its beginning to look a lot like fyck this shyt

Winter time a relationship will be coming to a end. Someone no longer wants to play for keeps. To many people have been involved in this situation and it had gone no where fast. These people are sending you messages trying to get your attention to get back into your energy. Just keep blocking and moving forward. Don't listen to the pleas becuase they aren't genuine. Soon as you bolster this person or people up they will abandon you again. You have torn between two groups your whole life but you was put there by people why didnt want you on either side. You was just a excuse for two or more sets of evil people to prove their dominance in a battle that didnt exist. You have become the reason you get up in the morning. You realized having a outside reason eventual fell off foryou either due to adhd or vibes.Its not perfect you still get down in the dumps and gloomy occasionally but over all you like you more and that changes so much of your life perspective. You have loved the ability to share your gifts as it honors who you really are as you manueavor thru life. You may not have had a example but that hasn't stopped you from trying to be a example. No longer is being the best your goal now its just be the best you. Hoping to be be the star in the spotlight has caused stagnacy for you, but when your actions come from a geniuine place you make magic and many know this. Your light is why many are alive today thriving and no longer just surviving. You make something seem so simple. People make so many assumptions but you just pay attention to the signs around you and you out move these beings time and time again.