Heart Song The Hearts Truth

The Thoth zodiac sign is an Egyptian zodiac sign associated with the god of wisdom and learning, Thoth. People born under this sign are said to be wise, energetic, romantic, and courageous.  Dates: April 1–19 and November 8–17.  Associated traits: wise, energetic, romantic, courageous, inventive, enjoy learning, and excellent problem solvers. Associated symbols: ibis, baboon, scales, papyrus role, stylus, crescent moons, and pens. Thoth, the Egyptian god of wisdom and learning. Virgo, the sign ruled by the Moon and Mercury Life is leveling out and truth be told its not how I thought it would turn out. I thought my secrets was safe. I thought the people in my connections were to oblivious to notice each other let alone what I was up to. Someone gave them a cheat sheet and now they got me clocked. On top of having me clocked they are turning it around on me. They got they hands out and attitudes soaring. They still haven't figured out me close to the vest secrets, ...

I want real relatonships. I want a real connection. I am not confident the world will give me a real chance, but I am going to snatch if I have to. I am trying to look at the storms of change as coming regardless, but with me I am finally happy I have found the safe space in myself. I know I cannot come back to some past connections due to all I have done. I have no right to have hope and yet I do It bubbles in me like a fountain. I am grasping at straws, but I know there is better in this world for me. The universe made me a promise and I am holding it to it. I have spent to much time messing things up and I have to fix it. All my efforts noone needs to know it, but me. I have learned to not define myself by others opinions. Change is coming are you as prepared as you appear cuz I know I am not. I want to come in and cause safety for as many as I can. I want to help as many I can prepare for healthier futures. Learning to think for myself in an enviroment that wa...

Its been time to induce soe trasformation in your life. Why you would keep putting it off is beyond me. You keep blocking out the noise and the people who are the cause. If it isn't about peace or money it isn't worth expending your energy. You have determined within yourself to not kowtow to others expectations and to find within yourself your truth. You have become your own angel. You chose your own lane and you found security and stableness. Now its time to teach others what you have learned and came across during your journey thru life. You have stories to tell start telling them. You have that speacial something that others have and it pushes them toward the spot light. I didn't say you wanted it I said its in you. You have spent so long trying to hide that light, ignoring when there was a dazzle in certain peoples facces. You had connections that were all quid pro quo and you never took more or complained when you got less.. Well the time for that crap is ov...

Its time to have faith. You know that soon love is coming and you need to get ready. A invitation or a chance meeting will connect you with someone you least expected. You may feel like you just don't have it in you to try again. That stagant is you new reality and guess what it is not. You don't get the luxury to sit back and reminise. You need to get up and create new memories. Who cares if they are different and not of your norm. Be aware of those will try to lurk, steal and stalk you to gain leverage in YOUR life. The time you spent being a chaser left you empty, broke and often time homeless (emotionally or literally) with no support. You cannot turn back the hanads of time, but you can take the lessons of the past and apply them to your future so you will survive in the happiest and healthiest manner. This new phase you are entering you will find it refreshing as you transform into the newest healthiest version of you. Welcome love in all manners ...

You keep on rising out of the ashes of your life as others try to burn you at the stake of their own egos and ignorance. You have rekindled growth within and that changed mindset is propelling you to new summits in life.You longer are codependant. You are a bad ass who recognizes that somethimes if it is meant to be it will be. You won't stalk, lurk, gaslight,or catfish to get others to bend to your will. You have been conditioned to think like the status quo and that is not what you are meant to do or meant to be. You don't have to make a er your identity or a brand. You have seen that it can all be you and still not even be a large portion of who you are. You have inner beauty that shines in a aura that all are attracted to. I see you and that is why I see its time to speak up and tell you everything. I want a union with you. However you deem that to work I am ready to do it. I don't see it as necessary to tell anyone or even include them at this ti...

Beavers use their natural gifts wisely to survive and improve their environment for their family. Beavers are hard workers who teach people to be productive and use available resources. Beavers teach people to be persistent and not limit their options. Beavers teach people to understand teamwork and appreciate each individual's talents. Beavers symbolize creativity, creation, cooperation, and harmony. In Christian symbolism, the beaver represents a willingness to sacrifice anything that hinders the ability to devote oneself to Christ. The beaver is an official symbol of Canada, representing Canadian sovereignty. In many Native traditions, the beaver is a powerful, vital, and respected being. For example, the Koyukon people call the beaver Noya'a, or Ggagga, which also means "Animal". You have stuck to your boundaries and someone is flabberghasted. You didn't just give them the cold shoulder you got your shit together and moved on. You are being stri...

Someone used to just want your steak and eggs but now they see you are more then just a one dish type person. You are a buffet and they regret missing out on all you have. You had people (this person included) in your life that wanted to waste your life, energy and talents. You seperated quickly and cleanly from connections that meant little in the grand scheme of things. Did it hurt? Of course it hurt! Do you want to go back? Occasionally but your human who doesn't miss companionsip even if it was toxic alot. Escaping the pattern hurt a lot, but the new one you are weaving will not bind or tear at a persons soul. NO, blame from the past will be added to your new pattern healed strands and new lessons and blessings will be the thread and stitches of the future for you. Noone is going to be able to force you to stay in a connection with them. Lost or not they are not your responsiblity. You was not put on this Earth to be their personal God always solving issues ...

