Heart Song The Hearts Truth

No matter how I try to hide it this is me. I am pessimistic and negative. Unlike you I can't see the beauty in everything. I want you to teach me becuase I dont want this moment to pass me by. Its hard because I cantadmit how i betrayed you. I couldnt move forward in my life because I was too busy trying to stop you. Now your entirely entitled to shut me out but I hope you wont. Everything you do you do with integrity. You dont rush thru life. Iknow ou have spent a lot of time strssing thru life but you still over come. I stole from you. Your time, energy and for some even your money. I know I need you, I wish you needed me as much. I cry over how I ruined this conection. We was like family and I ruined it. I cant look you in the face becuse of the heaviness of my betrayl. I hope we can come back from this. I know things will never be the same, I still cant believe how I hurt you. I hope you will save space in your heart for me. I admit I am jealous of you and how you move....

Neptune's placement in astrology is determined by its position in a person's chart. Neptune is the eighth planet from the sun and is associated with universal love, creativity, and spirituality. Neptune's position in the solar system. Neptune is the eighth planet from the sun. It's more than 30 times farther from the sun than Earth. It's the only planet in our solar system that can't be seen with the naked eye. It's named after Poseidon, the Greek god of the sea. Neptune's position in a person's chart can indicate confusion, illusion, and creativity. Neptune's position in a person's chart can also indicate where they may have a strong faith in the universe. Neptune's position in a person's chart can indicate where they may have a connection to their ancestral practices and traditions. Neptune symbolizes universal love, cosmic consciousness, and divine potential. Neptune symbolizes fantasy, illusion, and delusion. Neptune s...

Why are you begging for sex? Whoever you m,essed up with wants nothing to do with you one more chance will never come again. You pretended to be more then you are. You are just fluff no substance. You tried to force a spiritual connection and you arent even intuned with the message of that connection. You need to go to therapy. Yourchildhood traumas should not be the decisionmakers in your connnections. You want someone to get in the mud with you which is normal but you want to use them to get out. Whats really sad is you are confident you will succeed. You would do better with someone you could control with YOUR money instead of using anohtersmoney and thinking you are in control. This connection you are fighting so hard for... why do you want it? You keep picking other connections which indicates its not what you keep trying to say it is. I dont know if its in your head or if you was gaslighted but there us no substance. I hear you have been crying and breaking th...

The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous.  Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17.  Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens. Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, ...

You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

Someone used to just want your steak and eggs but now they see you are more then just a one dish type person. You are a buffet and they regret missing out on all you have. You had people (this person included) in your life that wanted to waste your life, energy and talents. You seperated quickly and cleanly from connections that meant little in the grand scheme of things. Did it hurt? Of course it hurt! Do you want to go back? Occasionally but your human who doesn't miss companionsip even if it was toxic alot. Escaping the pattern hurt a lot, but the new one you are weaving will not bind or tear at a persons soul. NO, blame from the past will be added to your new pattern healed strands and new lessons and blessings will be the thread and stitches of the future for you. Noone is going to be able to force you to stay in a connection with them. Lost or not they are not your responsiblity. You was not put on this Earth to be their personal God always solving issues ...

You just wanted to be with someone who gave you balance. You wanted a Union that you was literally the other half of. Even if you was the polar opposite you still wanted symestry. You have a soft heart and you just knew you was going to have romance, flirting, and romantic dates. You was not prepared for verbal abuse, slurs, and the fighting. You was not prepared to feel like a 3rd party in your own home. You thought certan connections change things. You was unaware the leeles people will go to be connected to another. You thought you was heading towards expansion and the safe space to be innovative instead your dreams were crushed and your love thrown in your face, So you are leaving it alone. Why keep trying if betrayl and dimimishing of spirit is all that is offered?? Heartbreak and pain, seperation and loss, deception and lies were the only gifts from the repeated shocking attacks from your so called loved ones. Where is a place to hold faith for love to come when from the c...

Boom like an 808" is a reference to a booming, low-frequency bass sound that's a staple in many music genres, including hip-hop, trap, and electronic dance music (EDM). The term "808" comes from the Roland TR-808 Rhythm Composer drum machine, which was released in 1980. The bass drum from the TR-808 is often called the "808 kick".  "808" has also become a slang term for a "beat" or "track". For example, the phrase "heart beating like an 808" is common in pop songs. Even people who aren't musicians or producers may understand the reference to the 808 as a drum sound because of its prevalence in lyrics.  The 808 is a versatile instrument that combines the elements of a kick drum and a bassline. It's a sought-after sound for music producers, who often use 808 kick samples or emulations to create impactful basslines. Someone got with a liar. This person pretended to be put together. To be kinder, more ...

