Karmic Partners

You walked away from a connection that you want but you know you shouldnt have. You watched someone love you and you constantly push them away. Until they stayed away. Now you feel that flutter and miss the sound of their voice. All of a sudden you feel the love they wanted you to feel for the longest. You still balme them for leaving but you know your heart never would have awakened if they hadn't. Their dissaperance from your life left a huge gapeing hole you had no idea their little frame could fit in let alone fill but there presence was huge. Now you are trying to get that heart chakra open fully You want to feel all the feels especially for them. You want to get back to them but lets be honest you havent changed and don't really plan on it now your just gonna take a break until it gets boring. Then spice up life a bit. You just need them to put up with all your shit your not asking for a lot. If they wont play the game though you have others who will. You wont lose to love. If you need to trapping them is still a option but how is the question. Blackmail or a baby??? They are so wonderful, empthetic, intuitive, righteous and determined and shaking all that to the core is so fun. Having that kind of power over such a powerful indiviual is heady. Unfourtunately like a high the feeling doesnt last and gets less statisfying as time goes by. Maybe you will just start some more gossip that hurts their feelings. They just need a good spanking and to be taken down a peg or ten. You want to ruin them this lifetime you promised yourself. They check every box now that they don't want you. That is so weird. Oh well you like the unique and they top that decription. They will wish you stayed away. At the end of the day they all do. Doesn't matter if