Heart Song The Hearts Truth

Someone spent a lot of time trying to convince some one that that a connection was meant to be. Either you or they are a liar. Maybe you both are, but the connection was false to begin with. There was never love, but there definitely was competition. Somone refused to allow another to find wholeness, peace and love outside of them. There was a backwards mindset and definitely some egotistical flavored thinking. You want your connections to flourish not crumble. So healing your inner child is your upmost desire at the moment. Seeking counseling, therapy whatever asistance you need to seek to get this shadow work cleared is your biggest focus at this time. It would be nice to feel comfortable in your skin but its next to impossible right now. Fighting demons seems to be the only exercise you are getting right now. You keep fighting a fight when they would have left a while ago. YOu aren't changing so why are you fighting?? You know what to do to heal and you rather sit in this...

edit  Not everything has a happy ending but I hope that for us there is one. I would love to rekindle our connection and show you geniune affection. You and i don't even need friends we are each others favorite person and I want to talk to you and you alone for ever. I love to hang withyou. Fun never has to end when we are together. All the walls that need to come down in our connectin will becuase we will take them down together. Together we can see every side of a situation. We are great as indiviuals, but we are an awesome dynamic. Togther we find balance. I will admit I've been stalking and I used to gaslight you. I never made you a priority and left you feeling incomplete. I will come to you on a less lustful tone. No more 3rd parties I promise. The wreck my life is because of my wandering eye and lack of self preservation. I didnt value myself so when others didn't I just brushed it off. I also had addictions to fill the holes that was in my soul. I was code...

  You are about to get justice. You have been surrounded by people who had you on a pedestal and still had their backs to you. Making you perform for their attention. Now you have stopped seeking their attention and instead your now shining a light as a beacon for others who thought they were the only ones in that position.  You have faced the balance within to attend to yourself even when tides of life threaten to over take you. Like a breakdancer you have learned fluidity.  I will warn you one of the people a feminine energy is out for vengeance a masculine energy is trying to take your foundation for himself, a younger masculine (teen) young adult is seeking support and the rest is just waiting to see what your going to do next. The devoured of dreams and family has lost the battle when it comes to having you in their grasp. Keep on doing whatever your doing cuz your shining.  

  Your energy is so upbeat go ahead get dressed up for the day. You are leaving people in the dust not just trying to pacify them.  The world is scary, and they wish you would stay within their reach even though they can't be stable for you. They know you keep it 100. Keep on working on your sacral chakra. Be confident, joyful, balance, passion, sexuality, emotional expression. You are finding real happiness this lifetime and its beautiful. You are the leader in your life. If you don't feel like you're at home, you are creating a home within yourself. It doesn't have to be historic moves to be the right moves for you.  Trust folks don't realize until your gone that you were the answer to fixing a lot of their problems. There are even some who will come back to you because they need you to need them, but they want to trick you with this reconnection. You are like everyone's favorite dessert, and you aren't letting them devour you. I guess it's a good they...

Your energy is so upbeat go ahead get dressed for the day. You are leaving people in the dust not just trying to pacify them.  The world is scary and they wish you stay in their reach even though they can't be stable for you. They know you keep it 100. Keep on working on your sacral chakra. Be confident, joyful, balance, passion, sexuality, emotional expression. You are finding real happiness this lifetime and its beautiful to behold. You finally are the leader of your life. If you don't feel like your at home its ok you are creating one. In deed and energy as well as creating one within yourself.  Avoid lying to yourself, keep on loving you. I understand that maybe you feel abandonment, but once you realize you are not alone ever cuz Spirit is with you that feeling will dissipate, because you are in a delight.  Folks is leaving you you because they aren't meant to be in your life any longer. So don't believe that its because of you. Trust fols don't realize until y...