Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

Your finances are safe. Whatever drama has been coming your way is about to cease. Your opps are giving up, getting caught or already recieving their karma. A lot of word magic and candles were utlized to mess with your money. You may have been been in 7yr drought where your money was funny, but now that is not going to happen. Someone with earth heavy in their chart has been behind alot of the setbacks you have dealt with. Whatever they was doing to you they are experiencing 5 times worse. They wanted you crying and dying and and instead you are flourishing and thriving. You are healing in ways you didn't know you was capable of doing. You are even creating new avenues of revenue and that is protected by the Universe. You don't have to fight any more mon ami. You are destined to be happy and blessed. You are destined to connect with those who speak your language and provide their own vibes so you aren't getting drained, but replenished. You are going to have a sta...

You are experiencing a glow. Not glow up jut glowing. You shine and all can see it. You have people not wanting to lose out on your energy. Folks are beating themselves up for not seeing you when you was in their lives. You brought joy and love into peoples lives and they brushed you off. They miss everything about you from your scent to the sounds of your laughter. Folks who never thought they would lose out on you are losing their shit right now because how the hell are you YOU?? If you used to date some of these people they are in absolute regret. How could they miss out on your blessings? You figured out how to be blessed regardless of your circumstances and these people dont know how to get it out the mud. You are about to make history. There is something unique about you and its about to be on display. You are about to drop knowledge and give seeds of truth to many who take what you gave them and planted far and its fruit will nourish many and those seeds will...

Someone is messing with your money honey because you aren't doing life how others deem you should and the universe is not here or their rules so you are being taken care of regardless of your circumstances. You are working on breaking generational curses and you are busting butt in the 5d and 3d. You have been researching and studying to learn you and place healthy boundaries in your life and connections. You have stepped into your royalty status. You have accepted that you make shit happen and that you are a catalyst for many lives around you. You are learning to ground and you are learning to enjoy your own company. You have leared to create your own joy. You are even showing others the way. Your methods are unique but they work. People may not give you credit, but they are learning from you. Some of them know they can only learn from a distance because they betrayed you when they was close to you. When they had axcess to you they denied your woth but now the...

There is no shame in feeling abandonded. You cannot let that stop you in life. This isn't a sell your soul for a better life moment either. You are so much more than your circumstances. You have had enough instances to prove to you that what is meant for you will come. It has seemed quite often n life that you did not have God's favor yet time and time again the come thru has always been lethal and last minute, but it always came. Your kindness is inherent and noone or circumstance can take that from you. In the past you abused and ran from love and that is because others did not want you to focus on the good that poured from you like a fountain. Life may fuck people but your ambitionis the flavored condom make life strap up your about to ride it to the bank. You will find fufilment. Get that chakra life back in alignment. Your sacral chakra especially because we need you to not just experience joyful moments, but engage in them as well. In career as well ...

OOh you coming together with your counterpart or finding balance in yourself. You have figured out how to use your masculine energy towards working hard and your feminine energy towards creativity and its is blossoming right before your eyes. You aren't letting folks know what your next move is. You see your choices and you are anyalzing all paths before moving forward. You are moving like a football player zigging and zagging out of the way of the enemies. You aren't getting left behind because you are the leader. Congratulations for overcoming the resentments and triggers of the past. The intensity of the pain is no longer so big you can't focus on anything else. You are deading connections in your life getting rid of unecessary clutter if you wanna be colorful about it.

In astrology, the 5th house is associated with creativity, self-expression, romance, enjoyment, and pleasure. It's also linked to hobbies, entertainment, children, romantic relationships, and leisure activities. The 5th house is said to reveal how people express their creativity and find happiness and satisfaction. Natal planets in the 5th house are said to be linked to a person's intrinsic artistic expression. The 5th house can reflect the spark of new love and true love, as well as a person's experience in romance. The 5th house is all about what makes a person feel good, whether it's orgasms, attention, or the fulfilling work of a creative project. Planets transiting the 5th house are often said to deliver eureka moments that boost confidence. The 5th house corresponds with Leo energy. You are mirroring someone who appreciates your self love. They know you will not lose your identity in them. You will have seperate hobbies and interest and so will th...

