The wheel is ever turning

 The family is broken and you cant fix it. 

Some of you swear you aren't perfect, but you are trying to act innocent. You are sabotaging something that would be in your best interest to fix. You are pretending to thrive, but in reality you are frustrated. You can't figure out how someone knows so much about what  you do in the dark. You wonder is it in your eyes?

If you have caused harm you want your victim to come back. As much as you dislike them you miss them because they had good energy. You might have even promised the universe you would change for them, but it is too late. You are going to have to lose them.  You can give them all they deserve now, but all you took is why you are being punished. 

Time, energy, money, materials... it all needs to be paid back because you stole them. You allowed your shadow self to run things and have to suffer because it all will come to light. 

If you feel like the sky is falling it is. The love you squandered was unique and you will never experience again. 

They will elevate regardless because it was meant for them. You cannot steal their blessings. Stop being greedy trying to use their energy to survive. Your intentions are clumsy and no reprieve  is to be had.