Its time to get moving. You got the answer you needed and now its time to get out of dodge. You are moving upward and onward. You met folks who taught you to savor life and grow inspite of the pain. People did their best to undermine your growth from behind the scenes, but releasing the past is your gift from the Universe. You are not chasing after anyone or anything. Congratulations for releasing codependacy and that prverty mindset. You have released the need to keep talking out situations. No about of pleas and butt kissing is going to level the barrier you have placed in your heart towards needing anyone wanting them is your only desire. Do not despair in your quiet times. Do not fear loneliness fear a empty life. Change is inevitable so prepare and then move as YOU need to move not as others try to suggest. The love you feel you walked away from was not what empowered you.nThe more they pushed you to be at your lower self. The more they are forced to face themsel...

I have been sitting here thinking for a while now and things have to change. I have to change. We have to change. I want forever with you. i know in the past none of my nehavior was consitent enough for you to believe what I am sayin now but I mean it. I know I had to make a decision. I know I couldn't have it both ways. Either I was in with you or I was gone and being gone just is not a option.You bring a light into my life I can't find anywhere else. I din't have what I felt you deserved and so I went around those who wouldn't notice they weren't getting my best and was actually dealing with me at my worse. I don't have the right to ask you to come back to me. I destated you over and over and felt shame but pushed it aside. If i denied it enough maybe it would become true. I have so much to say now that you may not want to hear. I took a little out of you everyday and expected you to still perform at 100%. I was young when we started all t...

Saturn's placement in a person's birth chart can have a significant impact on their personality, life experiences, and challenges. The sign in which Saturn is placed can influence a person's personality and life experiences. For example, Saturn in Capricorn can make a person ambitious, hardworking, and responsible.  The element in which Saturn is placed can indicate the nature of the challenges and achievements it brings. For example, Saturn in water signs can bring emotional challenges and achievements, while Saturn in air signs can bring social and intellectual challenges and achievements.  The house in which Saturn is placed can indicate the area of life where its energy is most felt. For example, Saturn in the 10th house can bring perseverance, responsibility, and practicality to a person's career and public life. When Saturn returns to the sign it was in when a person was born, it's often considered a coming-of-age moment, usually around...

I spent so much money! I did some weird and nasty shit! I just wanteed to beat you. I joined a group that promised me so much if I gave them you and I couldn't. I thought I was going to beat you with these new gifts I discovered. I thought you wasn't as informed and wise as I thought you was " pretending to be". I held you to standards I could never meet and I even encouraged others to ostrasize you or I refused to shield you. I see you are stronger, wiser and more powerful then I could even believe. All I have done has continually backfired on me. I wanted to be so needed by you that everyone could see I was the strong one but yor need never exeded my need to be seen. I couldn't ever be happy for you. I see the rain and think about you feeling cleansed by it, refreshed by it and yet your the sun the sunrise the promise of safety after the storm. I wanted to take your forever love. I wanted to be loved just as deeply as you are. I wanted someone to make...

Aries are said to have a karma of taking action, starting things, and being free, but not being too self-absorbed. Some say that people born under the sign of Aries are known for being courageous, energetic, and adventurous. They are also said to be independent and thrive in dynamic fields like business, military, sports, and engineering.Some say that Aries is suffused with the potency of the creative impulse and can be sharpened like an artist's too. According to astrology, the dharma of Aries is to balance their fiery nature with patience and self-awareness. Aries are known for being bold, independent, and enthusiastic, and their dharma is to use these traits to start things and be free, but not be too self-absorbed. Aries are natural motivators who can ignite passion in others. Aries can embrace their independence and self-reliance to pursue their passions without being hindered by others' expectations. Aries are born to advance in arts, culture, entertainment, and more. ...

So sick and tired of being bound. Tired of feeling inadequate, of self sabotage, of ego trips and frustrations. So many things cloaked in Darkness preventing healing and causing spiritual insecurity.  Lack of clarity and  only seeing lies for truth is burdening you. You thought that your peers was on the same mission as you and now you are realizing they was on a mutual mission it was just against you. You chased after people and situations  that seemed made for you. Only to find out that they were like mirages false once you got close to them.  You have figured it out and now you are seeking clarity. You want to grow out of this stagnant energy and have a foundation that endours. You want to speak to people who pour into you. You want to learn more you thirst for knowledge.  You are about to start seeking some knowledge that is going to set you on your forever path. Do not allow anyone to use lust to overstep your boundaries. Charm is ok when it's genuine. Trus...

