Aquarius

You want a connection that allows you to learn what love is to you. You do not want to rush. You want a real connection this lifetime. You have someone in your energy who wants marriage with you and they believe you don't see them. You see exactly who that person is and that is why you are running. You realized that connection would have been the death of you. No matter the deepth of the connection or length of time it was time to end what had been dying. Why stay in a connection that is hot and cold? Why saty where ou feel unloved? Why staying connected to things just for surface level situations? You are healing and moving forward. The frustrations that affected every area of your life are fading away. You have gained tools and released a lot of mindsets. If you went backwards for a moment stop beating yourself up mistakes can be made in this journey. How else will you learn lessons? Spending time alone to heal and to gain intospective to see yourself from various perspectives is beautiful self love. You don't want to be around anything that will have you seeing your self from a negative space. Life is a high impact sport. People are not avoiding you cuz they dont like you they are avoiding you cuz they are scared of you. You see to much, hear to much, impart to much and not everyone can tred the deepness that is you. So they run, avoid and hide from you, but they always keep you in their sight.