Heart Song The Hearts Truth

The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous.  Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17.  Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens. Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, ...

You are working on yourself. You want to be better not just for yourself but for your partner when you come together. You can't wait to pull them into your arms. They lift your spirits. Your grandparent Angel that total has your back in this connection. This change you are going thru is going to elevate you. People will want to fight you aout this change. They will declare its fake thatit wont last. They don't understand this is the mature version that has always been there. You are not walking but running away from people who always had their damn hands out, but when your back was turned they was pulling your coatails to pull you down not alert you to danger. These folks definitely had a hand in you burying the real you in a iron mask. Preventing you from being your genuine self by making you feel like that person was embrassing and undesired. You was always a desireable energy and anyone who hurt you so bad you put on a new identity needs to stay the HELL away from you. ...

Its been time to induce soe trasformation in your life. Why you would keep putting it off is beyond me. You keep blocking out the noise and the people who are the cause. If it isn't about peace or money it isn't worth expending your energy. You have determined within yourself to not kowtow to others expectations and to find within yourself your truth. You have become your own angel. You chose your own lane and you found security and stableness. Now its time to teach others what you have learned and came across during your journey thru life. You have stories to tell start telling them. You have that speacial something that others have and it pushes them toward the spot light. I didn't say you wanted it I said its in you. You have spent so long trying to hide that light, ignoring when there was a dazzle in certain peoples facces. You had connections that were all quid pro quo and you never took more or complained when you got less.. Well the time for that crap is ov...

Several someones called themselves coming back to you to see where your head was. Do you still not trust them? Do you know what their plans are for you? Do you know what they did behind your back? Do you know how much they hate you? They will come back in groups and as individuals trying all kinds of ways to tempt you back into connections withthem. Why wouldn't you want to be around them they just mad you fucking miserable for years of course you want to rekindle those connections. They lied to you constantly and made you feel less them but hey they are sory. Who cares about your years of therapy trying to figure out what was wrong with you. You walked around feeling incomplete and they rejoiced that you wasnt as perfect as you were. Whatever you did better then them your one or two " bad sides" had them chortling with joy believing you deserved to deal with what ever occured. Someone is going to ask if they can take you out to eat and talk. Your ablitiy to keep cre...

You might be constipated or maybe you are just acting shitty. You definitely got folks lusting after you. You have decided its in God's hands and you just aren't engaging. You especially have pulled back from connections by proxy you know his mom, her sister, their cousin... you have been getting bad vibes and moving accordingly. You have established that if your people don't have your backs they are the enemy. You have made your boundaries so clear that folks want to fight you and others to get to you. You have endured to much sabotage in your life. You don't have to take risk to just thrive. You have options it is time to start utlizing them. You are no longer in this paradigm of over giving to someone comfortable with only taking. You have found happiness and have grown and in that growing you have found joy. You are enjoying your new connections and striving to be the bright light you have always wanted to be. You are attracting blessings and ab...

You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

I'm going to make you so happy!! No more bitterness. I will give you what you need. You will find the growth in life in all areas with me. You can find closure with my support I got your back. Together we will eat better, strive for growth and support each other as we each go on our indiviual journey and the one we go on together. We will make healthy choices together and seperatley for the betterment of our legacy. We both will be happier because we have support in growing as individuals. We will be able to fight off those who stalk, watch and lurk in our lives because together we can accomplish anything. WE are aout to go on a new adventure together in life and love. We will teach others clarity and how to move with grace and honor in connections. This journey we have been on that has caused us so much pain and suffering has ended and now its time to celebrate the victory of not losing each other. We have found a rhythm and vibe that is uniquely us and I want ...

You are healing, taking stock of where you are and where you want to be. You are trying to release toxicity becuase it got you nowhere you wanted to be. Like a old map in a remodeled town not changing got you lost where before you had sure footing. You got into a connection you didn't fully understand. You thought you had met somone one who had unconditionallove for you. You thought they saw you and appreciated you for all your flaws and instead they used those flaws like whips beating you into a fragile postion. What had started based off attraction and passion never flourished into the richness of love and forgiveness. Codependant and frustrated was all you gained. You can't say you are shocked it seems like you find the same people regardless how you meet them they all end up treating you the same. The lesson you keep failing to learn is that connections not competition. Its not a bandaid, or a magic wand. Getting stabbed in the back, fighting dumb fights,...

