Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Someone  wants access to you. You're at a distance. This person or people want to give you some old school love. I'm 👂 hearing that O.G. kind of love ( platonic or not its that ride or die 50 yrs later still got each others back).  Yet , your moving on. You surprised them by moving on. That was no where in the plans.  These (this)  individual(s) is (are) not a weirdo(s) or abusive they are just really arrogant. They have messed up and fear another chance won't occur. They really didn't believe you walk away, but you did and you flourished so now they feel you dont need them.  You always seem to have a plan and right now you got boundaries protecting your gifts and you  are blessed.  You are flourishing in some tech based career and not only are these people ( this person) watching they can't look away. 

If you want my body and you think I'm  sexy... You thought you found the perfect partner. A freak, ready to do whatever whenever.  You had no idea they were an abusive, gold digging monster.  You put up with them belittling you and ostracizing you thinking that your love for them would eventually be recognized.  No,  your love was a joke to them. It was only a means of controlling you. Now your dealing with health issues and no real support.  Trapped in a prison of your own making your not sure how it got so far out of hand.  You are making plans in secret,  but how can you trust them to be executed? You are waiting for a sign and soon as you get it game on.  You may be counted out but your not giving up. Your legacy won't be that of a cuck, but of integrity and morals.  You will have your vengeance and the underdog will be rewarded. Take that as comfort while you are in this fox hole moment in life.  The ene...

One, your like a dream come true, Two just wanna be with you....  Your heart longs for someone out of reach. You played games, lied on their name and lost in a race you never should have started.   You was bold in your behavior never thinking that it would be the very thing that caused you to lose.   Others accepted and coddled you and your mistaken belief of immunity against the consequences of your actions.  Now the board is swept clean and you have no moves left, no pawns to sacrifice to your childish whims.  The day you thought would never arrive is here. It's time for the other shoe to drop, for the other side of the double headed coin to be revealed.  All your tricks and manipulation tactics have lead you to this spot at this very moment. No covering or protection will aide you in hiding from the light of exposure.  The lies,  the cheating,  the stds and for a few abortions are about to be made known. All those sec...

Its like your just a few feet behind me. I want to lean back against your chest and feel your arms around me.  The feeling of your arms haunt me and ive never felt them. My lips ache for your taste, my heart swears it will break from a love its never known. The siren song of your heart beat pleads with me to be still so you can catch me, but I never was running.  You were I can't convince the voices in your heart that continue to keep us apart. I don't want to make promises. I do want to hold you. I want to whisper my pleasure in your ear as you give me more then you ever knew you could. I want to surpass all your dreams so you prefer you staying awake. You won't need to look elsewhere and I'll show you why your my king. Help me fortify this connection so we can elevate. I know we are meant to live amongst the stars so why not build our legacy with the universe so its impact is felt to the far reaches of infinity and beyond? I feel ...

You don't know how long I've anticipated this.  From our first kiss to the first next morning.   Come here let's see if there is a spark. I wanna kiss you and see if my knee buckles if they do oh boy are we gonna  fu... cuddle so hard that first night. You got big hands they are gonna soothe and stretch me i just know it and I can't wait. You want me to ride your tongue, fingers or dick? Let me know how to start cuz on all of them I plan to cum often and quick. I plan for you to fuck me into a puddle and slurp me back up. Your my first choice, my second and my back up. Pillow princess nah your body's Empress. Worshiping at the altar built by my parents so devoted I won't stop you. I just wanna top you, have you deep in me as I see stars then shatter in your arms. I wanna cover you in my necter and start again. I'm insatiable and I hope you can keep up. if not you better have a stiff upper lip, cuz you can't talk your way out...

Stop worrying about what certain people think of you. The overall feeling is you are a delight. Your need to be in control is causing you to make some missteps.  Slow down, what is meant for you is coming. Just not on your time table. I know your like ive been waiting days, weeks, months or years for this where is it??  It hasnt came because you was surround by people who had no problem taking things from you by any means possible, ask for it, steal it  convince someone else to steal it, sabotage it, anything so YOU didn't have anything unless you kissed THEIR ass to get it.   You are abnormal because you dont fit their molds not because something was wrong with you.   These people figured since they cut corners, cheated, stole and lied to get the lives they had that of course you would do the same.   You have been calling back your energy and those who tried to cloak themselves in it and tried to take your accomplishments and claim them as...

