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You are getting in sync with your true self. Letting go of patterns that have you avoiding your phone and getting into intense conversations. Keeping up your boundaries may make others angry, but is what is best for you. 

People are watching to see if you will go back to who you used to be and if you will go back to dealing with the people you used to deal with. 

Some are on your social media others are talking to others who knows you trying to sus any and all info they can get.

 Some of them if they asked if knew why they attack and doy and lie they wouldn't even know it's just a complusion they need the tea,have to spread the tea, and if there is no tea make some up. 

You have to be up to something because if they was you they would be up to something. I guess the concept that even if they had your body your soul is uniquely yours and no one can duplicate that energy exactly so it's a waste of desire to want to be you.

 If they was you they would be a different person entirely because of how they react to circumstances would vary wildly from how you managed them, but I guess that not of logic escapes them. 

Their feelings of inadequacy is theirs to own or deny, but it's not yours to be punished with. If they want to self sabotage and self destruct LET them you can only live your life for you and that had to be enough for both of you. 

As things stand right now. Nothing can survive between you and them. There is no we or us it's because we are at war because you HAVE to survive and they don't want you to. Defeated and downtrodden is the only way these people prefer you to be. 

Will you give in or stand your ground for yourself and your right to exist as the person You chose to be not who they prefer you to be or try to dictate you should be