Gotta take it one step at a tiime

Shits been rough. You need to change how you are looking at life. If you do not want to be stuck in depression then you need to be active about it. Pay attention to the mess around you . Stop walking blindly into situations. Someone wishes they could be with you tonight ( this is timeless dont worry). The man reason is healing from a STI but they still got you in the forefront of their mind. When they heal they want to come forward and apologize. They also want to know what makes your heart so big. This masculine/feminine knows someone is using magic on you. Theu know it might take therapy to heal from these betrayls and they hope you are willing to heal with them. They see that together especially healed yall can make mountains dance. You might feel that your the source of entertainment for your family, but they know they are the butt of many jokes. They never wanted to grow up. So anything that resembled responsiblity was a no. They know that their healing is their own responsiblity.They actually are working on finding help. Your not concerned with this person. You are busy working and trying to create your legacy. You have found your spot and you are getting nothing but net. Whoever walks away wants you to chase them and that just isnt happpening anymore. Anyone who causes stagnacy in your life has got to go. This slow step away from toxic connections started 8 days to 8 years ago. You are now learning to give yourself the things you need.