Earth Signs

You have been remininscing about the past. Maybe even taking notes about certain things that are sticking out to from the past. Codependant relationships have ben a big feature in your past. Learning how to be a individual and still be a couple is hard to do for many. Thats how you get stuck in the runner chaser dynamic. You found your self constantly questioning your life and what moves you were making that keptput youback into the same postion. How were you meeting new people and still ending up in the same precarious situations? Im sorry to tell you its you not them. Your job is to be able to discren and avoid. Your fear of taking chances is locking you into situations there will be no escape from. You have been dealt a losing hand and you seem to want to hold o to it. You want connections and partnerships with folks who do not want or are incapbale of giving you that type of union. You are getting into connections where people constatnly use your gifts and heart against you and yo u end up hurt. WAKE UP!!!! Avoiding talking to people will not change who you are YOU need to work on yourself. There is nothing wrong with healthy self evaluation because non of us are ever 100% healthy. We are always healing. Its time to change your way of thinking. You haven't realized that thinking about how you could fix the past is blocking you from living in the present.You have had somany chances at rebirth and you throw them away. New begginings and oppurtunities tossed to the wind for what?? Your life has had no light in it. The growth and happiness meant to be yours has been tainted by emptiness, materialism,money,sex and drugs. You have finally decided no more break ups to make ups. No more empty one sided connections.You may have met someone or you are with someone who spoils you, spemds time withyou, pours into you. This connection is or will be fullof attraction, flirting and dating. Hookups and temptaion but allin a good way with no third party interferance. This connection could truly be the one that you learn the hard lesson but you grow together from it.You will or do complient each other internally its not all about asthetics. This love will transform you for the better get ready to have a partner not a hinderance.