The Egyptians believed that the sphinx was a representation of their solar deity, Sun God, Horemakhet or Horus of the Horizon. Historical records from the New Kingdom show that in Egyptian culture the sphinx symbolized  royalty and sacred status . The Sphinx is an Egyptian zodiac sign for people born between December 27 and January 25. The Sphinx is associated with the Egyptian goddess of the Nile and protection. People with this zodiac sign are said to be adaptable, serious, and discerning. In Egyptian mythology, the Sphinx is a solar deity and a half-man, half-lion creature that represents power, protection, and sacred life.  *Especially Sagittarius,Capricorn Whoever you was coming for has won the war regardless of how many battles you think you had under your belt. You have been left behind when you thought you was chosen. All those secret dates and online conversations are coming to the light. You thought you had love and success just around the corner but ...

Lol Someone has lies out the ass to tell you, but no truths and definitely no secrets revealed that they kept from you. They can't get into your energy to steal from you. The goal was for you to crashout so they never had to give you what they owe. These thefts left you homeless,emotionally broken, mentally exhausted and finacially struggling yet you kept finding it within to keep rebuilding. Now folks want to come back as they see you once again growing out of the darkness like a rose in concrete. Noone seemed to have faith in you and yet you had faith and love in yourself in spades. Your world may have gotten shaken, but you always held on to your faith. Ex lovers who kept trying to put you in a box labeled as only able to please never allowed to be human. Now they want to come back and fight whomever you are with for another chance. Their egos are so strong they believe they deserve the oppurtunity to be different with you. Very few of them have ...

Someone keeps a part of themselves hidden from the world, but they would like to share it with you. They actually want to put in work to show you they just want your happiness. Marriage is not an off the plate question as a matter of fact if they had the option marriage tonight to you definitely lets do it. This person wants to go on adventures with you. This person is aware life will have good moments and bad, but now is the time to finally enjoy some good for you and they are determined to make sure it happens. They see you and they love it they actually might fight you over how you treat and down talk yourself. This person use to be a cheater and may have just had a child, but the connection with the co-parent is non existant. They may not get into detail about the shenegains that occured they hope that won't be a problem becuase they dont look like cherry pie in the scenario either. They want you to be okay with half the story. They do not want to repress t...

Aries is the first sign of the zodiac, and is associated with the period from about March 21 to April 19. The symbol for Aries is ♈, and it is represented as a ram. Aries is a fire sign, along with Leo and Sagittarius. People born under the sign of Aries are said to be bold, ambitious, and passionate leaders. The Aries constellation is located in the northern sky, between Pisces and Taurus. It contains over 60 stars, including Hamal, Teegarden's Star, and 41 Arietis. The constellation is also known as the Ram.  You are looking good and feeling good. Your head is becoming clearer.You have your eye on somoene who makes you want to risk it all. You crave a blanced life and you believe you can have it with this individual. You are prepared to wine and dine this individual. You cannot give them everything they need, but you are game to try. You have been broken hearted for a long time but you finally feel healed enough to approach and you are so trepidous it is ok you g...

In Alice Walker's The Color Purple, the character Albert is referred to as "Mr_____" to  symbolize a power shift . By eliminating his last name, either the author or the character Celie removes him from his position of power, erasing his human identity. You are a light and this person male or female tried to snuff it out of you. You moved forward inspite of the roadblock laid in your way. This individual wanted to make their jealousy your problem. Now you got someone who will make mountains move for you. This stoic individual is going to show you the world. In fact they will create a whole new world with you. Your heart will heal because of this new conection. You are going to be so cherished and whomever gains your energ will be blessed. This Albert energy in your life knows how talented but damaged, charamastic but shy intutitive and fluid and lots of your ex's love you. Now they along with all you left behind now will have to sit back as you l...

