Heart Song The Hearts Truth

The little things you do make my heart smile. I love your fucking vibes. I love how your energy is soothing it eases my mind and I will always appreciate you for that. I see your spiritual health got you looking phenomenal. I know now after all is said and done I want to grow old with you. I see you and I know why so many people love you. You have this child like aura that draws people in. You have rich energy what ever you do flourishes. I don't have the spine to come and ask you for a date. I don't feel I have everything I need to come to you as a proper partner. I'm very insecure right now but,I am growing. I have put aside some of my addictions. I am not completely prepared to give it all up. I had hopes of making a family with you, but I see you got options and you might not be choosing them you aren't choosing me either. I totally get that seperation happens in connections, but I don't want this to be the end. I know I come across as a cu...

You are so brave my love. You have stood when many would have failed. You crawled when you couldn't walk, but you still kept going. You never gave in or gave up. You do not have to cry anymore. Those pains of the past are healed and you have a new beginning. You do not have to keep beating yourself up over things you cannot go back and change. Those people who triggered you are no longer allowed in your energy. You have the superstar within and you are now your own number one fan!! People tried to count you out and now they are seeing that you was the pot of gold at the end of your rainbow. You have folks listening to music reminisicing about the good ole days with you. You have so many songs you have no idea are dedicated to you. These peope who refuse to let your energy go arent healing right now they see you as the bandaid for their life. They are experiencing upheavals in life and you are sitting pretty and they don'tund...

You are walking away from this toxic family memeber, maybe even the whole family. Who needs enemies with fake ass fam like these folks? You gave them so many chances to prove they truly was as loving and as supportive as they protrayed to insignifcant people instead of to those who loved them. So if they couldn't speak life into you before it was even needed then why should you resurrect theirs becuase without YOUR energy theirs was bound to falter anyhow and you knew it. Yes there was many who tried to make you feel as if you was behaving like them, but that never was a consistent energy. You struggled to find the energy to fight becuase it was always a group against you and yet you failed to see it took many of them to overcome you. People made deals and gambled on tking you to the brink and you offing your self. For some reason they really thought you was that weak when you have held them up in deeper circumstnaces and did not fallow. I guess they have selec...

Right now you are about to make a decision that is going to changed the path you are on and you feel completely justified in your movements. Youknow you aint been the best but you aint been the worse so the karma you are getting is deserved and you are accepting it. I mean really its not something you can run from. Ypu played the game of flesh and lost badly. You didn't get the connection didn't make it to your happily ever after becuase you couldn't ever get on the same page with this person for to long. You even tried magic to fix it ( prayers are magic too). Problem was you ws cheating at work and when you was out with friends and they was doing similar things. Their ws never integrity for long periods of time. I am not going to say their is no remorse but there is more blame and disappointment then anything. You see it now and you refuse to stay in a karmic cycle you deserve to be happy.