The Year of the Ox is a year in the 12-year cycle of the Chinese zodiac, which is based on the lunar calendar. The ox is the second animal in the cycle. The most recent Years of the Ox were 2021, 1997, 1985, 1973, 1961, 1949, 1937, and 1925. Hardworking, honest, practical, and reliable. Strong, methodical, and conservative. Faithful, trustworthy, and has leadership qualities. Stubborn, judgmental, and can be violent when pushed too far.Gets along with people born in the year of the rooster, snake, and rat, but not the tiger or horse The ox symbolizes patience and diligence. The Chinese term for ox is niú (牛), which can refer to cows, bulls, or other bovine animals. The Year of the Ox is celebrated in many Asian countries, including China, Thailand, Vietnam, Indonesia, Malaysia, and Korea. I missed out on the best thing to eer happen to me. You was a star and I treated you regular. Every oppurtunity to grow with you I shut it down. I didn't have good examples of lo...

In African astrology, the Baobab Tree is  an astrological sign for people born between January 4th and February 3rd . The Baobab Tree is associated with the element of air, the sense of smell, and the liver. The Baobab Tree's ability to survive in harsh conditions is said to mirror the spirit of those born under this sign. Baobabs are said to have a deep-rooted sense of self and a worldview that favors practicality and realism. Baobabs are said to be naturally nurturing and often serve as a shelter for others. Baobabs are said to value familial and societal bonds, and relationships for them are all about reliability and consistency.    Baobab Tree is also an iconic symbol of Africa, representing life and resilience. It is deeply rooted in African culture and ecosystems, and is vital for maintaining ecological balance. The Baobab Tree is also known as "The Tree of Life" because it absorbs and stores water in its trunk during the rainy season, ena...

Someone spent a lot of time trying to convince some one that that a connection was meant to be. Either you or they are a liar. Maybe you both are, but the connection was false to begin with. There was never love, but there definitely was competition. Somone refused to allow another to find wholeness, peace and love outside of them. There was a backwards mindset and definitely some egotistical flavored thinking. You want your connections to flourish not crumble. So healing your inner child is your upmost desire at the moment. Seeking counseling, therapy whatever asistance you need to seek to get this shadow work cleared is your biggest focus at this time. It would be nice to feel comfortable in your skin but its next to impossible right now. Fighting demons seems to be the only exercise you are getting right now. You keep fighting a fight when they would have left a while ago. YOu aren't changing so why are you fighting?? You know what to do to heal and you rather sit in this...

Your finances are safe. Whatever drama has been coming your way is about to cease. Your opps are giving up, getting caught or already recieving their karma. A lot of word magic and candles were utlized to mess with your money. You may have been been in 7yr drought where your money was funny, but now that is not going to happen. Someone with earth heavy in their chart has been behind alot of the setbacks you have dealt with. Whatever they was doing to you they are experiencing 5 times worse. They wanted you crying and dying and and instead you are flourishing and thriving. You are healing in ways you didn't know you was capable of doing. You are even creating new avenues of revenue and that is protected by the Universe. You don't have to fight any more mon ami. You are destined to be happy and blessed. You are destined to connect with those who speak your language and provide their own vibes so you aren't getting drained, but replenished. You are going to have a sta...

All cards on the table I am scared to take a chance. I don't have a strategy and I cant hide behind facades and games.Im so scared. I can't use sex, I cant use money. What do I do? I cheated or at least involved more people than you in our connection. I just want to get you back in my arms so I can love on you like you deserve. I didn't show my true self to you. I didn't give us a chance. I want to come towards you but someone else might get to you first and tell you all I did behind your back. You may never look at me th same. I am truly despicable and I have the nerve to want more with you. I know I can't and never will be able to give you all you need. I will always be spread thin and always putting you at the bottom of my list not because you are the least but because you will always be the last I have energy for. i owe so many people time and I just keep short changing you. If I was you I would run and never look back. All I am goi...

You are so brave my love. You have stood when many would have failed. You crawled when you couldn't walk, but you still kept going. You never gave in or gave up. You do not have to cry anymore. Those pains of the past are healed and you have a new beginning. You do not have to keep beating yourself up over things you cannot go back and change. Those people who triggered you are no longer allowed in your energy. You have the superstar within and you are now your own number one fan!! People tried to count you out and now they are seeing that you was the pot of gold at the end of your rainbow. You have folks listening to music reminisicing about the good ole days with you. You have so many songs you have no idea are dedicated to you. These peope who refuse to let your energy go arent healing right now they see you as the bandaid for their life. They are experiencing upheavals in life and you are sitting pretty and they don'tund...

You just wanted to be with someone who gave you balance. You wanted a Union that you was literally the other half of. Even if you was the polar opposite you still wanted symestry. You have a soft heart and you just knew you was going to have romance, flirting, and romantic dates. You was not prepared for verbal abuse, slurs, and the fighting. You was not prepared to feel like a 3rd party in your own home. You thought certan connections change things. You was unaware the leeles people will go to be connected to another. You thought you was heading towards expansion and the safe space to be innovative instead your dreams were crushed and your love thrown in your face, So you are leaving it alone. Why keep trying if betrayl and dimimishing of spirit is all that is offered?? Heartbreak and pain, seperation and loss, deception and lies were the only gifts from the repeated shocking attacks from your so called loved ones. Where is a place to hold faith for love to come when from the c...