Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Why are you begging for sex? Whoever you m,essed up with wants nothing to do with you one more chance will never come again. You pretended to be more then you are. You are just fluff no substance. You tried to force a spiritual connection and you arent even intuned with the message of that connection. You need to go to therapy. Yourchildhood traumas should not be the decisionmakers in your connnections. You want someone to get in the mud with you which is normal but you want to use them to get out. Whats really sad is you are confident you will succeed. You would do better with someone you could control with YOUR money instead of using anohtersmoney and thinking you are in control. This connection you are fighting so hard for... why do you want it? You keep picking other connections which indicates its not what you keep trying to say it is. I dont know if its in your head or if you was gaslighted but there us no substance. I hear you have been crying and breaking th...

Ophiuchus is  a large constellation in the northern sky that's visible in both hemispheres . It's often depicted as a man holding a snake, and is also known as the Serpent Bearer.   Asclepius  Ophiuchus is associated with Asclepius, the Greek god of medicine and healing. In myth, Zeus struck Asclepius down with lightning and placed him in the sky as Ophiuchus.   Serpent  Ophiuchus' name comes from the Ancient Greek word ophioukhos, which means "serpent-bearer". The constellation Serpens represents the snake.   Ophiuchus has over 60 stars, including Alpha Ophiuchi, Epsilon Ophiuchi, and Delta Ophiuchi.The constellation is located in the equatorial region, between the constellations of Scutum and Hercules.   The Sun, Moon, and planets can sometimes be seen in Ophiuchus.   What's the myth behind Ophiuchus? In one version of the myth, Asclepius learned how to heal from a serpent that brought healing herbs to another injured snake. ...

You arent talking to someone and they are contemplting death is a big way. This person has no ambition for life without you. They feel like they are trapped in a void. You have ben grounding and cleansing and trying to get away from this energy. This person is obsessively trying to reconnect with you. You fill their cup. This person may be a exfelon who is just trying to rebuild their life. THis person doesnt want to reflect anymore on the past they want a future with you. In the past this person may have never stood up for you and now they want to do just that because you being attacked wasnt as funny as they thought it would be. This person wants to show you they want to do anything to prove their love. They made so many fast decisions that lead them away from nyou. Now they are facing many obstacles. They thought you would crashout with out their energy. Instead its them losing their shit. Them and all who enabled their toxic behavior towards you. This spring ma...

Someone wants to invest and you and there is someon in their life who would rather this perso die, end up in jail, lose everything anything to keep out of connection with you. This behind the scenes person is playing deadly games that will effect all of your lives. They are a piece of shit human being. Ifit wasnt you they would fixate on the next person of intrest becuase the spot they want is not theirs to obtain. They feel this person who wants to work with you is mistaken you cant be all you are cracked up to be. Your future potential partner is lost right now unsure how to disengage with your hater and how to move forward with you. They know this seperation is all on them. They arent a bad person they just made some flesh influenced choices. The stagnancy is how they know they chose wrong. You are the only thing that makes sense in their life everything else has them feling on the outsie looking in. With you a foundation can be built that will last generations...

Neith is associated with the zodiac signs  Leo and Scorpio .   Neith is an ancient Egyptian goddess of war, hunting, creation, and wisdom. She is also known as the patron of weaving and the protector of women. Neith is often depicted as a fierce woman wearing the Red Crown of Lower Egypt. She is also sometimes shown holding a bow and arrow or a harpoon. Her symbol is two crossed arrows over a shield. Neith is said to have many powers, including the ability to create the universe by weaving her dreams on a magical loom. She is also said to have given birth to several children, who were also deities, without a mate. Neith is sometimes thought to be the mother of the sun god Re. She is also associated with Thoth, the god of learning and intelligence.  Ae you being sexually wise? Go get tested now because you will have your sex life attacked. There are people determined to paint you as a succubus/incubus energy when really...

The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous.  Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17.  Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens. Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, ...

Its been time to induce soe trasformation in your life. Why you would keep putting it off is beyond me. You keep blocking out the noise and the people who are the cause. If it isn't about peace or money it isn't worth expending your energy. You have determined within yourself to not kowtow to others expectations and to find within yourself your truth. You have become your own angel. You chose your own lane and you found security and stableness. Now its time to teach others what you have learned and came across during your journey thru life. You have stories to tell start telling them. You have that speacial something that others have and it pushes them toward the spot light. I didn't say you wanted it I said its in you. You have spent so long trying to hide that light, ignoring when there was a dazzle in certain peoples facces. You had connections that were all quid pro quo and you never took more or complained when you got less.. Well the time for that crap is ov...

Several someones called themselves coming back to you to see where your head was. Do you still not trust them? Do you know what their plans are for you? Do you know what they did behind your back? Do you know how much they hate you? They will come back in groups and as individuals trying all kinds of ways to tempt you back into connections with them. Why wouldn't you want to be around them they just made you fucking miserable for years of course you want to rekindle those connections. They lied to you constantly and made you feel less them but hey they are sory. Who cares about your years of therapy trying to figure out what was wrong with you. You walked around feeling incomplete and they rejoiced that you wasnt as perfect as you were. Whatever you did better then them your one or two " bad sides" had them chortling with joy believing you deserved to deal with what ever occured. Someone is going to ask if they can take you out to eat and talk. Your ablitiy to keep c...

