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Someone wants to take you out on a date. They want to get to know you on a different level. This person really wants to savor the moment with you because they feel every moment withyou is to fleeting. This person may hate sudden changes and the way you are moving now seems very sudden to them. You may have been a very people pleasing partner in the past and you no longer are doing that and your unconditional love feels very conditional. Your selflove has pushed your desire to be loved by certain individuals away. Being one with yourself has finnaly superceeded the need to hear about the so called love others had for you. You may have been heartbroken recent ly because of a connection. You had to not only seperate from the person but also from ypur emotions for a while becuse you felt you might drown. You went thru all the stages of loss and yet you still feel chained to those emotions. Until yu release and really go heal you cannot complete this transformation yoou are in the midst of. You have to let every connection evolve. You need to heal your inner child so she can also grow up finally. Its ok to be alone. Its ok tonot be in a connection right now. I get it your lonely ut you are never alone. Plewase remeber that when you feel overwhelmed. You may have recently realized that alot of people around you was stabbing you in the back seeking more from you then they would ever dream of giving you. You have had to grieve and then bury those connections indefiniterly. In the past you went back to some of those people thinking it was you when it was TOTALLY them in every sense of the word. They played in your face and stole any type of abundance you dared accurue. Beware those who come back to dump their drama and then have nothing left for you. Those who only want to gossip but not talk business and growth. Whoonly want to commiserate over pain not pleasure. Right now if you are totally focused onself and growth its ok. its about time. You have been people pleasing longer then a gen z has been alive. Its ok to want clarity in past situations but lets be honest what is the point your not going backwards. Forgive and move on. Rminisicing is just you getting back in the dirty tub.