Pisces

You have been in a negative space for a long time. Love bombing to get your needs and desires met. You are now sitting here and stilk unfufilled and most assuradly alone. All your connections have been to stablize your foundation not to stablize or support anyone else's. The reason you are not where you feel you deserve to be is due to your own willingness to squash others joy and excitement with life. There was so many ways you could have choosen to operatew in life. You didn't have to string anyone along. You choose to participate in one night stands and flasehoods. The only reason you are seeking new in life is becuase you know you are busted. You are trying to show the universe a facade like you havent already exposed you heart. You are trying to declare you have changed your mind and repent for your actions but like God's judegemtnt whe you go to hell coming back from where you are is not happening. Don't you dare try to interrupt another life with a false promise of love and marriage. Dont you dare enter into anothr partnership until you heal and if thats never so be it. Stop prtending to be hurt and upset. You did all this and if you wasn't a narcissist maybe your life wouldnt be shambles. You did your best to label and box in those around you mostly to avoid getting labeled yourself. You showed fake love to EVERYONE ( are you lightskinned im getting #DRAKE energy) and to have the nerve to be shocked that thats what you keep getting in return. I hear you been throwing that soulmate word around using that as your newest bait for connections. You may just get a new connection, but buyer beware. This last cycle you completed was meant to teach you a lesson i hope you learnt something cuz your gonna need them tools in the future. You have managed to not get caught up, but baby that time is over. What is done in the dark is coming to the light. You desire a healthy connection after the toxic messes you have been apart of I personally wouldnt hold my breath. Every connection forward you will be in the postion you apst partners were in. Giving into a void. Do not exect to meet healed people becuase you are not and your energy is almost smellable. I wish you had tried to be a better person instead of just trying to be better then other people.