Abundant check Pretty check Smart... not to smart Emotional intelligence is not needed!! If you got to chase her heck no!!! You make the moves and she is impressed you dont sit back and let her make the plans and you jump in line. Who does that? You must be pussy whipped if you let her run the house. I dont care what she thinks she isn't here for that. The only time we wanna hear from her is if she is making us look better other wise she needs to hush. We know better ALWAYS! Let her know now so she can adapt or kick her to the curb. Love is not important unless it makes her your doormat. I don't care how much you want her I care about about what hoops she will jump thru to stay connected to our family. Does she really want our name or just you. We have the way we move and she needs to fit in or fuck off. We can find a better tool for you, just give us time. You do not need someone who will cling snd figt for you thats what family is for. Who cares if others...

Someone wants axcess to whats on your mind, what your plans are and who you are planning to do things with. They want to make your connection permanent. They feel all the turmoil and drama you both have overcome is definitely making you stronger and bringing you both together. They feel you always come back tgether due to the Universe having a higher plan for you both. This person has been forced to face some big truths and how they manage is the last test for coming together with you. This maybe a childhood sweetheart, but they haven't grown up with you. Something kept them stagnant and now they are rushing to try and finally grow up. You are so smart. Thru that itelligence you are seeing that it was never about you it ws laways others projecting their behavior on you. Your love and friendship could not be measured. You operated in love and goood faith and others shitted on your kindness, When you pull that away from people they are lost and thirstying for any in...

In astrology, the second house is a key component of a birth chart that represents a person's finances, material possessions, and values. It's also associated with a person's emotions, fears, beliefs, and self-respect. How a person earns, spends, saves, and invests their money. A person's most valuable possessions. A person's sense of financial security. A person's changing priorities. A person's values, beliefs, and virtues. A person's self-respect and boundaries. What a person enjoys and wants more of in their life. The second house is associated with the planet Venus and the zodiac sign Taurus. Venus is associated with love, beauty, and finances. To find your second house, you can assume it's the zodiac sign that comes after your rising sign, or use a birth chart calculator. The opposite of the second house is the eighth house, which is associated with partnership property, inheritances, and a partner's money. You have been...

In astrology, the 10th house is the top of the birth chart and is associated with career, reputation, and public image. It's also known as the House of Social Status.The 10th house can show your professional aspirations, career achievements, and leadership style. The sign on the cusp of the 10th house can indicate the type of work you're suited for.The 10th house can indicate your reputation, the praise you receive from your company, and your status in the community. The 10th house can indicate the type of career appearance and outward image you give to the world. Planets in the 10th house can indicate an ambitious individual. The 10th house can indicate the recognition you begin to receive in your profession, which typically occurs after 40 years of age. The 10th house is ruled by Saturn and the sign Capricorn. The number 10 is associated with Saturn and emphasizes leadership, karmic fulfillment, and career success. You have been investing in the wrong things...

Somone refuses to admit they intentionally lead their family member down a path of destruction. That they triangulated the whole family to gaslight and enable this family member into maintaing their bad behavior becuase the goal was noble( in their eyes). If this family member had died finally their family would have nice things to tell others about them. The level of barely disguised hate however cleverly hidden stood out to the ones who want to protect this poor (well they had a hand in their own destruction so maybe nieve?) soul. You was one of those protectors due to you wanting to just be there for them. You want to talk to this person about what their family has been involved in. The problem is you can't force them to discuss, but you can be there for them. You don't have to have words you just have to be kind. Your person is waking up to the deception and games being played in their name by family in hopes o...

You are still sitting on your throne, but you are weaponless to defend yourself. You are dressed for the part, but its who you are not what your trying to be. You spend to much time pouring out into others and not enough pouring into yourself. You are trying to get out of a contract that has you feeling less then royal. This contract has not brought the abundance and happiness you anticipated. You see others celebrating and you are trying to stack and it seems as if things are slipping between your fingers. You want to celebrate but dont feel its the right time. You aren't the karmic but you are not their soulmate either. You are always over sensitive and argumenative. You have been trying to stimulate a change and its not happening. You stink to someone. You are overly depressed. You have left a lot to be desired in your connections. Your looking for miracles and they are not coming. You are realizing you have no vibe and you have been hiding in others identie...

