You got away keep going

Now is a time for wisdom you have most of the things you need gift wise to move forth in life. You are maybe clairvoyant, and you are operating in that gift as well as possibly others. You have gained an understanding of life that gives you comprehension about others and your sensitivity to those vibes' folks be putting out.  

People want you to show all facets of who you are the wife/husband, mistress, loyal friend, lover, protector... but refuse to be honest and open with you. 

You are avoiding commitment with them due to their lack of commitment. They try to make you be self-criticizing when they are the ones who should be checking themselves and reflecting on their behavior.  As you have chosen to work on yourself you have begun to gain confidence in areas you were worried about.  You have learned the gift patience.

You are no longer sensitive to their puzzles and games. Your spiritual awareness is what is going to guide you as you take this leap of a faith away from these negative people in your life.  No more shattered hopes and dreams, no more lack of confidence or mental blocks full of illusions. 

It's time to make your dreams come true. To daydream about the possibilities and not fear others negativity. You are seeing the signs and you are taking the necessary steps to follow them. I'm so very proud of you escaping away from relationships that ask you to deny who you are while catering to the delusional façade they want others to believe.