddess of the Nile and protection. People with this zodiac sign are said to be adaptable, serious, and discerning. In Egyptian mythology, the Sphinx is a solar deity and a half-man, half-lion creature that represents power, protection, and sacred life.  *Especially Sagittarius,Capricorn Whoever you was coming for has won the war regardless of how many battles you think you had under your belt. You have been left behind when you thought you was chosen. All those secret dates and online conversations are coming to the light. You thought you had love and success just around the corner but ...

Ugh You have gone thru so much that your heart fears less then it used to. You have learned that all relationsips have lessons so the pain they cause is no longer so devestating. Different levels of love different expectations so less emotional crap to deal with. Your awakening has given you a course to follow. You know that there is many ways you can view life and your way of doing so is your right and no one can take it from you. Your uniqueness makes you sought after even when you feel your creativtiy has run dry. Just you being you is enough. Stop being afraid of sabotage things happen its not always ill wishes and magic. Get your gifts in check and start showing them to the world. Noone can steal your gifts if YOU are using them. They can learn about them, but can't take em. You may even had people who felt that spying on you was going to give them the edge over you and your endeavors. The worse folks trying to undermine you was friends and famil...

Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

Someone keeps a part of themselves hidden from the world, but they would like to share it with you. They actually want to put in work to show you they just want your happiness. Marriage is not an off the plate question as a matter of fact if they had the option marriage tonight to you definitely lets do it. This person wants to go on adventures with you. This person is aware life will have good moments and bad, but now is the time to finally enjoy some good for you and they are determined to make sure it happens. They see you and they love it they actually might fight you over how you treat and down talk yourself. This person use to be a cheater and may have just had a child, but the connection with the co-parent is non existant. They may not get into detail about the shenegains that occured they hope that won't be a problem becuase they dont look like cherry pie in the scenario either. They want you to be okay with half the story. They do not want to repress t...

In Alice Walker's The Color Purple, the character Albert is referred to as "Mr_____" to  symbolize a power shift . By eliminating his last name, either the author or the character Celie removes him from his position of power, erasing his human identity. You are a light and this person male or female tried to snuff it out of you. You moved forward inspite of the roadblock laid in your way. This individual wanted to make their jealousy your problem. Now you got someone who will make mountains move for you. This stoic individual is going to show you the world. In fact they will create a whole new world with you. Your heart will heal because of this new conection. You are going to be so cherished and whomever gains your energ will be blessed. This Albert energy in your life knows how talented but damaged, charamastic but shy intutitive and fluid and lots of your ex's love you. Now they along with all you left behind now will have to sit back as you l...

Libra is  a zodiac sign and constellation that represents balance and harmony.  Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac and is associated with the period from September 22 to October 23. The symbol for Libra is the scales, which represents fairness and justice. Libras are said to be sociable, intelligent, and charming.   Libra is a constellation in the southern sky, located between Virgo and Scorpius. The constellation's name comes from the Latin word for "weighing scales". Libra is best visible at 9 PM in June. The brightest star in the constellation is Zubeneschamali, also known as Beta Librae.   You are leveling up. Those who was holding you back are falling out of your life and healthier connections are happening right now. You have found it wasn't you who needed to change it was those in your enviroment that needed to bounce. You had people in your energy that did not respect your boundaries. Now you are going tow...

Fir-borns are considered  harmonious and benevolent beings , but they are equally vulnerable, ambitious and gifted. The Fir people are very hardworking and talented, endowed with cool beauty and dignity. They can do any job or solve any problem with their special originality, and most of their efforts will lead to a successful end. They are able to learn and gain new insights quickly. They want to achieve something in their lives. Their sense for responsibility does not let them run away from their problems so they often find themselves in a job that does not match their abilities and expectations. Fir people are withdrawn and distrustful when they deal with others. They do not risk and they never rely on other people. In spite of being introverts, Fir people are capable of selfless help to others. It is hard for them to meet people because they are reserved, and many people are discouraged by their distrust. Fir people are quite moody, stubborn and argumentative. Their...

I let them go. It wsn't pretty or easy but I stopped that connection. I will get rid of all signs of the connectio if that will reassure you. I don't want any reminders either. Divorice, break up whatever I will make sure its crystal clear I mean this. I dont really want to talk about my next steps but I know its necessary. I want to talk to you. I am waiting to hear from you. I miss you so very much. My soul hurts and I can't help, but cry at the pain that misssing you is causing me right now. I will admit I have messed up so bad I feel like will never get back to you healthy and a addition to your life not a burden. You don't just see your worth in this individual you see where you lack as well, but instead of shame you feel a rush to get to work. No hiding your flaws its gonna be about embracing and reshapeing. That pain I caused I am gong to do my damndest to heal, that grief to abate. I should have never allowed myself to get to a point of hurti...

