why is this happening?

Your heart has been set free. Your abuser/s can no longer axcess you. They can try to apply their version of pressure but it aint gonna work. They have no idea the bloodline they fucking with. They been praying to God asking HIM to curse you like a whole ass weirdo. This/ese abuser/s has/ve the nerve to cry about the lost of this connection. They will say they have been abused and thats why they behave as they do. Anything they can do to get back in your good graces they will do. They are willing to let you attack them. They know they would have been safe with you. You gave them wings and made them feel special. They are a trickster/s don't believe them.They are going to come back saying the sweetest things. They will tell you they are fighting their demons. That they want to finally deleve into who you are. They will proclaim they want your happiness above all else while behind the scenes they are undermining you. You being in a happy relationship made them sick with jealousy. You finding your soulmate actual kill some of them. They will try to isolate you in a false bid to protect you in reality its to take you away from communities. You thinking your a god in any way shape or form is disheartening. You receiving help angers them your not suppose to get anywhere no matter how hard you try. You being miserable and bitter your whole life was the plan you finding joy within wasnt suppose to be possible. You was supposed to be so damaged that you thriving would cease. Homeless and broken the more hurt the better. They wanted you to think there was no more oppurtunities no potential and therefore

stagnation was your fault