Sometimes I feel like somebodies watching me

You have some one or somebodies watching you. These folks or this person doesn't want to face rejection from you. They aren't being accountable for things they have done to you in the past. These people maybe upset with how you are making money and how intelligent you are. You was someones back up plan and they are seeing that their plan for youis falling to pieces you are to intelligent to repeatedly falling for their trickery. These peoplle refuse to learn from their mistakes. Instead of admitting defeat they shift the blame to you saying your just to dumb to even fall into the trap rather then giving you credit for being too smart and avoiding it. You are intelligent and they refuse to acknowledge that in their plans they focus on your emotions and attack. These people want to beat you at a game they are the only ones playing. You dont want to know what the rules are because you honestly just don't care. Congratulations you have given up drinking. You also have given up having half relationships. If they can't give their all to you then they arent worth your while. You do not see these people in your future. You do not want the drama. Anything that has you in your head also has to go because you are focused on having peace and clarity in life. Anything that disquiets your spirit is a no. A virgo can have something to do with your situation or someone in Virgo energy (dedicated, resourceful, helpful, hardworking, health-conscious, analytical, clever, witty, and practical. In its negative state, Virgo energy can be preachy, self-destructive, anxious, overwhelmed, self-pitying, uptight, and critical) is important in some way. Someone particular wants to spend a night with you under the stars. They tend to play games with your heart though. This person refuses to lose you. They feel no hurdle can keep them from coming back to you again anda again. This person may have recently asked you about your underwear... I feel tht in that connection you have been hurt alot and you are choosing to no longer allow that to occur. This person doesnt feel they need to apologize to you. This person maybe stalking you online trying to figure out how to get you. This battle of will has you wondering which of you are #DarthVader. Nah you know you are Luke because you are Blessed and Highly favored. You are telling this person you gave them the chance to show their potential. They refused to thrive with you. Instead they brough you a lot of strife. They may have even caused family drama. Allowing those people back into your life can be a tad dangerous but you are aware of that. Don't forget Icarus.