I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

Aten was originally a manifestation of Ra, the sun god with a falcon head and humanoid body. The word Aten means "disk," "orb," or "sphere" in ancient Egyptian. Aten is depicted as the sun's disk with rays that extend down to Earth and end in human hands. The hands sometimes hold the ankh, the symbol of life. Aten became the central deity of a monotheistic religion called Atenism, established by Pharaoh Akhenaten. Akhenaten changed his name from Amenhotep to Akhenaten, which means "Glorified-Spirit-of-the-Aten". He also moved the capital of Egypt to Akhetaton, or Tell el-Amarna, which he intended to be the center of his religious beliefs. Aten was depicted differently than other Egyptian gods, who were often shown in human form with animal or human heads. After Akhenaten's reign, the worship of Aten was replaced by the traditional Egyptian gods and belief in Amon-Re Please don't cry anymore. I won't leave anymore. I was weak an...

In astrology, the first house is the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self. It's also known as the house of self. The first house is defined by the rising sign, or ascendant, and is ruled by Mars, the planet of action, energy, and anger. The first house can provide insight into a person's outward In astrology, the first house is  the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self . It's also known as the house of self.   The first house can provide insight into a person's outward appearance, traits, characteristics, outlook, and sense of expression.   The first house can provide clues to how a person's personality may evolve in the future. When planets in the sky transit into the first house, goals are manifested, and new projects, ideas, or perspectives take form. The rising sign is the sign whose characteristics a person adopts at birth and expresses naturally. For example, a Capricorn rising person is thought...

Someone in your life is a nig goofy. They really thought God hated you becuase why would they be allowed toharmyou. They didn't understand they was a tool to shape you. They tried to ruin your life with sex and disease. This individual tried to move like you in order to steal credit for your life. THis individual is a whole codependant bitch but they feel they have the right to pressure you tbend to their will but they have no direction or ambition they just know they want what they dont have. There is rarely anyway way to gain knowledge without seeking it. Time and effort is how most knowledge is gained. Pillow talking and passion will not get you to a place in life where rubbing backs is how the big decisions are made. Wishing to be somewhere else won't wash away the sins of the past. You have got to learn to stand on your own. Codependacy is not healing. It might be time to be celebate and to work on some self love. You have to learn how to find happiness within.

Saturn's placement in a person's birth chart can have a significant impact on their personality, life experiences, and challenges. The sign in which Saturn is placed can influence a person's personality and life experiences. For example, Saturn in Capricorn can make a person ambitious, hardworking, and responsible.  The element in which Saturn is placed can indicate the nature of the challenges and achievements it brings. For example, Saturn in water signs can bring emotional challenges and achievements, while Saturn in air signs can bring social and intellectual challenges and achievements.  The house in which Saturn is placed can indicate the area of life where its energy is most felt. For example, Saturn in the 10th house can bring perseverance, responsibility, and practicality to a person's career and public life. When Saturn returns to the sign it was in when a person was born, it's often considered a coming-of-age moment, usually around...

Really you want to come at me on some bullshit? You want my person so bad you think fighting me is going to get their love? You feel that you money, sex or looks are what they truly want??? If that was he case why are they chasing me? You are all up in arms about some bull shit that you started. I am not chasing, anynone not even you. I got money to make and a legacy to make great. Baby you still on that bully shit that is played out. Its community or solo dolo living my dude. You are so insistant on giving the right answers you havent bothered to do the right thing You won't let anyone help you. You won't even accept compliments. You are to busy working hard and ignoring the obstacles others are trying to toss in your path. You are some peoples ideals and you have no idea because you rarely look up. Thankfully the universe know and they are going to send you love that is als power. You will thrive in this connection as you shed those that are false or weaki...

I spent so much money! I did some weird and nasty shit! I just wanteed to beat you. I joined a group that promised me so much if I gave them you and I couldn't. I thought I was going to beat you with these new gifts I discovered. I thought you wasn't as informed and wise as I thought you was " pretending to be". I held you to standards I could never meet and I even encouraged others to ostrasize you or I refused to shield you. I see you are stronger, wiser and more powerful then I could even believe. All I have done has continually backfired on me. I wanted to be so needed by you that everyone could see I was the strong one but yor need never exeded my need to be seen. I couldn't ever be happy for you. I see the rain and think about you feeling cleansed by it, refreshed by it and yet your the sun the sunrise the promise of safety after the storm. I wanted to take your forever love. I wanted to be loved just as deeply as you are. I wanted someone to make...