a shift is happening

Keep the faith & stand strong in your personal truths. Your life will become adventurous, and you'll find interest in the things that were previously boring. However, for you to energy enjoy these benefits, you must find the truth that fits you. When it rains you are thought of the most(probably because you cause storms in people's lives). You have been seen as a liar, cheater and deceiver and a heart breaker. You see the world differently from someone you view as a angel. You want to talk to this person you feel it will stop you from feeling numb. By this Spring you will reach out. You are hoping working together will make you great. It is time to finish healing you don't want to die whole on the outside and broken within. You have this innate ability to see the potential in everyone, but you tend to use that gift for evil. If your smoking stop! Spirit is saying your doing to much. The Universe is not happy with you. Stop being mad at folks that are just happy. You can't help others heal if you refuse to heal first. Get out of your head and stop rewriting the past. The Divine knows you have no idea how to heal from the connection from your exs, and family and friends, but it starts with wanting to spend time alone but not hiding. Walking away from those you have caused pain is also a good idea. Work on that crown chakra. Noone, can heal you but you. Stop pretending like your ok with how you are. It is time to truly start loving yourself. If you don't know where to go stop moving and letting hoes and tricks deter you and start fighting your demons. Its time to grow up and stop doubting yourself. Let go of your expectations and be the fulcrum to your own movement. You don't have to be the family entertainment but if you are than be the STAR. Your true colors will shine thru. I dont know why you would get mad for getting caught for lying about keeping parts of your self away, but folks get mad about those things. No more webs of lies. If ya have to get some therapy. No more drinking!