Cancer

Pills and potions, overdosing, angry because who you love doesnt love you. Played to many games got caight in the same and now you can't stand your self. You aren't taking care of yourself and whatever you are doing is cutting yearss off your life. You might be a 80s baby. You just want this person to finally pick you. You haven't learned the lesson yet of dealing with this person and what ever you did I hope you have a lawyer because i see they are justified for whatever they are about to do.. You are like a dark cloud in this persons life. You may have thought you was being sneaky but they found out. Now that they know they want you to say it out loud and say it with your chest. You have been getting signs that have been telling you to stop for ages. YOu wasn't scared before but all the sounds and shadows have finally got you sppoked. Its tolate to blowout the candle. The universe heard your little baragins and has come to collect on what you owe and its coming out of yours and your lineages asses for the next 3 generations. You casn claim you did all this out of love but will you finally be honest with yourself and admit its was just to have axcess to them. You made it easier then it should have been for them to walk away and everyday they are awway from you a weight seems to slide off their shoulders. Whatever speel work you did is backfiring and the person who you sent them death wishes to snet that right backto you as well. I hope you enjy what you dished out. You pissed off someones dead parent and they are on your ass. That weird feeling in your gut is guilt. Whoever around you who doesn't get it with your spirtual blow back is gonna pull away from you because the level of spiritual aroma your abouts to have cuz of this hsit storm wont have nothing on a skunk. You might be hiding from some of the people you have pulled into your drama but trust they will come knocking to find out what the heck you had them involved in. Others just want to know if you have lost your mind becuase they thought you would never. You made something sound so romantic bbut it ws mostly transactional for you and thatis what you will miss most. You wont miss anyones beautil spirit or generous nature just that you can't take advantage now you have to live as your real self in every aspect of life.