If I could just get them to hold me down. Kiss ass? Tell me how...  My head game is phenomenal. My communication though... not so good. I could be the best lover given the chance. We are so different I think that might rip us apart.  If i got them and then lost them...I'd crash the fuck out. I pushed them away to get my ego stroked by strangers. I don't want to go thru another season without them. I am on my way to them. I just want a chance. I have no idea if thats a good idea, but I have to try. I know they are trying to heal from me but.. fuck all that I need them.  I can show them I am sincere. I want to go home. Home is in their arms. I will confess everything to get a chance. I love them so, but I think what I have done has made it impossible to fix things.  It was my job to show in every interaction and moment that my love was real and there for them.  I was in my negative masculine energy and was so very toxic. I look for signs and answers and i'm ...

You want to be in charge so bad. Im sorry you aint noble, pure or even passionte about anything real. The things you need to grow you never had it instilled in you. You also choose to sty uninformed. You arent making a effort to improve yourself. You stalk folks with creepy uncle energy regardless your sex. You thrive being a monitoring spirit. You behave like child with no consequences. You might use things to tie people to you. Alcohol, weed, drugs, sex anything to get your hook in them. You analye to surprise. You try to pretend that you have much in common but you dont. You have nothing within. You epect to be catered to anddont deserve it. You havesome pedestal type mindset ehere you see yourself s better then your peers and its sad because you are lacking in so many areas. If you was to be analzyed I see #rabbit from the #hundredacrewoods type energy. Folks talking bout how fucked up you are and how your me first attitude hurts people. You got this idea your money makes yo...

Someone in your family did all they could to ensure you would always put them first. This person either talks alot or they talk alot about you. This is someone who you trust to keep your secrets, but its coming out they used your secrets to sabotage your life. This person manipulated you to percieve everyone as the enemy except them. Its time you need to think about this connection from a distance because its been determental to your whole life. When you finlly wake up to this your whole life is going to change. They know you are going to walk away so they hve caused distrations to keep you close. They didnt want to be seen and understood not by you or anyone else. You want to move thru life like noone is watching but people are and you need to be more ccountable with your actions. You re to invested in your love life and have let your whole life go downhill. You want a lover to save you from your evil family member but you are assisting your kin in attacking your hero. Its tim...

Your person is worried. You have pulled back and arent sharing your energy anymore. Yhey know there is a uniqueness to your connection. Your person hs bad boundsaries and right now they are going thru hell because of their lack of boundaries. This person may not have any piercings. This person had many option and went and found someone else new and regret it. If given a chnace they would definitely netflix and chill with you ya know som HBO and oh no time. This individul knows they messed up with you by dishonest. They are hoping diine timing is why you ahvent reconnected not that you are done because they ply to many games. You peeped their in and out energy and dipped. This person is heavily thinking about you. They let others opinionns and lies about you stop them from moving towards you and now they are in regret. The longer time goes with no ocmmunication the more their hope dies. If this was a childhood sweetheart you grew up and they refused to.They saw you healing and c...

Someone had hopes of working with you or just being with you. Instead you are abouts to be hit with some judgement. Due to your beahavior this individual has stepped away and refuses to turn back to you. Some of you will get a chance to reconcile others of you they could care a lot less then the do but they have love for you just cant stand your triffling ass. You may be feeling this person trying to disconnect your energy from theirs. They feel you chased everything that looked liked you whether in essence, behavior or your actual looks. They didnt want yo just your astethic and that hurt. What wrong with me they keep asking themselves. Its not themits you. You felt they was above you and felt you needed to take them doen. I dont knowif this is family or a potential lover but YOU made them the enemy. They never did you any harm. i hear they was proud of you until they werent. You are foing to rush back to them again. You triffling folks the door will be slammed in your face, ...

Why are you begging for sex? Whoever you m,essed up with wants nothing to do with you one more chance will never come again. You pretended to be more then you are. You are just fluff no substance. You tried to force a spiritual connection and you arent even intuned with the message of that connection. You need to go to therapy. Yourchildhood traumas should not be the decisionmakers in your connnections. You want someone to get in the mud with you which is normal but you want to use them to get out. Whats really sad is you are confident you will succeed. You would do better with someone you could control with YOUR money instead of using anohtersmoney and thinking you are in control. This connection you are fighting so hard for... why do you want it? You keep picking other connections which indicates its not what you keep trying to say it is. I dont know if its in your head or if you was gaslighted but there us no substance. I hear you have been crying and breaking th...

