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Thoth

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The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous.  Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17.  Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens. Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, ...

Let them Judge me all they want I am always gonna be ROYAL

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I want real relatonships. I want a real connection. I am not confident the world will give me a real chance, but I am going to snatch if I have to. I am trying to look at the storms of change as coming regardless, but with me I am finally happy I have found the safe space in myself. I know I cannot come back to some past connections due to all I have done. I have no right to have hope and yet I do It bubbles in me like a fountain. I am grasping at straws, but I know there is better in this world for me. The universe made me a promise and I am holding it to it. I have spent to much time messing things up and I have to fix it. All my efforts noone needs to know it, but me. I have learned to not define myself by others opinions. Change is coming are you as prepared as you appear cuz I know I am not. I want to come in and cause safety for as many as I can. I want to help as many I can prepare for healthier futures. Learning to think for myself in an enviroment that wa...

6th house

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In astrology, the sixth house is known as the House of Health and Service.  How a person approaches their job, maintains their health, and organizes their daily life. The work environment and how a person feels about navigating their daily life. Health and wellness, including preventative health steps  Service to others and how a person is naturally responsible The sixth house is ruled by the planet Mercury and the sign Virgo. The influence of planets in the sixth house, along with aspects and transits, can shape a person's work and health life, and contribute to their overall sense of well-being.  Whether a person prefers a more consistent and predictable routine  Whether a person is a natural leader who attracts new projects and opportunities regularly. What the best exercise is for a person. What kinds of diseases and injuries a person is especially susceptible to. Where a person might best expend labor and responsibility to forge and hone themselves i...

Leo

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You are working on yourself. You want to be better not just for yourself but for your partner when you come together. You can't wait to pull them into your arms. They lift your spirits. Your grandparent Angel that total has your back in this connection. This change you are going thru is going to elevate you. People will want to fight you aout this change. They will declare its fake thatit wont last. They don't understand this is the mature version that has always been there. You are not walking but running away from people who always had their damn hands out, but when your back was turned they was pulling your coatails to pull you down not alert you to danger. These folks definitely had a hand in you burying the real you in a iron mask. Preventing you from being your genuine self by making you feel like that person was embrassing and undesired. You was always a desireable energy and anyone who hurt you so bad you put on a new identity needs to stay the HELL away from you. ...

The Jig is Up

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Its been time to induce soe trasformation in your life. Why you would keep putting it off is beyond me. You keep blocking out the noise and the people who are the cause. If it isn't about peace or money it isn't worth expending your energy. You have determined within yourself to not kowtow to others expectations and to find within yourself your truth. You have become your own angel. You chose your own lane and you found security and stableness. Now its time to teach others what you have learned and came across during your journey thru life. You have stories to tell start telling them. You have that speacial something that others have and it pushes them toward the spot light. I didn't say you wanted it I said its in you. You have spent so long trying to hide that light, ignoring when there was a dazzle in certain peoples facces. You had connections that were all quid pro quo and you never took more or complained when you got less.. Well the time for that crap is ov...

Aries

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Its time for you to get out your head and listen to your heart. All this plotting and scheming ... for what? You could be doing things different but you are stuck doing what someone else does like you can't think for yourself. You keep holding your tongue. Its time to tell the truth. Stop yelling and talk. Noone wants to hear a irrational person. You choose tobe around someone who makes you value yourself less and expects you to choose yourself last. You stayed llw to the ground for the most part but it is time to speak up. You will never be respcted if you keep playing the role. Instead of talking about praying go pray!!! Take care of your health issues that is not cute! Your sex life is catching up with you. You feel like you're trash and can't be treasure, but that is because you are ashamed of what you do. If you have no pride in your sins why should another? Do not be mad you got found out. You are a opp just like the one person whose attention and approvl yo...

Hazel the Knower

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You might be constipated or maybe you are just acting shitty. You definitely got folks lusting after you. You have decided its in God's hands and you just aren't engaging. You especially have pulled back from connections by proxy you know his mom, her sister, their cousin... you have been getting bad vibes and moving accordingly. You have established that if your people don't have your backs they are the enemy. You have made your boundaries so clear that folks want to fight you and others to get to you. You have endured to much sabotage in your life. You don't have to take risk to just thrive. You have options it is time to start utlizing them. You are no longer in this paradigm of over giving to someone comfortable with only taking. You have found happiness and have grown and in that growing you have found joy. You are enjoying your new connections and striving to be the bright light you have always wanted to be. You are attracting blessings and ab...

