You shine when you acknowledge how you really feel

You miss them so much. You walk around with tears in your eyes barely making it each day without drowning in sorrow. Your connection ended with such a crash that no amount of cpr seems enough to revive it. 

You both see each other as the enemy, but you were meant to be allies. You were not meant to be enemies but those around you were dead set on driving a wedge between you. 

How dare you glow from being loved? How dare you have fun? How dare you feel stronger because of their love?  You had something unique and no one wanted you to have it. 

You found by accident what most search their lives for and only find a measure of the love you stumbled upon.  While you both felt that you didn't deserve the gift your love was the Universe saw different and stirred the flames of your love causing it to grow while both of you tried to dampen it down with deds and relationships. 

If either of you had the power you would have cut your love out and gave it to a random just to avoid the pressure you felt it brought. Clawing out that love to feel what normal people feel seemed so simple, but always was so empty. 

Building up empty connections to fill the void of the the avoided connection made things complicated and stressful, but the hate and disguised envy seemed to require the hardening of hearts and the swallowing of the distasteful. Anything to keep others happy even if you was miserable. 

Why was it so hard to say I like you let's see where this goes, but so easy to say to others? 

It's time to end this avoidance situation you have had going on and it's time to grow up and accept that you have found the person who makes you happy and go make some happy memories. End the cycle of separation and be liberated this will be a sudden change but it is what you both want. 

It maybe a shock to others, but it's about time for it to happen and the surprise will be more yours than anyone elses. Your going to wonder why you both fought so hard against to this.