I let them go. It wsn't pretty or easy but I stopped that connection. I will get rid of all signs of the connectio if that will reassure you. I don't want any reminders either. Divorice, break up whatever I will make sure its crystal clear I mean this. I dont really want to talk about my next steps but I know its necessary. I want to talk to you. I am waiting to hear from you. I miss you so very much. My soul hurts and I can't help, but cry at the pain that misssing you is causing me right now. I will admit I have messed up so bad I feel like will never get back to you healthy and a addition to your life not a burden. You don't just see your worth in this individual you see where you lack as well, but instead of shame you feel a rush to get to work. No hiding your flaws its gonna be about embracing and reshapeing. That pain I caused I am gong to do my damndest to heal, that grief to abate. I should have never allowed myself to get to a point of hurti...

I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

In astrology, the first house is the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self. It's also known as the house of self. The first house is defined by the rising sign, or ascendant, and is ruled by Mars, the planet of action, energy, and anger. The first house can provide insight into a person's outward In astrology, the first house is  the most personal part of a birth chart and is associated with the self . It's also known as the house of self.   The first house can provide insight into a person's outward appearance, traits, characteristics, outlook, and sense of expression.   The first house can provide clues to how a person's personality may evolve in the future. When planets in the sky transit into the first house, goals are manifested, and new projects, ideas, or perspectives take form. The rising sign is the sign whose characteristics a person adopts at birth and expresses naturally. For example, a Capricorn rising person is thought...

Someone in your life is a nig goofy. They really thought God hated you becuase why would they be allowed toharmyou. They didn't understand they was a tool to shape you. They tried to ruin your life with sex and disease. This individual tried to move like you in order to steal credit for your life. THis individual is a whole codependant bitch but they feel they have the right to pressure you tbend to their will but they have no direction or ambition they just know they want what they dont have. There is rarely anyway way to gain knowledge without seeking it. Time and effort is how most knowledge is gained. Pillow talking and passion will not get you to a place in life where rubbing backs is how the big decisions are made. Wishing to be somewhere else won't wash away the sins of the past. You have got to learn to stand on your own. Codependacy is not healing. It might be time to be celebate and to work on some self love. You have to learn how to find happiness within.

In astrology, the olive tree is  associated with the zodiac sign Aquarius . The olive tree is a symbol of peace, friendship, and forgiveness, which are values that Aquarians are said to hold dear.   The olive tree is a symbol of abundance, as it produces an abundance of fruit, oil, and leaves.   Olive trees can live for over a thousand years, making them some of the oldest botanical specimens in the world.   The olive tree is considered sacred in many cultures and traditions.   The olive tree is considered lucky in many cultures.    Hippocrates, the father of medicine, used olive oil to heal ailments.   Romans used olive oil to wash their hair and beautify their skin.   olive tree has a deep historical significance in Greek mythology and tradition. In Greek mythology, the goddess Athena created the olive tree after winning a contest with Poseidon to control Athens.  My heart is fragile.I have finally learned hw to...

I have found so many people who value my happiness. They may not be close friends but they want to see the best for me. I may be unbalanced. My sacral chakra is blocked right now but I am still going to move forward. I know I need to restore my confidence, joy, enthusiasim for life, creativity, passion, harmony, and emotional expresssion. I treated so many people like my least favorite vegetable. I treated them like shit. I basically took their spiritual booty with no lube al because i was hurting. I was soulless and heartless and refused to be there for anyone. I even sought out deities to assist me in hurting folks to move on in life. i felt the get back ws justified unfourtunately it was just my jealousy and insecurities and its all blowing up in my face. I cheated, I told others it wasn't me being loose and crazy, but I just kept my actions secret while others crashed out because of me. If i knew where Daniel Webster met the devil I might have made a appointment. I shoul...

So sick and tired of being bound. Tired of feeling inadequate, of self sabotage, of ego trips and frustrations. So many things cloaked in Darkness preventing healing and causing spiritual insecurity.  Lack of clarity and  only seeing lies for truth is burdening you. You thought that your peers was on the same mission as you and now you are realizing they was on a mutual mission it was just against you. You chased after people and situations  that seemed made for you. Only to find out that they were like mirages false once you got close to them.  You have figured it out and now you are seeking clarity. You want to grow out of this stagnant energy and have a foundation that endours. You want to speak to people who pour into you. You want to learn more you thirst for knowledge.  You are about to start seeking some knowledge that is going to set you on your forever path. Do not allow anyone to use lust to overstep your boundaries. Charm is ok when it's genuine. Trus...