You are running and not looking back to get away from a certain connection. This person is codependant and is only holding on to the connection in order to have a come up. They have undealt childhood traumas and refuse to deal with their abandonment issues. You are trying to be in a lighthearted energy. You are a seeking a new light a new oppurtunity to adapt and change your mindset and that is beautiful. Like a butterfly you have a way of bringign newness just being. You just want to heal. You seeking abundance and trying to have a healty mindset in the midst of all the upheaval of ssevering this connection. You have gratitude from the lessons that have come with the connection. You just want bliss. You just want to heal from the heartbreak this connection has called you. You want freedom from the high levels of toxicity you want a relationship not a addiction. If this was a engagement or a marriage you are trying to end it as amicable as possible. You may eve...

You got a crush on a older person and you fear that may be the reason why they never give you a chance. You are all in your head reeplaying messgaes wondering if you messed up. You just want to make this connection work. You want to be there for them in their pain and pleasure. You see them as a soulmate. You even see a child with them. You know you need to build yourself up some more but you havent given up on this idea of connection. Right now you feel like you are in a blackhole but really you arent. Let that negative miindaet go. Give that negative energy a wide bearth. You are attuned no matter the circumstances. Give them time. Being to pushy is a turn off. While you arent connected work on your toxic ways and continueeducating yourself. Go take your blood tests and start on that cleansing journey. No matter if you gain this connection or not this start to your spiritual joruney is awesome!!!

I am sorry. I put to much attention towards making a profit and failed to put any effort towards you. I chose to go towards other things instead of chasing you. I neglected to see the fabulous person you was and instead chose to see the persona others projected on you. I chose to be in the streets in others sheets when i had you at home waiting to make me happy. I thought i was glorius . I didn't realize it was your shine reflecting off me. Once you left my life just was up and down it was like consistancy abandoned me. I left a stable person and introduced chaos into their life and judged when i had no room to judge. I started arguements to cover my behavior. I felt that making you feel small would boost me and keep me feeling like a god/ddess instead of like the unworthy bug you revealed me to be. I didn't want to face my darkness then you came in and lit every fake part up. I hadn't realized how much was fraudulant about the life I was leading. Being with you made m...

Constantly you are on my mind. Like a repeating line a melody, you just can't get out your ear. I want so much and I want to say..I don't know I just know I need YOU. My life is in shambles and I feel like all I can do is ramble about what I desire. It doesn't imply you are any less it's just my heart might burst if I were to invest all I feel because it's all of me. My heart aches that I hurt you like this. Your defenses are up so high. You let me in only so much and then you pull back with fear in your eyes and though I feel surprised I know I caused those triggers. I want to make you my Janet in a Busta Rhymes Video. I want to make you soaking wet as soon as I get you in that bed. I wanna make you back up all those things you said then make you climb in ecstasy force you to gasp and then you go and spread your legs to cradle me letting me be the lead going fast then slow giving you the speed you need. I have to show you because I don't know how to tell you as...

 You are stepping away from karmic situationships. No more feeling triggered, no more trauma bonding, letting go of resentment, learning the lessons, letting go and loving you. The pain of learning these lesson has you separating from everyone. You are unsure who to trust so you just pulled back from everyone.  You have been searching for your version of paradise. It’s somewhere where you don’t have to keep fighting to protect your spirit. You want to be able to relax in lush grass and beautiful sunsets. You want a life with no drama.  You may have a pet that you find comfort in and they were a gift from the universe to help you find a different kind of assurance within.  Just like being a parent to children you have to give time and attention to your pet and in return they help encourage that inner calm to rein supreme. What are YOUR personal truths? Have you sat down and asked yourself. What will you fight over and what have you been wrong about? You may have been ...

 You are surrounded by stars, but I’m not sure you realize you are the biggest star among them. You shine bright and you stand out. You are starting to see evidence of your Empress energy. You are no longer fighting to be relaxed you are just going with the flow. You have found that peace in your feminine energy  instead of the pressure of your masculine energy. The fruits of your labor are coming to fruition and you are starting to see it.  You used to fight so hard to make things come to pass and you had others fighting you to stop you from going down your path. The more you fought the less you was able to move forward. You put away your sword and your trying to use your words and you have found they cut even deeper then any fight could  cause. There are power in words use them cautiously, but figure out the balance and utilize it to your best ability.