In astrology, the third house is known as the House of Communication or the House of Sharing. It is ruled by Gemini and the planet Mercury. The third house is associated with how a person communicates and connects with others, including their written and verbal communication styles. It also covers other areas, such as: Education: Early education, from nursery school through high school Family: Siblings, cousins, and relationships with them Transportation: Ships, cars, rail, buses, and planes Thinking: Perception, reflection, and gathering facts Neighborhood: Immediate neighborhood and short-distance trips The third house is often described as a lively living room where people pick up slang, catchphrases, and unexpected wisdom. It's a place where learning comes from the exchange of ideas, rather than the study of rules. A positive third house influence can lead to a love of reading, writing, and exploring new ideas. Astrological aspects to the third house can enhance ...

Someone does not want to be your groupie. They feel they deserve more then you are offering them. This person is miserable and they feel like they would just be happier not waiting on you. If there are connections they need to end. These connections have been tarnished. The seeds planted are about to hit the reaping point. Will it be good or bad karma? You wish you could be with this person, but your circumstances prevent this. You find yourself thinking a lot about the past. You are changing your perceptions and you are learning from finally analzying what you used to ignore. You now see your tendacy to jump into things sight unseen has lead you to risky choices. You found no statisfaction and yet you sayed searching. You spent a lot of time running in and out of connections. You created codependant connnections and refused to allow them to grow or be free from you. Fear of being alone vs fear of being seen has caused you to live to many lives based off ego. Neve...

You are my heart. I still worry about you even with circumstances as they are. I use to rub your back when we woul have serious convos. I thought i would have more time with you. I have been trying to connect with you but you wont sit still long enough to hear me. You want to feel more love just sit still im right with you. Anytime you need to talk I am still here. I won't judge you or interrupt. I won't ask intrusive questions. I want you to accept your soul famuly because they will echo the love I have for you. I know there was times in the past where you needed a break from me well no pressure now lol. You may not be feeling seen right now but please be reassured you are seen and cherished. Noone is talking negatively or bringing up up all your bad deeds waiting to pounce. You have Shea butter baby vibes and im so happy that you feel that energy deep inside. Do not be surprised if your next child reminds you of me. When it rains think of me. Im sorry love c...

Pills and potions, overdosing, angry because who you love doesnt love you. Played to many games got caight in the same and now you can't stand your self. You aren't taking care of yourself and whatever you are doing is cutting yearss off your life. You might be a 80s baby. You just want this person to finally pick you. You haven't learned the lesson yet of dealing with this person and what ever you did I hope you have a lawyer because i see they are justified for whatever they are about to do.. You are like a dark cloud in this persons life. You may have thought you was being sneaky but they found out. Now that they know they want you to say it out loud and say it with your chest. You have been getting signs that have been telling you to stop for ages. YOu wasn't scared before but all the sounds and shadows have finally got you sppoked. Its tolate to blowout the candle. The universe heard your little baragins and has come to collect on what you owe and its comin...

I deserve to punished. I fumbled and lost. I promised you this lifetime i would do right by you. Marry you and make you ridiculously happy. I messed up in one timeline looking at my doopleganger miserable because the woman he loved he mocked and betrayed and here i am literally doing the same thing. From the amount of kids to the relationship fumbles I'm mirroring them and I don't know how to stop. I hate the fucking matrix. I knew from the first moment i saw you i wanted you. I made you chase me and I intentionally kept my distance. I figured your crush on me would carry us til i got bored with you. I never got bored you kept changing and becoming more and more fascinating, You did right inleaving me alone and not chasing me. I was cheating. I know it sounds crazy but i wanted a little girl with you. I don't have daughters and i just knew we would have a goregous talented little girl. I never told you but you had my heart... you still do. I want to give you all...

I need a partner not a liablity. I think you are perfect for me please. I have abandonment issues and I know that can be irritating in the long term of dealing with someone but its not all crying internally I promise. In the next little while you will see some changes and I hope that you aill accept the change. I know that I will have to kiss your ass but I'm not overthinking it. I see the innocence in your heart and i want to protect that at all costs. I want to pray more about us but I don't know what to say or who to even talk to. Do you pray for us? Do you pray that our love changes from the toxic pit that it is right now? I want you to feel safe and i know that i actually make youfeellike there is pie on your face. I apologize that i keep acting up. I dont want a superficial life with you and right now thats all we could have because I am scared to dig deep. I want to be with you so bad. I don't want nor need more lessons in love they hurt especially the ones I ...

