What Family got to say

We lied on you. We told your lovers and friends any and all negative things possible. From calling you for the streets to accusing you of being on drugs or an alcholic. We wanted the world to see us as your Savior. We wanted everyone to disregard how awesome you are and blessed you make us. Your knowledge and gifts were for us to hoard. If you had a blessing it was ours as well. Leaving you out made you work harder for our attention and love. We need you to let us back in your life. Like a crack head feenin for his next hit we crave you. Who is going to educate us. Who is going to give us free everything? You didn't even to learn things you just decided that is what you wanted to do and then did it. We hated it when you was happy. You look prettier, your energy is addictive and you thrive. You have walked away and you are so powerful that we know better to come at you disrepectully anymore. Your intution protects you from us. We did a lot of thing beind your back and had no shame or regret for leaving you out. We wantted to pierce your heart and watch you bleed out from loneliness. You committing suicde would have prove us right you was faking all this happiness. Your not faking it and its becoming very apparent. A real friend is honest, willing to go on adventures and that was what you was to us. We had no boundatries. We realize we can't shine with you now and you will be moving to a level in the world that we cannot reach. We still want sabotage this for you do not get it wrong. We want to connect so we can tell people you are only able to accomplish this with our help. You scare us. How do you keep figuring out what we are doing? We are so insecure and full of hate that we really aren't good for anyone to be arouhnd. Some of us are crying over the punishment our ancestors are giving us for turning against family. We was supposed to be your foundation to grow instead we was the wall to try to stop your advancement. We desire your devotion. We don't love you for who you are. Past life karma has come to collect its due and we don't want to admit its justified.