get out of your own way

Loyalty gonna get you killed out there. Are you real enough in your decisions or are you two minded.

Some of you joined up in a situation that at first you was geeked up to do, but now the consequences of what you started has come. 

Funnily your victims are praying for you because unlike you they are only wishing the best for you. They was a Empress/ Emperor long before you started hating.

Now because you let others direct your steps you are being returned all you sent. 

The fact that it was intentional pisses off Spirit as well.

Double, Triple, Quadruple the  intention you set and that is the size of your personal storm. 

I am sorry you chose this path. I am sorry you was hurt enough that you was willin g to join with others to harm someone.

If you feel like your drowning like nothing is beautiful in the sky, that you should have been special. You could also be feeling sad, feeling unfit, surrounded by enemies, feeling childish, looking for help, hoping you still have time, can you make something count, surrounded by darkness wishing for change, stuck in a rut, unable to accept change, alone, unhealed and toxic...

You are going to have to fix yourself cleansing and smudging isn't enough. Work is involved in change even small ones. Also prayer helps. Pray to whomever you will and start your Hercules quest and not even for you, but because your family shouldn't have to deal with cycles you began. 

 Angel Number: 2222,555,920,44