No one can touch my life like you do. I could search for all eternity long and still find none like you

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You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

I just wanna show you how much I love you.

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I'm going to make you so happy!! No more bitterness. I will give you what you need. You will find the growth in life in all areas with me. You can find closure with my support I got your back. Together we will eat better, strive for growth and support each other as we each go on our indiviual journey and the one we go on together. We will make healthy choices together and seperatley for the betterment of our legacy. We both will be happier because we have support in growing as individuals. We will be able to fight off those who stalk, watch and lurk in our lives because together we can accomplish anything. WE are aout to go on a new adventure together in life and love. We will teach others clarity and how to move with grace and honor in connections. This journey we have been on that has caused us so much pain and suffering has ended and now its time to celebrate the victory of not losing each other. We have found a rhythm and vibe that is uniquely us and I want ...

Sphinx

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The Egyptians believed that the sphinx was a representation of their solar deity, Sun God, Horemakhet or Horus of the Horizon. Historical records from the New Kingdom show that in Egyptian culture the sphinx symbolized  royalty and sacred status . The Sphinx is an Egyptian zodiac sign for people born between December 27 and January 25. The Sphinx is associated with the Egyptian goddess of the Nile and protection. People with this zodiac sign are said to be adaptable, serious, and discerning. In Egyptian mythology, the Sphinx is a solar deity and a half-man, half-lion creature that represents power, protection, and sacred life.  *Especially Sagittarius,Capricorn Whoever you was coming for has won the war regardless of how many battles you think you had under your belt. You have been left behind when you thought you was chosen. All those secret dates and online conversations are coming to the light. You thought you had love and success just around the corner but ...

Year of the rat

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"Year of the Rat" refers to a year in the Chinese zodiac cycle where the animal symbol is the rat, signifying  new beginnings and characteristics like intelligence, quick-wittedness, adaptability, and being hardworking and thrifty , as the rat is the first animal in the zodiac cycle; people born in that year are considered "Year of the Rat" babies and are said to possess these traits.   In Chinese culture, unlike in the West, a rat is not seen as a pest but can symbolize wealth and prosperity due to their ability to reproduce quickly.    People born in the Year of the Rat are often described as intelligent, resourceful, adaptable, charming, and social.  The rat is the first animal in the 12-year Chinese zodiac cycle If there was a energy for you I'd say you are embodying Katt Williams circa 2024 Janauary. You know something or you got a feeling about soething that is about to happen and you have done your best to warn folks, seore...

I owe you..

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Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

Year of the tiger

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The tiger is a symbol of power, authority, and bravery.In Chinese folklore, it is also a protective deity that can drive away evil spirits. Some say people born in the Year of the Tiger are strong-willed, courageous, ambitious, and have a strong sense of justice.ome say people born in the Year of the Tiger should avoid marrying people born in the Year of the Snake or Monkey, and are most compatible with people born in the Year of the Pig, Horse, or Dog.Alongside charming and popular, the characteristics of those born in the Year of the Tiger are also said to include confidence and courage, meaning people born under this sign are thought of as natural leaders     Someone wants in on what you are doing. This person is normally a habitual ghoster and they want to put down roots with you. They don't have the words to use, but they know they they need to talk to you. You bing clarity and wisdom to situations that seem s dire and uncanny. You bring lig...

Gemini/ Karma

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According to astrology, Geminis are linked to karmic lessons related to communication, learning, and emotional depth. Geminis are known for being curious and adaptable, but they may struggle to develop clarity in their communication. Their karmic lesson is to learn to share their knowledge and educate others, while also knowing when to stop. Geminis are intelligent and fast-thinking, but they may need to learn to slow down and receive information at a pace that can be digested. Geminis may need to develop emotional depth and consistency. They may be drawn to karmic relationships that challenge their communication and emotional understanding, which can help them learn about love and genuine connection You thought you had marked someone for dead and its like they are living just to spite you. They are happy, healthy and soon to be wealthy. They have a beautiful heart and many love them. You tried to make them jealous, tried to make them chase you for affection a...

