Sagittarius
You always wanted a balanced connection where you was seen and appreciated. You wanted love that emcompassed your whole world and yet you never found someone who wanted more then your heart. You sure as hell threw it around enough.
Whats funny is you gained connections where the oppurtunity you desired was there, but you sabotaged it with your insecurity.
You never took a chance because you thought there was always a better offer out there. The risk was losing your right now while looking for forever. You was strategic, but not with the right motives.
Now you see you missed out on some good connections and that there isnt a chance for rebuilding those connections.You have learned that 3ed parties connections only lead to narissitic paradigms so you have gotten to a point you aren't looking for a healer in any connection no more bandaid relationships to keep your bleeding heart together.
The time is now to heal alone to finally remove the rot fom your life.The cycles have to end time has run out.No you cannot call ANYONE for assistance. this mountain is yours to climb and those burdens yours to shoulder.
You do not get to hide from this. You are being called to look yourself in the mirror and see all that is really reflected is fraudulant.Yor ost honest relationship should be with yourself. So stop love bombing yourself and give yourself real love. I know you saw real love and you wanted it but desire does not mean entitelment stop wanting what others have just go be happy with your life. Stop kyingon others you will aways get caught up and your legacy cannot handle another generational curse.
You see others around you having the love you desire. They have lovers that will fight for them, lovers that can and will cater to them equally. You are heart broken over jealousy and its disgusting. You are mourning that which could be yours if you stopped trying to keep others from having love and focus on your own life .
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