spirit message

 The Hija of Water consists of her feelings associated with the freedom of the child. She remembers the moments when she was given cups of chamomile tea every time she was sad. She knows the remedy she needs, although she may not be able to prepare it herself. Just as the sweet aroma of chamomile will calm anxiety and flourish the soul, the child calms his soul and allows himself to be comfortable with a joyful heart. She embraces her dreams and often lets herself down in her imagination.

So, the message I'm getting is you went through a lot as a child. Moments when you wanted to cry and didn't feel safe enough to do it. You probably turned to snacks as a kid and drugs and alcohol as an adult to soothe the aches that never healed.

People may have even tried to give you things to attach you to them as well as push you further into addiction.

I feel like now you have learned how to heal yourself. You have been making better choices to handle your pain and frustration no longer burying things, so they eat at you. You also are no longer turning to substances to soothe your raging soul.

You may have been working out, eating better making an effort to sleep better and I' so happy for you.

As you realized that things may happen to you, but it's how you react to them that affects you in the long run. Keep on this path you are literally doing the best thing for you and that's leaving your own toxic behaviors behind so no-one including you can use them against you.