I love the love you give me. I have a habit of overthinking when it comes to you. I dont want any beef with you I just kinda want to push you into making a choice any choice but honestly your silience is a answer too. I question on if we can even have a future its like we get 2wks amx and then shit goes wonky. I'm tired of putting on a brave face I miss you. My soul feels weak without you . I want to curl up in your arms feel your kisses and warm embrace. I dont like being stressed. I want forever and i want it with you . Why wont you actually listen to me insteads everyone around you telling you what I want? Are they in the relationship with me? Do i even talk to them about real stuff? Like how can surface level people understand something soul deep without being jealous and hating? They was never on your side or understood what you was talking bout, but the look in your eyes was enough to be like "oh word?? You arent allowed to have what i never experienced" and its n...

God you are so smart! How are you so confident and, happy when all these bad things happen in your life? Then your love with Divine Masculine is beautiful. I have even seen the growth sense I've been more involved in his life. I want to see what really happens between ya'll cuz it cant really be so magical. I played him to the left. I didn't cocreate with him. I ruined our abundance. I played like I didnt see what I was doing was causing pain. If i could I would fix it now. How you handle all this is ridiculous who is that strong? If you let me I would love to talk to you. I did you wrong. I would love to be firends. Regardless we are family now. I think about putting some of the stuff you say on shirts. I can't hold him back much longer. I should have appreciated him. After all my spying I look up to you. All my secrets are coming out. I tried to copy you and I wasted money and time. I dont get how you do it. Due to all I have done now people are watching you bec...

Its over over ain't it? You should've cheated on me. You was faithful to a ideal. I wasn't honest with you. I even had a baby on you but you don't know yet. I did't know you was meant to be my kingdom mate. I tore you down for no reason. If you give me a chance I would dig deep for you. I will give you the sex life you deserve. I was selfish. I felt safe but never made you feel safe. I have nothing to offer you but struggle love becuase I dont want to work hard. I have so many bad things happening I hope you are still covering me. I tried to destroy the joy you had. I wanted to have you clingy on me. I didnt understand not all women are like that. I can't pop up on you. I can't be intimate with you. I just want you to love me. I really want to prove my love thru sex. I just know you will fall back in love if i pull out my tricks. I will do and say anything to get you back to me. I need you. My life is in shambles and noone wants to save me. I ain'...

I love myself more when im not around you. Im am more free. Being bound is no longer comfortable for my soul. I know better now. Some people do not deserve another chance with me and I know that with comfidence now. I know i deserve better than i was recieving from those around me. I know there are people who want to come back inot my life and that is something they will have to continue to deal with alone. Its not my problem. I tried to keep the door open and they refused to walk they, but now that the door is shut they are pounding on the door. I was good to them and they didn't acknowledge me. I will learn to keep my boundaries. If they try to make me feel guilty I won't listen. I have to learn to resist the pull of false connections. I have to remeber how empty they left me feeling. Promises of celbration won't pull me in. I have seen in the past that celebratory behavior only lasts for a season then I am put away until I am needed to solve another puzzle but when...

You have a baby waiting to be concieved. They need you to heal yourself, ground, and get back in touch with yourself so that you are a healthy enviroment for them to growth with. Your baby already loves you and wants you to be your best. You may feel healed but there is still some things you need to do some shadow work on. You kinda are stagnant right now and the level you need to be be on you aint there yet. Sometimes its not about self healing. Sometimes it really about leaning on others. You are a vibe, but right now your Spirit baby says its a killer vibe and not benficial to anyone. This child is going to have a flair for fashion and they will excude their Venus energy more than any attribute. I know right now it seems they arent on the way but the timiing isnt right. You can use tarot to talk to them. If you have been crying thinking that the baby just isnt ever gonna come you have to wait for divine timing. Do not worry about evil eyes noone will no they are coming to you ...

We don't talk we dont even kiss. I miss kissing you, your lips are so soft.  I tried to stop thinking about you because you scared me. I also figured leave you before you saw the real me and left. I made such a mistake walking away. I realize I can't do this life thing without you.  Your body is a wonderland. You thighs are thick, you have a great sense of humor, your smart as fuck and still have a dirty mouth, your heart puts the best parts of you to shame it's so beautiful 😍😊. I didn't confess my love for you because of fear of you leaving me.  Oh my God that day you cried and screamed at me still haunts me. That day I tried to love on you and you pulled away like I disgusted you makes me shrudder. How could I treat you so bad my touch makes you shy away? You used to cling to me finding every reason in the world to touch me.  I hear you have some spiritual gifts that let you know when I'm heading your way. So I'm stumped on how to get to you now.  I don'...