Libra

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Libra is  a zodiac sign and constellation that represents balance and harmony.  Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac and is associated with the period from September 22 to October 23. The symbol for Libra is the scales, which represents fairness and justice. Libras are said to be sociable, intelligent, and charming.   Libra is a constellation in the southern sky, located between Virgo and Scorpius. The constellation's name comes from the Latin word for "weighing scales". Libra is best visible at 9 PM in June. The brightest star in the constellation is Zubeneschamali, also known as Beta Librae.   You are leveling up. Those who was holding you back are falling out of your life and healthier connections are happening right now. You have found it wasn't you who needed to change it was those in your enviroment that needed to bounce. You had people in your energy that did not respect your boundaries. Now you are going tow...

Not my first but definitely my last

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I let them go. It wsn't pretty or easy but I stopped that connection. I will get rid of all signs of the connectio if that will reassure you. I don't want any reminders either. Divorice, break up whatever I will make sure its crystal clear I mean this. I dont really want to talk about my next steps but I know its necessary. I want to talk to you. I am waiting to hear from you. I miss you so very much. My soul hurts and I can't help, but cry at the pain that misssing you is causing me right now. I will admit I have messed up so bad I feel like will never get back to you healthy and a addition to your life not a burden. You don't just see your worth in this individual you see where you lack as well, but instead of shame you feel a rush to get to work. No hiding your flaws its gonna be about embracing and reshapeing. That pain I caused I am gong to do my damndest to heal, that grief to abate. I should have never allowed myself to get to a point of hurti...

Let's risk it all

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I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

Libra

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So many options, but I follow others opinions. I never developed the ability to hold my boundaries and now I am floundering. Mental illness is pausing my momentum. The world doesnt owe me shit, but I still want to put my hands out. I know I need to stop seeing things thru a slanted view. For so long it was like so many people were talking to you and their voices were coming thru a filter so very distorted, but now its all crystal clear. Its time for you to follow your intuiton and trust it. If you would just trust yourself you would know that all you need is within. Stop talking so much and just listen. You will hear the truth in the silence. After learning the truth you will be able to say one final good bye and bounce right on out of their lives and into the future. It may not move smoothly, but its still going to move forward. There will be times that folks you thought you had on your side were really your opposition. They are recognizing that they can't do life without yo...

Year of the Dog

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Someone in your life is a nig goofy. They really thought God hated you becuase why would they be allowed toharmyou. They didn't understand they was a tool to shape you. They tried to ruin your life with sex and disease. This individual tried to move like you in order to steal credit for your life. THis individual is a whole codependant bitch but they feel they have the right to pressure you tbend to their will but they have no direction or ambition they just know they want what they dont have. There is rarely anyway way to gain knowledge without seeking it. Time and effort is how most knowledge is gained. Pillow talking and passion will not get you to a place in life where rubbing backs is how the big decisions are made. Wishing to be somewhere else won't wash away the sins of the past. You have got to learn to stand on your own. Codependacy is not healing. It might be time to be celebate and to work on some self love. You have to learn how to find happiness within.

Olive Tree

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In astrology, the olive tree is  associated with the zodiac sign Aquarius . The olive tree is a symbol of peace, friendship, and forgiveness, which are values that Aquarians are said to hold dear.   The olive tree is a symbol of abundance, as it produces an abundance of fruit, oil, and leaves.   Olive trees can live for over a thousand years, making them some of the oldest botanical specimens in the world.   The olive tree is considered sacred in many cultures and traditions.   The olive tree is considered lucky in many cultures.    Hippocrates, the father of medicine, used olive oil to heal ailments.   Romans used olive oil to wash their hair and beautify their skin.   olive tree has a deep historical significance in Greek mythology and tradition. In Greek mythology, the goddess Athena created the olive tree after winning a contest with Poseidon to control Athens.  My heart is fragile.I have finally learned hw to...