Ophiuchus is  a large constellation in the northern sky that's visible in both hemispheres . It's often depicted as a man holding a snake, and is also known as the Serpent Bearer.   Asclepius  Ophiuchus is associated with Asclepius, the Greek god of medicine and healing. In myth, Zeus struck Asclepius down with lightning and placed him in the sky as Ophiuchus.   Serpent  Ophiuchus' name comes from the Ancient Greek word ophioukhos, which means "serpent-bearer". The constellation Serpens represents the snake.   Ophiuchus has over 60 stars, including Alpha Ophiuchi, Epsilon Ophiuchi, and Delta Ophiuchi.The constellation is located in the equatorial region, between the constellations of Scutum and Hercules.   The Sun, Moon, and planets can sometimes be seen in Ophiuchus.   What's the myth behind Ophiuchus? In one version of the myth, Asclepius learned how to heal from a serpent that brought healing herbs to another injured snake. ...

You arent talking to someone and they are contemplting death is a big way. This person has no ambition for life without you. They feel like they are trapped in a void. You have ben grounding and cleansing and trying to get away from this energy. This person is obsessively trying to reconnect with you. You fill their cup. This person may be a exfelon who is just trying to rebuild their life. THis person doesnt want to reflect anymore on the past they want a future with you. In the past this person may have never stood up for you and now they want to do just that because you being attacked wasnt as funny as they thought it would be. This person wants to show you they want to do anything to prove their love. They made so many fast decisions that lead them away from nyou. Now they are facing many obstacles. They thought you would crashout with out their energy. Instead its them losing their shit. Them and all who enabled their toxic behavior towards you. This spring ma...

Someone wants to invest and you and there is someon in their life who would rather this perso die, end up in jail, lose everything anything to keep out of connection with you. This behind the scenes person is playing deadly games that will effect all of your lives. They are a piece of shit human being. Ifit wasnt you they would fixate on the next person of intrest becuase the spot they want is not theirs to obtain. They feel this person who wants to work with you is mistaken you cant be all you are cracked up to be. Your future potential partner is lost right now unsure how to disengage with your hater and how to move forward with you. They know this seperation is all on them. They arent a bad person they just made some flesh influenced choices. The stagnancy is how they know they chose wrong. You are the only thing that makes sense in their life everything else has them feling on the outsie looking in. With you a foundation can be built that will last generations...

Neith is associated with the zodiac signs  Leo and Scorpio .   Neith is an ancient Egyptian goddess of war, hunting, creation, and wisdom. She is also known as the patron of weaving and the protector of women. Neith is often depicted as a fierce woman wearing the Red Crown of Lower Egypt. She is also sometimes shown holding a bow and arrow or a harpoon. Her symbol is two crossed arrows over a shield. Neith is said to have many powers, including the ability to create the universe by weaving her dreams on a magical loom. She is also said to have given birth to several children, who were also deities, without a mate. Neith is sometimes thought to be the mother of the sun god Re. She is also associated with Thoth, the god of learning and intelligence.  Ae you being sexually wise? Go get tested now because you will have your sex life attacked. There are people determined to paint you as a succubus/incubus energy when really...

The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous.  Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17.  Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens. Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, ...

Its been time to induce soe trasformation in your life. Why you would keep putting it off is beyond me. You keep blocking out the noise and the people who are the cause. If it isn't about peace or money it isn't worth expending your energy. You have determined within yourself to not kowtow to others expectations and to find within yourself your truth. You have become your own angel. You chose your own lane and you found security and stableness. Now its time to teach others what you have learned and came across during your journey thru life. You have stories to tell start telling them. You have that speacial something that others have and it pushes them toward the spot light. I didn't say you wanted it I said its in you. You have spent so long trying to hide that light, ignoring when there was a dazzle in certain peoples facces. You had connections that were all quid pro quo and you never took more or complained when you got less.. Well the time for that crap is ov...

Several someones called themselves coming back to you to see where your head was. Do you still not trust them? Do you know what their plans are for you? Do you know what they did behind your back? Do you know how much they hate you? They will come back in groups and as individuals trying all kinds of ways to tempt you back into connections with them. Why wouldn't you want to be around them they just made you fucking miserable for years of course you want to rekindle those connections. They lied to you constantly and made you feel less them but hey they are sory. Who cares about your years of therapy trying to figure out what was wrong with you. You walked around feeling incomplete and they rejoiced that you wasnt as perfect as you were. Whatever you did better then them your one or two " bad sides" had them chortling with joy believing you deserved to deal with what ever occured. Someone is going to ask if they can take you out to eat and talk. Your ablitiy to keep c...

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...