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

You might be constipated or maybe you are just acting shitty. You definitely got folks lusting after you. You have decided its in God's hands and you just aren't engaging. You especially have pulled back from connections by proxy you know his mom, her sister, their cousin... you have been getting bad vibes and moving accordingly. You have established that if your people don't have your backs they are the enemy. You have made your boundaries so clear that folks want to fight you and others to get to you. You have endured to much sabotage in your life. You don't have to take risk to just thrive. You have options it is time to start utlizing them. You are no longer in this paradigm of over giving to someone comfortable with only taking. You have found happiness and have grown and in that growing you have found joy. You are enjoying your new connections and striving to be the bright light you have always wanted to be. You are attracting blessings and ab...

You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

Beavers use their natural gifts wisely to survive and improve their environment for their family. Beavers are hard workers who teach people to be productive and use available resources. Beavers teach people to be persistent and not limit their options. Beavers teach people to understand teamwork and appreciate each individual's talents. Beavers symbolize creativity, creation, cooperation, and harmony. In Christian symbolism, the beaver represents a willingness to sacrifice anything that hinders the ability to devote oneself to Christ. The beaver is an official symbol of Canada, representing Canadian sovereignty. In many Native traditions, the beaver is a powerful, vital, and respected being. For example, the Koyukon people call the beaver Noya'a, or Ggagga, which also means "Animal". You have stuck to your boundaries and someone is flabberghasted. You didn't just give them the cold shoulder you got your shit together and moved on. You are being stri...

Ugh You have gone thru so much that your heart fears less then it used to. You have learned that all relationsips have lessons so the pain they cause is no longer so devestating. Different levels of love different expectations so less emotional crap to deal with. Your awakening has given you a course to follow. You know that there is many ways you can view life and your way of doing so is your right and no one can take it from you. Your uniqueness makes you sought after even when you feel your creativtiy has run dry. Just you being you is enough. Stop being afraid of sabotage things happen its not always ill wishes and magic. Get your gifts in check and start showing them to the world. Noone can steal your gifts if YOU are using them. They can learn about them, but can't take em. You may even had people who felt that spying on you was going to give them the edge over you and your endeavors. The worse folks trying to undermine you was friends and famil...

Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

Someone used to just want your steak and eggs but now they see you are more then just a one dish type person. You are a buffet and they regret missing out on all you have. You had people (this person included) in your life that wanted to waste your life, energy and talents. You seperated quickly and cleanly from connections that meant little in the grand scheme of things. Did it hurt? Of course it hurt! Do you want to go back? Occasionally but your human who doesn't miss companionsip even if it was toxic alot. Escaping the pattern hurt a lot, but the new one you are weaving will not bind or tear at a persons soul. NO, blame from the past will be added to your new pattern healed strands and new lessons and blessings will be the thread and stitches of the future for you. Noone is going to be able to force you to stay in a connection with them. Lost or not they are not your responsiblity. You was not put on this Earth to be their personal God always solving issues ...

The tiger is a symbol of power, authority, and bravery.In Chinese folklore, it is also a protective deity that can drive away evil spirits. Some say people born in the Year of the Tiger are strong-willed, courageous, ambitious, and have a strong sense of justice.ome say people born in the Year of the Tiger should avoid marrying people born in the Year of the Snake or Monkey, and are most compatible with people born in the Year of the Pig, Horse, or Dog.Alongside charming and popular, the characteristics of those born in the Year of the Tiger are also said to include confidence and courage, meaning people born under this sign are thought of as natural leaders     Someone wants in on what you are doing. This person is normally a habitual ghoster and they want to put down roots with you. They don't have the words to use, but they know they they need to talk to you. You bing clarity and wisdom to situations that seem s dire and uncanny. You bring lig...

Kk kk ff You are safe. Noone can put pie in your face. You will not be made to look like a joke. You have stepped out in faith and now you are falling and are having doubts. You have to find that seed and hold on to it. You aresafe. Your family is safe. You've never done this before, but you are growing and now you light up the block the wonderment that is a symptom of innocence you radiate it. You are more then the sum of your past experiences. Have faith find it within. Anyone sending negative energy your way will find that its been returned to them times 10. They are wondering how you know they betrayed you and why arent you hurt by it. Why arent you fragile and broken? You are intoxicating to be around. You make all around you feel rich. As you move ahead in life you will have many who judge your jouney. There are those who want to fight over you. Some of these people were in open relationships or dating around and they are...

I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

So many options, but I follow others opinions. I never developed the ability to hold my boundaries and now I am floundering. Mental illness is pausing my momentum. The world doesnt owe me shit, but I still want to put my hands out. I know I need to stop seeing things thru a slanted view. For so long it was like so many people were talking to you and their voices were coming thru a filter so very distorted, but now its all crystal clear. Its time for you to follow your intuiton and trust it. If you would just trust yourself you would know that all you need is within. Stop talking so much and just listen. You will hear the truth in the silence. After learning the truth you will be able to say one final good bye and bounce right on out of their lives and into the future. It may not move smoothly, but its still going to move forward. There will be times that folks you thought you had on your side were really your opposition. They are recognizing that they can't do life without yo...

In astrology, the olive tree is  associated with the zodiac sign Aquarius . The olive tree is a symbol of peace, friendship, and forgiveness, which are values that Aquarians are said to hold dear.   The olive tree is a symbol of abundance, as it produces an abundance of fruit, oil, and leaves.   Olive trees can live for over a thousand years, making them some of the oldest botanical specimens in the world.   The olive tree is considered sacred in many cultures and traditions.   The olive tree is considered lucky in many cultures.    Hippocrates, the father of medicine, used olive oil to heal ailments.   Romans used olive oil to wash their hair and beautify their skin.   olive tree has a deep historical significance in Greek mythology and tradition. In Greek mythology, the goddess Athena created the olive tree after winning a contest with Poseidon to control Athens.  My heart is fragile.I have finally learned hw to...