Pisces

You are looking to the future and you are hoping someone is going to be in it. You might even pose as a client to talk to them. Their body is on 10 aand their head game is a thousand. You miss their touch. Your soul hurts. You are sorry you werent always devoted to them. You owe them money. You just want to love them. You have been waiting your whole life for them except when you had them cuz you didnt know what you had. You want to gas them up for life. You want to hep them elevate. You want to bring peace to their life. You are needy and think they can fix it. You aren't thnking clearly. Do you not see what is actually happening in their world? Yes you aren't a drug dealer but are you a drug user? I don't get how you have this ego with no deep confidence behind it? Are you scared someone will call your bluff? I am glad you recognize you hurt your person. What are you going to do? I see go to school and better yourself... nothing wrong with that. In life there are lessons and you fucked around and got a big one. Its not for you to determine when you can offer apologies this isn't a regular situation. Karma is kicking your ass because you have lesson to learn. When the Universe wants to get your attention they will use music, movies, tv to pound that message into your head. OK so you need help be honest and say that stop being a manipulator its nasty energy to live in. Stop changing for people change for your self. People put to much faith in you for you to keep being a disappointmnt. If you arent happy with your circumstances change em. if you have past life karma work it off stop expecting others to shoulder it for you. Putting your big burdens on others shoulders is unfair and selfish. Its time to grow up. Betraying those near and dear to you is pathetic. Everyday you make the choice to be better and actively be better the more of your karma will change but it has to be genuine lovey.