Capricorn
Not everyone has a old soul. You are different and its time to accept that instead of compete. Its time to apologies and move on. Staying mad gets you nowhere and gains you nothing but a ulcer.
You have figured out that this course of action has kept you in a state of sadness for way to long. You have had so many other avenues of life you could have aimed your intelligence towards but you kept yourself small and let your focus be aimed in the wrong direction.
If you want to refocus your attention you will feel a resurrugance of youth and vigor. You can learn to be more then you have been lead to believe you are,The threats against your life do not have to be something to fear.
You have somethings to work on your attitude puts the ick in peoples mouth, but you do not deserve any of the truama you have expeirenced you just can and will learn not every situation couldnt be avoided some of them just needed you to walk away. You are to fertile to be letting just anything connect to you.
A brokenheart sucks but wrapping yourself in that pain gets you nowhere. Let go of the thoughts. There is no reason to overthink that which never should have been your worry. You cannot anticipate what others can and will do you can only be your best and not against anyooe but your self.
You have a good soul why hide it behind all that pain? There is someone who will help you to be your best platonic or sexual partner this person will encourage you and support you on a new healthier mentally sound path.
You can't fight this battle physically. You need to move closer to your inner self and the blockage is you. All the things going wrong in your life is just the Universe trying to knock some sense into your reckless ass.
Seek out assistance from that one person you think hates you so much. I bet you will be greatly surpised. Some of your enemies are really meant to be your community. There was a lot of unjust lies told to you that you embraced as truth and used that to fuel your life and just becuase you are finding out it was lies doesnt mean shut down it means find the truth.
Your life going forward can be based on love truth and joy its a choice. Finding joy can feel like a spy mission but it can be so worth it. Until you do right by those you harmed though you are going to suffer in every type of connection. Therapy is out there or talk to you spiritual leader, divination expert etc.
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