Taurus

You feel left behind. You wanted to feel like someones desert. You wanted to be devoured every night. You wanted intelligence in a partner, someone who worked hard, a homebody someone who understood you. If this individual was a freak that worked as well especially if they was willing to make a video. This person would taste delicious. While you are desiring all this you realized you needed to work in the inner you. The person you desire you aren't right for; realizing patience is a virtue and you need to work on yourself was such a level up. You have been just sitting waiting for change to come and it won't you need to grind. Wishing that this was a story that could be started over again. Emotions are overwhelming at the moment. You just want them to wait while you figure things out. You can be a sweet individual and their love will be the cherry on top of your life. The idea of being loved by this person is what is making you strive for better. Its ok to acknowledge you dont want to be numb anymore. You want a love that can't be measured. Your person maybe under attack and you sense it. Just keep praying for their protection as you make your moves. Pray for their balance and for them to be unseen by haters. Soon you will be able to move towards them. You may not see the potential of forever just yet becuase they might turn you away. You can not let jealousy be the reason you don't approach them. Just wait until you get the download from Spirit.