Heart Song The Hearts Truth

 Why do I keep hurting myself dealing with you? Like a inflamed muscle I don't rest I just keep pushing and straining and I'm getting weaker. My solar plexus chakra is all blocked my eating habits are trash, I feel like the world is against me. I have been unreliable in the past and I fear I can't change that part of myself. I feel dirty like if I touch anything it will turn to shit. My soul feels dark. It's like my brain is congested with shame. I keep picking these people to be in my life and they just hang around never adding to me except outwardly. When I turn my thoughts to you I feel peace and my brain becomes calm. My connection with you soothes my soul. I want to be delicate with you, but like a flower growing thru concrete a inner gumption, a "against all the odds" type vibe. Like the bright colors of bee balm you are bright,  vibrant and you create abundance. I keep thinking about how it used to be and what I would do differently, but I can't get

 Time is a illusion. It will happen when it's supposed to.  A new cycle is starting. You might be seeing 222 everywhere or 6. Your life will become more interesting as this cycle speeds up. You will have the opportunity for adventures. You see the world like a child. You are beginning to see the world as interesting again. However, for you to enjoy these benefits you must find the truth that fits you. 500 might be popping up everywhere for you.  Your angels are around you, which means that they will bring love and peace into your life. Keep on working with your third eye chakra. It might be blocked or overactive and you may be feeling stuck, lacking clarity and concentration  possibly having night mares.  Stop questioning if your destined and if it's wrong to be cheerful in the middle of warfare. I say to that what is warfare, but fighting for a reason to smile?  We all know change is inevitable, but this change is going to be so big that people will be counting your pockets to

 You are being offered a place of peace, calm and solitude. Reflect on who you are. Your greatest achievements from a balanced and peaceful state of mind. Go ahead and build the new foundation of a new and beautiful direction or journey. Transition in order to open your mind to learning a new project. Trying not to worry just do your best to focus on any project you have.  Stop ignoring your path in the world. Start taking risks. Make your own rules. Jump all in to your chosen path. Your ready to tread water.  If you are feeling ungrounded you might be experiencing digestive issues, dizziness or feeling empty.

 Oh sweetie please take care of yourself. You feel you lost some momentum and Spirit is saying no babe you just need to rest. In the next few days your energy will pick bac up. You might even get people coming to take care of you. Work on healing your Feminine and Masculine energy.   You're also rewriting your reality and that's including the influence of family. Not all connections are bad but some are not to be continued because of the toxicity of their behaviors.