sagittarius

Someone isn't as fragile as you first thought. You thought because they was beautiful/ handsome they would be easy to take down but its been years and they still are around. You have tarninshed their reputation and decalred to anyone who would listen that this person was for the streets in everyway you could imagine. You talked about them so badly Only Fans and prostitutes alike felt the right to judge them. All because this person had the IT factor from a young age. You even leaned on this person used their wisdom to better your life and you was never apprective nor gave them credit to others. Now it seems like you need this persons help but you have burned every bridge that might have gotten you to them. Your stank behaviour has been your undoing. Instead of seeing this person as a blessing in your life you viewed them as a destructive force then went out of your way to prove this accusation. ONly for it all to be rpven to be lies. From their hair, to their body to their mannerisim, to the things they ate and drank you studied and tried to emmulate. If you are a woman you even wondered about the tigteness of their vagina and compared it to your own. JUst on some next level ick. You tried to and managed a few times to use alcohol to subdue this person. Even up to setting them up to be raped. You thought you was big and bad and now that is all coming back to you. You think this person is attacking you becuse they no longer have your back but its really the most high doing it becuase that person is no longer praying for your health wealth and well being. They was protectiing you while you was attacking them. Arent you so sweet. If you would have took the time to see past your envy ypu would have seen this person was sent in your life to elevate you. Don't worry about making ammends to them you will have another whole life time to get this right although it seems you keep losing this particular battle because no matter how you swing it their life will never be about wanting to be you and not themselves.Even at their worst they still loved themselves and wanted better energy you just want a better atmosphere astheticallly. Whats the point in a house if no matter how much stuff is in it feels empty.